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Ryans P.O.V.

I woke up to daylight hitting my face and realized I was freezing.I quickly looked around and realized I was in the back yard on the edge bordering the head was pounding and I couldnt for the life of me figure out what the hell I was doing out I been out here allnight?I thought to was then that I looked down at my hands they were covered in blood the same for my shirt and my I thought this isnt good I needed to get into the house.I went to the car and grabbed a change of clothes and snuck in through the back door and quickly made my way to the bathroom.I heard a knock at the door.

"Ryan man you in there."Chad said.

"Yeah Ill be out in a few mintues."

"Where the hell were you last night Katie was attacked and shes in the hospital Katrina says its pretty bad."

"Ill be out in a few."Was all I could manage to get out as my back slumped aginst the wall.

Flashes of the night before came flashing back to me like scenes froma hands around her neck,my fist hitting her beautiful face over and over again,me forcing myself on her as i hit and choked her over and over again,and finally leaving her in the basement alone hurt bleeding and in need of help.I leaned over the toilet and threw could I?Then it hit me this wasnt me what ever was in this house had made this happen I now realized exactly how serious the situation was.I quickly took my shower put on clean clothes and took my bloody clothes out to my bag in the car I then went in to meet with the rest of the group.

"OK so what the hell happened last night?"I said afraid to hear what they said.

"Katie called Katrina and said she had been attacked and was in the basement she went down there and found her I guess it was pretty bad because she called an ambulance and called chad from the ambulance."Elfie said.

"Has she called back scence you last talked to her."

"I think Chad is on the phone with her right you want me to go get him?"

"Please could you I need to know whats going on."

"Hey man what happened to you last night?"Josh asked.

"I went out to the car to read over some case notes and fell asleep."I lied.

Chad walked down the staris phone in hand ."Heres Katrina."Chad said.

"How is she is she going to be ok?I practically screamed into the phone.

"She is awake shes really beated up and I dont think the reality of what happened has hit her yet."

"Can I come up there I need to see her Katrina?"

"Uuhh Ryan I dont know how to tell you this but she dosnt want to see you right now and I dont think that upsetting her more will help let me talk to her a little more and mabe she will change her mind."

"What yeah ok."I managed to choke out at this point I was remembers she knows what happened and she thinks it was my God Im going to lose her shes going to hate me for the rest her life and I have ruined her life.

"Ill call you if anything changes ok dont take it personally she bit my head off to put yourself in her place."

"OK call me and update me."

"OK I will goodbye Ryan."

I hit end on the phone and handed it back to Chad."Im going to call our cleint and let her know what happened I dont thinkits a good idea for her to come back here today."I sat down at the kitchen table and cryed and tried to remember what had happened before I had attacked Katie.I so didnt want what was running through my head to be true but in my heart I knew it was and there wasnt anything o to change it.