Date: 6-14-2014
Cameron's p.o.v
In this life of mine,
in this fray of mine,
you were my ray of
sunshine. You are
so very close and
yet so very far away.
I don't understand
why you couldn't stay
around me for a long time.
Your absence has painted
my whole entire world black.
There is nothing that I can
do or say that will make you
come back to me. You crush
my spirit when you push me
out of your life. I am like what
is it about me that you don't
like? I have invested so much
into our friendship, but that
ship has sailed away. Dreaming
to be elsewhere, your free spirit
is out of my hands. I am like
what is the point of getting close
to anyone especially you if I am
constantly being pushed away.
I am like what is the point of me
having a friend if I am always faced
with loneliness at the end of the day.
Dreaming to be elsewhere, heaven
is on my mind daily. I wake up really
early to see the sunrise over the horizon.
My vision sees beyond the pond of lies
and pipe dreams that you have me drowning
in because I can see the light for myself and I know the truth.