Cat POV:

I awoke, glass was shattered next to me. I just remembered, glass. Cold harded glass. I sigh as I quickly got up. My hands on my stomach as I look at the mirror, my red hair seem to look-anything-but right. I frown, my hands reaching for the phone as I quickly call Jade.

"What Cat?" Her usual quick remark. I smile at that, at least that was the only thing normal and that looked as if that was the only thing that was going to stay normal right?

"I need you," I say quietly, frowning slightly as I do so.

"Your at your house right?" She asked, her voice coming off less sharp and ticked off.

"Uh-huh" I nod my head, knowing she's not here but I do so, even if she isn't. It's a habit.

"I'll be there" And just like that, she hung up. Leaving me, here to stand in front of the mirror to look at myself once again. I'm disguising.

I look around the living room to find my mother. Sleeping, another beer in her hand and another person life at risk. I blink quickly as I silently sit myself down on the stairs. Hoping mother doesn't hear me. Minutes past, and just like that Jade appears. Knocking on the door so furiously, I'm afraid she might kick the door but she knows better. She always does. I open it quickly, smiling at her.

"What's up?" She raises her eyebrows as she looks at the living room and nods her head. "That's what up huh?" Jade says quietly, biting her lower lips as she pats my head. That was her gesture of saying she was here for me and that she would always be. The thought of that, gave me butterflies.

"Did she hit you?" She asked, looking at me closely. So close, that I'm afraid our lips might touch even if it was only going to be a brush. I step back slowly before I grab her hands and pull her upstairs. Once we settled into my room, I fell onto my bed so fast, so quick. I literally flied. I look down to find Jade eying me.

"Yes Jade?" I asked meekly.

"Did she hit you?" She repeats once again, looking around the room. It changed dramatically, it isn't pink anymore. It's black. Pitch black. She frowns, slightly.

"Yeah, not in purpose though" I mumbled "She's drunk"

"But she doesn't have the right to hit you" She smirked as she nodded her head. "Why is the room so dark? Not pink at all?"

"Mother said I'm not a kid anymore," I let out a small smile, I pat her back ready to get up and go outside. Anywhere but here, when she pulls me back down onto my bed.

"Hm, Jade?"

"You shouldn't pretend to be okay, it's okay not to be okay. If that makes any sense"

"You used okay three times" I giggled, she frowns.

"It's okay not to be okay" She repeats once again, finally letting out a low laugh.

"I know, though I chose to pick otherwise"

"Cat"

"Jade, I have to"

"No you don't" She hisses, flicking my head so fast, so quick. I don't even recall if she does that or if it's just my wild imagination.

"I have to" I insist, getting up once again. Opening the door to be only quickly followed by Jade. Her footsteps so loud, it echoes across the hallway. I frown, quick to be met by my mother. My drunk mother, a fresh beer in her hand as she sends me a evil smile that seems to give me shivers down my spin. I squeal, ready to push Jade back up when it's too late she's already pulling my hair and Jade is already in the middle. Her pale hands pushing both of us back and just like that my mother has become insane, smacking her bottle onto Jade head. I couldn't believe it...


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