Everyone looks at me expectantly, like I should know what I need to feed on. Only I have no idea what I want to feed on, how would I? They keep staring at me and I frown, rubbing my eyes, a dull pain behind them. I sigh, "I have no idea what food source I should feed on.."

No one spoke for a minute, and I don't look back at them. I'm afraid to look at them, afraid of what I'll see. I don't want to be a disappointment to my family. I want to be someone they can be proud of. It's a high hope, but it's all mine. Finally someone speaks, and surprising enough, it's Larxene that speaks for me, "We could do what Dad did with me."

"What's that?" I open my eyes and turn to her.

She looks back at me, "Dad had me feed on all of them to see which one my body responded to the best. It worked, I feed on sex."

She grins and Sora coughs, face red. I can't help it, I bust out laughing at them. Everyone stares at me, then laughs as well. Sora joins the laugh with a soft nervous chuckle. After the laughing subsides, Dad nods, "Hm, I guess we can try that tactic."

I frown then, "But I don't want to have sex."

Larxene rolls her eyes with a grin, "Just feed off kisses, it works like that, too, as long as there's some kind of sexual tension. Like, physical attraction."

I frown, remembering my kiss with Xion. She must hate me now, I hurt her so badly, yelling at her like I had.. I miss her.. But I can't see her, never again. Especially not now that my transformation is complete. I'm a danger to her, to Zexion, everyone. Everyone...

"Vanitas?" Dad asks.

I look up at him, "Uh, yeah?"

He frowns, "I asked if you want to try Larxene's idea?"

I nod, "Uh, sure. If you think it'll work."

Dad sighs, "Very well. We'll try now, which do you want to try first?"

"Umm.. Hmmm.. I guess dreams, it seems the easiest," I reply.

Again, Dad nods, "Very well. Let's go."

I stand and follow him from the house. Mom wishes me good luck as we pass her. I smile at her and she smiles back. We get out onto the street and Dad looks around. I do as well, but find nothing. I turn to him then, "What are you looking for?"

"People. We're good, there's no one around to see us," he turns to me, "I'm going to teach you how to teleport. All Incubus' can teleport."

I blink, "Teleportation?"

He nods and smiles, "Watch me."

I keep my eyes on my father and just as I blink, he's at the end of the street. I gasps, "Whoa!"

He smirks, "You can do this, too. Just concentrate on being somewhere you see."

I look around, then think of being beside Dad. In a flash of light, I gasps. The light fades as quickly as it had come. I look around to see my Dad standing beside me. He smiles down at me, "That's real good for a first try. You're a natural, I'd say."

I smile at his praise and then I frown, "So how am I supposed to find someone's dreams to feed on?"

"Just teleport into a house, concentrating on a child's dreams. Their's are the strongest," Dad replies.

"Okay, but how do I feed on them?" I'm full of questions, and it seems Dad holds all the answers.

"All you have to do is place a hand over the child's head and if you're a dream Incubus, you should see their dreams in your mind. You'll feed automatically," he says.

"And if I'm not?" I ask.

He shrugs, "Nothing will happen at all."

"Okay, I'll give it a try.." I sigh, looking around. I frown and think of dreaming children, hoping this works, it seems to be the best choice for me to feed on, given it won't hurt anyone. I'm blinded by light and when it fades, I'm standing in a pink room with drawings all over the walls. I look to my left and there's a little blond girl asleep in bed.

I stand over her, she looks so peaceful. I hold my palm over her and close my eyes. I gasp softly when I see her in a field of flowers, making flower crowns with a brunette girl with angel wings and a halo over her head. The children laugh as they throw flowers at each other.

I open my eyes and both I and the child are glowing pink. Suddenly I feel stronger than before. I tilt my head at her and lean forward. Her face is just so peaceful. I smile softly and kiss the girl's forehead, "Sweet dreams."

I gasp when a blue mist rises off the child and surrounds me, disappearing in my skin. I shake and stare at the suddenly paler child. My eyes widen, "I fed on her life.. I... I didn't mean..."

I frown, then smile at just how much stronger I feel now. I lift the child into my arms, hugging her to me and I watch as the blue mist surrounds us, moving into my skin. Once no more mist rises from her body I lay the paled child back in bed and turn to the window, preparing to leave. Her dresser mirror catches my eye. My eyes are glowing gold again.

I look back at the girl for a second then I teleport back to my father. He looks at me expectantly, "Well?"

I smile, "I fed on her dreams."

Dad returns my smile, "Wonderful, now we know your food source," then he frowns, "But your gold eyes.."

I shrug, "Could just be a fluke or something."

"It usually isn't with these kinds of things," Dad replies.

"Then what do we do?" I sigh.

Dad shrugs now, "We'll try feeding you blood tomorrow. With your transformation being so different, you might need to feed on two things to survive instead of just one like most Incubi."

I nod, "Okay, sounds good."

We go back to Cid's then and I felt fine, proud even. That is, until I realize i killed that little girl back there, and I enjoyed it. I really have become a monster, haven't I?