A/N ok I'm sooooo Sorry for the log absence! life has been hectic here and I also had some trouble with this chapter. I really hope it is worth the wait. Please let me know what you think!

without any further ado here is the next chapter!

As always I do not own the characters just the plot.

The Long Haul

Chapter 10

BPOV

Ok so that went a lot smoother than I thought it would. Yes, Charlie was upset but he did not blow up like I thought he would. The best part is that he seems to accept Edward!

I sat down on my couch and smiled. Everything was going to be ok. Edward came and sat beside me, he grabbed my hand and rubbed soothing circles. "You ok?" he asked.

I looked at him, smiled and nodded. "Thanks for being here with me." I then looked at everyone else "Thanks for your support guys, it really means a lot. I can't believe how well Charlie took it. I thought he was going to explode about it."

We all talked about our thoughts on Charlies reaction for awhile. I was sure Charlie was not done questioning me about the father, but I would worry about that later. We all decided to watch some tv for a bit. Edward cuddled with me on the couch, Alice and Jasper took a big pillow so they could cuddle, while Rose and Emmet did the same. I really was not paying much attention to what was on, but instead my thoughts were focused on Edward and the fact that he didn't shy away from anything with Charlie.

It was 10 pm and everyone decided to call it a night. Everyone but Edward left.

I really wanted Edward to stay and spend the night with me again. I liked the feeling of waking up in his arms. My problem was that I was a little unsure about asking him. I didn't want to sound needy. It was just so nice cuddling with him while watching tv I didn't want it to end.

I was standing by the kitchen island cleaning up the forgotten supper mess when Edward came up behind me and put his arms around me. "Would you like some help Sweetie?" he asked.

"I don't have to Edward. It won't take me long to clean up. Really..."

"I want to Bella, plus it is purely selfish of me anyways. The sooner this is cleaned up the faster I can have you back in my arms." He said with his crooked smile. It made my heart melt. He wanted to be close to me as much as I wanted to be close to him.

"Ok then. Let's get this done." I laughed. We made quick work of cleaning up the island and washing the dishes. We decided that Edward would wash and I would dry since I knew where to put the dishes. After we finished I took his hand and led him to my room and to my window seat.

Edward sat down with his back up against the wall and gently pulled me down so I was between his legs and up against his back. He wrapped his arms around me. We stared outside at the view of the night. I watched some people walking in the park across the road. There was a couple holding hands and the women was noticeably pregnant. I smiled as I watched them walking hand in hand.

Edward must have noticed them too. "That could be us... if you want Bella..." He said stroking my arms.

"I'd really like that Edward" I said softly. "You know, I can't help but think I am dreaming and I'm going to wake up and you are gone. That this is all a dream..."

He quickly moved us so I was sitting looking at him. "Bella this is not a dream... It is better than a dream. I am not going to disappear, I promise you. There is no other place I would rather be."

I couldn't answer. I just leaned into his chest and sighed. He started stroking my hair and humming a relaxing tune.

"Edward?"

"Yes?" he replied.

"I'm glad we met."

"So am I Bella, so am I."

I was still unsure he really was ok with my pregnancy and becoming involved with me knowing that in the future there was going to be more than just me. So I gathered up some courage and shyly asked " Did you really mean what you told Charlie?"

"About the baby?" he asked and I nodded my head yes. "Yes, I meant every word. I am here for the long haul Bella. I just promised you I was not going to disappear."

"Do you want to spend the night again?" I whispered. I could feel his breath on the top of my hair, causing me to shiver a bit.

"Always Bella... let's get ready for bed Hun." he said as he brought his lips down to kiss right behind my ear. Suddenly before I could react, I was being lifted up and placed onto my bed. I watched as Edward made his way to the bathroom to get ready for bed.

I quickly went over to my dresser and opened up my top drawer and routed around in it until I found what I was looking for. A baby blue silk nightie that Alice had given me a few Christmas's ago. I would finally get to use it.

Edward came out of the bathroom in just his boxers. I tried not to stare at his toned chest and tight stomach. He looked so sexy with the boxers riding a little lower than usual, letting me see the start of the v. I could feel the tell tale signs of a blush starting on my cheeks. Edward smirked at me as I passed him to get ready myself.

It took me a little longer to get ready than usual. I wanted to make sure I looked as close to perfect as I could get. Smoothing down my nightie, I took a deep breath and exited the bathroom. To be truthful I was nervous. Yes, Edward had spent the night already but this time seemed different.

I walked back into my room to see him sitting on the edge of my bed waiting for me. That breathtaking crooked smile appeared on his face the moment he saw me. I stopped to stand right in front of him. I couldn't help but smile right back at him.

"You look truly beautiful." he whispered reaching for my hand, tugging me closer to him. His other hand reached for my waist and he wrapped his arm around me hugging me to his upper body. I brought my hand up to caress his hair and was surprised at how soft it was. I decided to basically ignore his beautiful comment, obviously he did not see me clearly.

"What should we do now?" I asked nervously looking down at him. He had his cheek pressed against my stomach ad his eyes closed. As soon as I stopped speaking he lifted his head and opened his eyes to look at me.

"Bella, I'm happy just being here with you. Let's lie down and just enjoy our time together." In one swift movement he picked me up bridal style and gently placed me on my bed. He quickly moved so he was lying down on his side, looking down at me. I just could not believe that this Adonis looking guy was here with me. The look in his eyes told me he was glad to be here.

I was suddenly nervous again. Here I was in bed with him and so unsure as to what to do.

EPOV

I could tell from the look in Bella's eyes that she was nervous. I loved the way she gently bite her lower lip too. Raising my hand to gently stroke her cheek I said "Sweetie, don't be nervous. I would ever do anything you were not ready for ok..."

She nodded her head softly. "It's just all new to me... ummmm you are my first real boyfriend. I have never been this close to someone before." She looked down at her stomach then added " well you know, not that I remember anyways..."

Just hearing her refer to me as her boyfriend stirred something in me. I leaned down to her and captured her lips in a soft sweet kiss. I kept it light caressing her lips with my own. Bella's hand made its way into my hair, keeping my head close to hers, thus making me continue with the exploration of her lips. I carefully broke the kiss while still staying close, our foreheads touching. "I won't rush you Bella. We can take all the time you need. Just know that yes I do want you and am willing to wait for you."

Bella sighed and a small smile graced her lips. "I don't deserve you." She bit her lip again and quickly added "I want you too Edward. I'm just scared. I can't think straight sometimes around you."

Hearing that made me smile. "First off Bella. You deserve so much more than I can give you. I am just so grateful that you want me with you. Don't be scared please. We are in this together. I will always be here for you. Let's just cuddle tonight ok. I just want you close to me."

With that Bella snuggled up into my side as I wrapped my arm around her waist.

"What about when I am big and fat in a few months?" she whispered.

The thought of her belly getting bigger from her pregnancy did not bother me. I caught myself imagining what she would look like. I liked it. "Sweetie, I am very sure you will still be as sexy as you are now."

" Are you sure? I mean I will be fat..."

"Bella you are pregnant. You will be bigger, yes but with the miracle of a child growing inside of you. And that is something I cant wait to see."

Bella's only response to that was to reach over and press her lips to my neck, giving me a small kiss.

After a few minutes I heard " Edward?"

"Yes Bella..." I answered.

"Can I ask you a few Doctor questions?"

"Yes Sweetie. Ask away..."

"Umm when will I be able to find out the sex of the baby?"

Stroking her arm I answered " Well usually around the 18th week is when I suggest to find out. It is more certain then. "

"Hmmph I have to wait 9 more weeks!" She exclaimed. I chuckled and nodded yes.

"how come I am not having morning sickness? I thought everyone has that."

"You are lucky I guess. Every pregnancy is different." She stifled a yawn. It looked like she did not want me to see how tired she was. "Bella lets get some sleep. You have to work in the morning."

"hmmm ok let's sleep" she said drowsily. We both settled down to get some sleep. I ended up watching her for a bit. I found it fascinating to just see her sleeping. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. After awhile she started to make some small noises. I could not make out what they were at first but then as they got louder I realized she was talking in her sleep. It was very interesting. She spoke of 'Elevator guy' , 'green' , 'sexy' , 'kisses' and lastly my name. I found myself really liking the way my name sounded coming from her lips. I guess she is dreaming of me. Hmmm nice.

Before I actually fell asleep, I reviewed the events of the day in my head. I found it amazing how well Charlie seemed to accept me. I only hoped that Bella truly realized how much I really wanted to be around her, and not in a fleeting way. I was already thinking pretty serious about her. I know it seems fast and in someways I can not understand it myself. I have never felt this close to anyone. It is like she was put on this earth just for me. She may not know it right now but she is my life now. I would do anything for her. I fell asleep thinking about this angel beside me.

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