I (paranorama-alchemy) wrote this one. And I swear it made me tear up. Gah, I hate sad things.

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Lexi POV

"What's going on?" Rian asked, sticking his head outside the bus window, then he saw my wrists, "oh."

"Rian, leave us alone!" Alex yelled, walking away from the bus, I ran after him.

"Alex," I started, but I didn't know what to say, he had caught me and I had no clue how to make it up to him.

"Why?" He repeated, looking crushed, "why? I trust you to tell me the truth and you lie! God, Lexi, why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Because I need something that makes me feel good!" I shot back, starting to get angry.

"You don't need to cut to make that happen! You have me! You have the guys, there are therapists, God, are you stupid?"

"No, and Alex you don't know! Have you been raped? Didn't think so!" I shouted, tears springing into my eyes.

"I trusted you," Alex mumbled, "every time I asked you, I trusted your answer. What else have you lied about?"

"Nothing!" I screamed, "you can trust me!"

"No I can't," Alex replied, "I gave you a chance and you wasted it. We're done."

"I sorry, what did you just say?" I asked him, folding my arms over my chest.

"You heard me, we're done, broken up, not getting married," Alex answered, "I can't even look at you," then he turned around and starting walking toward the main stage, taking my heart with him.

I ran onto the bus, where everyone was waiting for me, teary-eyed.

"Go ahead, yell at me!" I shouted at them. Jack stared at me, then ran off of the bus, with Katie running after him. Zack and Rian stayed on the bus, neither of them talking to me, and Heather was smirking at me. "Bitch," I spat at her, then walked off of the bus.

I wasn't sure where I was going, I just needed to get air and think.

I mean what's so wrong with cutting? Yes, it's wrong and dangerous, but I needed something that made me feel, and therapists don't do that. They just give you some pill that makes you feel like crap.

Then Alex breaking us up, why on earth would he do that? I know he still loves me, and I still love him, and I know we can work it out. I wish he would hear me out, instead of overreacting, like he normally does.

"Hey, you okay?" I looked up to see Kevin Bard, lead singer of Stereo Skyline, staring at me.

"Do I look fine?" I sniffed, trying to smile at him.

"No," he replied, sitting down next to me, "wanna talk about it?"

"It's just I fucked up and Alex and I broke up," I whispered, and more tears started to spill out of my eyes.

"Hey, stop that," Kevin said, pulling me into a hug. I laid my head on his shoulder and started to cry my eyes out, grateful someone was here for me.

"Why did you break up?" Kevin asked, rubbing my back.

"I lied to him about cutting and he found out," I mumbled, pulling away from his hug.

"Cutting?" Kevin asked, then he saw my wrist, that was covered in dry blood, "oh."

"Yeah," I sighed, "I'm really messed up, this is the only thing that helps."

"I'm sorry," Kevin whispered, "I know that doesn't help, but I am."

"Nice to know someone cares," I said, looking into his eyes.

Kevin smiled softly at me and I moved closer to him, Kevin closed the distance between us and pressed his lips to mine.

"Was that okay?" He mumbled, grabbing my hand. I nodded and pressed my lips against his, harder this time. I got into his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck, while he wrapped his around my waist.

I heard the door open and Kevin pushed me off of his lap, but then I saw who was standing in the doorway, Alex.