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Bonnie slowly opened the bathroom door now fully dressed unable to look anywhere else than the floor. She used to bask in the attention that boys gave her, never staying with one boy longer than a few weeks. It was what was expected being on Elena's court, but not anymore. It was different now, maybe because it was Damon and he had only reserved that look for one girl; Elena, and it had caught her completely by surprise. Before she could have walked around the Boarding house wearing the smallest of bikinis that she owned and he would never have even knew she was there.

Glancing up slightly to the side Damon was still sat on the end of her bed. Nodding his head to the side he was motioning for her to sit next to him. With small baby feet she shuffled across the floor and sat on her hands to keep herself from fidgeting. Looking down at her feet she started chewing the inside of her cheek. She knew what was coming; it was what was referred to as the talk! She had played this scene out many a times when she broke up with whatever boy she was with at the time. "I don't think we should see each other anymore, it's not that I don't like you it's just that well it's not working the way I thought it would. Maybe it's because we are better at being friends. We are still friend's right?" The boy would then nod his head unable to speak and she would give him a quick hug and smile and go off skipping.

So why was this talk any different? Surly she could just look into those midnight black eyes and say "Damon, I'm sorry I caught you unawares. You don't need to explain how men react when woman walk around nearly naked, It was my fault. I'm a big girl now, I know that you will never feel anything for me more than the friendship we have and that's ok." And then give him a hug and smile. But then she remembered how she had felt hearing he was alive, hearing his voice even on the other end of a phone sent lighting into her bones and the brush of his mouth on her head where he had softly kissed still burning. She could face her past, take a whip without screaming, get turned into a vampire and summon a tornado; but she couldn't take getting shut down by Damon.

"Redbird, where has your mind gone?" Bonnie just shook her head in response still refusing to lift her head up. She had her mind block up so she knew he couldn't read her thoughts, just as well as he might start laughing at her.

"Can I tell you story Cara?" Damon watched as Bonnie slowly nodded her head clearly back in the room with him mentally but still not looking at him. He smiled a small smile inside, another one of her old traits slowly breaking back through the cracks. She had told him, no she had shown him her story and now he felt that she was due a story back.

"When I woke up on that moon, I was cold; which I remember thinking was stupid for some reason. The problem was I didn't know why it was stupid because I didn't know anything. I didn't know who I was or where I was, except that the only thing I knew was my name." Damon watched as Bonnie looked up at him with her big brown eyes open in shock. "For what seemed like hours I lay there trying to remember when nothing came I decided to get up and look around. As I stood up something fell from my chest. Bending to pick it up, it was the only thing with colour on it for miles around. Red and Blonde. As I stared at them I realised what they were, or the word for them anyway; hair. Two locks of hair entwined. Then images came; a girl with blonde hair and lapis lazuli eyes and a girl with red hair and brown eyes."

Bonnie brought her hand to her mouth as a small gasp escaped, nodding she looked at Damon "I remember. I forgot I left that for you"

"I am glad you did, without it I could still be on that moon trying to figure out who I am. As it happens as I wandered for days; starving mind you, I grasped that twined hair as a life line. Still without memory I just knew I had somewhere to be, that two maidens were waiting for me and that I needed to get there. Sometime later I found the gate, you should have seen Sages face when I fell through the door. I think it's fair for me to say that if vampires could have heart attacks he would have had one" Damon noticed Bonnie tense slightly at the mention of Sage but carried on.

"He fed me blood and Black Magic to get my strength back up. It took a couple of days but as my strength returned so did my memories. I remembered everything. So I returned to Fells Church to find my brother and my two waiting maidens."

Bonnie had forgotten her worry of Damon's rejection talk. She had pulled herself up onto her bed completely and crossed her legs beneath her gripping her legs while she listened to Damon tell his story.

"I found my brother, but I didn't find two maidens only one. They were all there at the Boarding House. Scary Mere, Mutt, Mrs Flowers, Elena and my little brother but no redbird. The scene looked wrong somehow. Everyone was tense but quiet. I made my entrance the only way I knew how. Dramatic." Damon paused while Bonnie made a small giggle. "I flew through the window as a crow and transformed in front of them. It was a while later after the shock had calmed down that I knew something was wrong. I had been there a few hours but a small red head still hadn't come bouncing down the stairs squealing." Damon remembered the shock that had hit him when they had finally got round to telling him that Bonnie had disappeared. He didn't know why, after all she was just a little witch that was friends with his princess; wasn't she?

"We decided to search for you past Fells Church. After a while I split from the others. Every place that I heard where a witch was I went; every place where a red headed vampire was spotted I went. The others never gave up but Scary Mere had college and Mutt had football; then Mere got married, Elena got changed into a vampire for my brother."

"Life went on." Bonnie gave an encouraging smile. She knew the others had lived there lives and was glad for it, happy for them.

"I was starting to believe you dead. After the first few months we knew you hadn't just left. To leave and not phone for so long was not in you. I was going to return back to Fells Church at the end of the year if I didn't find you by then."

"But why Damon, why spend so long looking for me?" Bonnie just couldn't understand, all her past worries forgotten at the lost look on Damon's face. Damon never looked lost or worried.

"To save you cara, I always saved you. I cut it close to the curb a couple of times but I always saved you. I never understood it myself at first. When you were attacked by the malach trees, or by Caroline at her house; the tree men or even Shinichi himself I never questioned the whim that over rode me to get to you, to help you; to save you. You have heard the saying act first, ask questions later. I never asked the questions, as far as I was concerned you were safe; why ask why I did it."

Bonnie was seriously trying to keep up. He was talking in riddles. She remembered all the events he was talking about especially when Shinichi was going to torture her and Damon had come and flew her away. She was sure he had cried but that was just because he was relieved that he had found her and Elena wasn't going rip him a new one.

"And then I got that phone call. The phone call to say you had come home. I came as fast as I could. Again not really sure why, I thought that if I saw you I would feel ok again knowing that you were safe." Damon knew he was sat as still as a statue, unable to move; unable to break his gaze from Bonnie's. He was in unknown territory and quite frankly he didn't know how to handle it. He had lived on this planet for half a century and had been in all sorts of situations but right here sat on this bed with Bonnie revealing things he shouldn't be was well; completely out of character. For a start he never spoke more than a few sentences before he turned on his heal, now he was conversing with the redhead like they had done it for years.

"But I didn't feel ok, you were home yes, you were safe yes but you weren't ok. When you grabbed my arm from waking up every muscle was tight. When you sprang away from me, you took a fighting stance." Bonnie stood up from the bed, not in fear but for distance. Damon's whole body had turned dangerous. He face looked deadly but he never looked away from her, but she was not afraid.

"You showed me things that should never be done but they had to you. Every muscle in my body wants to track every single person that touched you." Bonnie was slowly walking backwards. Damon had also risen from his seat on the bed and began a slow stalk towards her.

"I want spent the rest of my undead life slowly torturing them, to make them scream louder than they ever made you." She had no words to say. Even if she did she had no doubts that they wouldn't make it passed her voice box. She felt the wall behind her thankful for something to lean on. Damon's intense stair was making her dizzy. She was locked onto his eyes burning with something she could only describe as emotion, but Damon didn't show emotion to anyone. He stored them all in his boulder where child Damon was chained protecting those emotions and secrets. Elena had told her.

"But the thought of leaving and coming back and you not being here unnerves me. Like you're not real, that you never came back and my hope overrode my senses and my mind made up the past few days." Bonnie was sure that Damon was now past thinking. He had gone past the point of controlling what words he spoke a while back. He was so close that his scent over powered everything until every one of her senses was screaming Damon. Without consciously thinking she placed a hand on his chest to stop his movement towards her but found that she couldn't remove it a second later.

His hands went to the walls on either side of her head making his face only a few inches from hers. She could sense the struggle he was having with himself. The confusion his own words were making him. He wanted to say more but every time he tried he would stop himself from speaking; stopping himself from revealing any more.

"Are you Bonnie? Are you real?" His eyes were searching hers as though looking for the answer. She nodded slowly at first then faster to try to make it more real to him.

"I'm real Damon; see my hand on your chest. Do you not feel it?" She watched as he looked at her hand touching him, realising he never felt it until now but still unconvinced. With a look that would knock every breathing girl off her feet he looked back up at her. Bonnie made herself stop breathing, she wasn't sure if vampires could hyperventilate or not but now was not the time to test it. Had somebody spiked his drink and he had gone all delusional. She wasn't Elena he shouldn't be looking at her like that. Come to think of it had Elena and Damon spoken much in the past few days? They had been in the same room as each other but at a distance.

Then he moved. Faster than even her vampire eyes could track he closed the gap between them. His mouth crushed against hers so hard her body slammed into the wall. She couldn't think, the only thing she could do was respond. Both her hands had already made their way into Damon's hair and gripped on for her life. There was no way of taking control, she wasn't even sure Damon was in control. She felt his hands move down to her thighs then lifting her; wrapping her legs around his waist. Again he slammed her into the wall with so force Bonnie felt it crack behind her, but she didn't feel it nor did it really register.

Her senses were going into overload and she felt Damon's aura slipping into hers. He wasn't controlling himself. Without thinking Bonnie pushed her aura into Damon's. White lightening exploded inside them both; hot searing flames burned inside their chests.

Bonnie was swimming deep in Damon's emotions, they had become too much for him to control. Unsure what to do with them he had tried to fight; tried to ignore but they had won. He had wanted to wait until he knew for sure what his feelings where telling him about Bonnie, how day by day thoughts of Elena had died. He had been so sure that Elena was the one for him, born to be his Princess of Darkness but small heart shaped red head Bonnie had washed Elena from him like a tidal wave without even being there. Now that Bonnie was here all Damon's practice of half a millennium of patience, of self control; of rational thinking didn't exist.

The deeper in she went, the more of Damon's emotions hit her. His fear of never finding her; scared that she may be dead. Bonnie realised that Damon was letting her see all of this; showing her how he felt. Then he threw her into his emotions that he was feeling now. Bonnie's world shook, Damon tightened his hold on her. Everything he struggled to say or was unable to say he showed her. Katherine was a boy's love; Elena was his princess of darkness but Bonnie was his Goddess overriding both until they became as small as a grain of sand between them.

Tears ran from Bonnie's eyes until they both could taste them. Not wanting to but needing to Bonnie pulled her head from Damon. She heard him growl as he opened his eyes to look at her. Bonnie didn't make a sound. Still wrapped around his waist with her hands in his hair she allowed her fangs to lengthen and sharpen. Damon watched for a second then allowed his to follow. Both sets of fangs lengthened longer than they normally would have in reaction to the anticipation the both of them was feeling. Bonnie leaned in to Damon's neck first; placing a small kiss then sunk her fangs into the same spot.

Seconds later she felt Damon do the same. They were rising fast within each other, neither knowing how to stop or control the spiral they were in. Neither did they want to. Bonnie became Damon, as Damon became Bonnie. So lost in each other as they were they didn't feel it as Damon's legs went from under him and they crashed to the floor.

Everything including the world disappeared. Bonnie had one last thought before she lost herself completely.

Damon Salvatore was in deep unbinding love with her, Bonnie McCullough.

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