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Chapter 10 for all of you. I hope you will like it!

POV FOUR

I walk inside the kitchen to see Tris playing with the little girl. She looks really cute. On the counter next to her are three mugs, one with hot chocolate and a lot of marshmallows, one with tea and one with coffee, which I assume is mine.

Tris hasn't noticed me yet, so I put my finger on my lips to tell Phyllon that he has to be quiet. I sneak up to her and wrap my arms around her for behind. She jumps a bit, probably not expecting it. I kiss the top of her head as she lets her head rest against my chest.
The feeling she gives me is indescribable, she makes me feel everything I missed; the love, the comfort. I feels like she is the missing puzzle piece that completes my life.

In the corner of my eye I see Phyllon trying to reach the counter top. He's standing on the tip of his toes and his arms are stretched out all the way, but it doesn't work. I laugh a little and this makes Tris look to, She laughs to and walks over to him.

"Hey Phylly, is there something you want?" She asks him. He nods and points with his little finger to the mug with hot chocolate.

"I can't reach it Trissy." He says pouting. Trissy, that is cute.

She picks up the mug and tells him to sit down, he does and she hands him the mug. Tris and I sit down next to him and I quickly pull her on my lap. I like the feeling of having her close, being able to protect her.

Tris puts on some kind of TV show for toddlers and Phyllon is immediately fascinated by all the laughing children.
I walk into the kitchen to get Myllena. When I get close to her I see that she I asleep, so I pick her up as if she is a fragile piece of glass. She stirs a bit, but when I cradle her slowly and keep her close to my chest she is soon fast asleep again.

I slowly walk back inside the living room again and I she Tris on the couch with Phyllon hugging her. They look adorable. I sit down next to her, Myllena still on my chest. Tris smiles lightly at me and leans into my chest. I slowly put my arm around her careful not to wake Myllena. Tris looks up at me, I can't control myself. I kiss her, it's a passionate kiss full of love. We can't get too far into it because Phyllon start giggling as soon as he notices us. Tris blushes and pulls away.

With her head on my chest, Phyllon next to her and Myllena asleep on mine. It feels perfect. I want to stay like this forever, it's so peaceful, the girl of my dreams in my arms and two little children next to us. It's like a vision, like a look into the future. It's perfect.

TRIS POV ( Later that night.)

Doutzen just picked up Phyllon and Myllena and I finally have some time to think. Four left earlier, because he promised Zeke that he would hang out with him.

I put on some music and think about everything that happened the last week. To say that it was a crazy week would be an underestimation. So many things happened; leaving my home country, finding the boy that haunted my dreams, having friends to talk to and I finally went to school again. It's all just really overwhelming and I just need some time to let it get to me. I'm finally here, I finally got what I wanted for so long.

And Four, he haunted my dreams for so long. I found him and not only him. I found love, at least I think it's love. This feeling is something I haven't felt in such a long time. It scares me, to know that I could lose him, just like I lost everything else I ever 'loved', all my friends, my family. The song switches and a smile comes on my face. I love this song. ( I do, I really do.)

You're the light, you're the night
You're the color of my blood
You're the cure, you're the pain
You're the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much.

I start to hum along, lost in my thoughts I walk over to the other side of the room. I get my black little shoe box and sit down again. All those memories. With a smile still on my face I open the box. Everything in this box brings back good memories, every single pictures, bracelet, paper. All good memories.

So love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do
The first thing that catches my eye is a picture of all my old friend. I remember this day like it was yesterday. We were all on the beach, nine people to be exact . We were just having fun, laughing, playing games.

Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do
Then there is a necklace, it's a beautiful necklace that I got from my mother when I was 10, it's grey with black diamond's on it that look like water droplets.

Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do
A picture of my parents. It's in the box and I feel like I can't leave it in there. They look so happy on this picture. It's a picture of them on a cycling road trip, in matching clothes, smiling like nothing can ruin the happy moment they have.

What are you waiting for?

Then it hits me. What is it that I'm waiting for? What is it that keeps me from seeing them. I can't think of anything. My mind starts to go blank and silent tears roll down my face. I haven't seen them or talked to them in such a long time. Not that you can see them now, not like they will hear you.

I stand up, or more try to stand up. Before I can even take one step, my legs give up and I collapse to the ground. I'm full on crying now, and I feel emptier them ever. No one to hold me, not even Four.

I'll let you set the pace
'Cause I'm not thinking straight
My head spinning around I can't see clear no more
What are you waiting for?

The last line repeats itself in my head, What am I waiting for? What am I really waiting for?
With every bit of strength that I can find inside of myself I pull myself up and take a few deep breathes. What am I waiting for?
My legs start to walk, I don't even know where. My pace increases and in just a few minutes I'm running across town. I hear someone yell my name, but I don't listen. Heavy footstep come closer as my pace increases again.'

"TRIS!" I'm crying and running like a retard, but I don't care. I keep running. Soon I find myself in front of the graveyard. I stop running and I notice that I don't hear those heavy footsteps behind me anymore.

The sun is setting as I open the gates, I look around trying to remember which path to take. Again my instinct takes over and my legs seem to know exactly which way to go. After walking around for a few minutes I begin to remember it. It's the family grave near the huge oak tree. As I come closer my sight begins to fade away. Tears are taking over again. I feel the huge crowd around me again. I feel how people are pushing me away. And I feel the strong arms around me. Only this time they seem less muscular. Which I odd because they were always the same.

Then suddenly someone lifts me up. I scream and kick. Till a hand covers my mouth.
"Shut up bitch!" A voice I can't place says.
Another pair of hands starts to rub my arms. I shiver , not because I like it, but because it gives me the creeps. A stranger is rubbing my arms.
His arms move to my shoulders, down my sides and up again.
"You have a nice body little girl." Another voice says again. He places his hands on my stomach. And slowly moves them upwards. I start to get really scared. I try to move my body away from his hands, but with the other person holding me it doesn't really work out as planned. I bite his hand and he lets go of me. I scream again and try to run, but the guy who was touching me grabs me before I can run away.

"Not so fast little girl, we aren't done yet." His voice is cold and hard. I give me goose dumps. I try to get out of his grip, but he kicks me to the ground. I'm taken back for a moment and he's taking advantage of this. He kicks me in the ribs and it hurts like a bitch. I moan in pain and he keeps kicking me. He squads down to my level and whispers in my ear

" You are gonna keep quiet and do what I say." When I don't react he pulls out a knife and holds it against my neck.

"Do you understand?" I nod slowly and he removes the knife. He lifts me up, not careful, but forceful. My ribcage screams in pain, but I ignore it.

"Take your shirt off little slut." It shocks me, this hasn't happened in a while, but before I can do anything he pulls out his knife again and stabbed me. I scream, I scream so loud. He slaps me across the face.

"I thought I told you to keep quiet." He says while he twists the knife. When he pulls it out I drop to the floor. I start to see black dots. Suddenly I hear someone scream.

"Hey! Leave her alone." I can't see anymore. I don't know what happens, but I hear someone run away and I hear someone being beaten up.

Just before darkness takes over I hear it, or more like him say "Oh my god, no Tris stay with me!"

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