Bonnie's pov
I woke up to thunder strike that boomed loudly outside, I shot up and looked out the window.
Rain poured heavily outside, the raindrops hit the roof like pebbles.
I bit my lip, now the whole day would be as miserable as I was.
I walked downstairs, Damon was no where in sight..
'Who cares, anymore' I thought to myself, I decided to just have some toast and chocolate milk.
I sat at the table eating away, just staring out the window..
I felt depressed as ever, my mind flashed with the memories of yesterday. From the cold awaking of Damon, then the argument with Meredith. And just a night filled with tears and sadness.
I washed my dishes, and went upstairs and took a shower. I got dressed in a dark green cami and black tights with a skirt on top. I just pulled on some flats and let my hair loose for the day.
Today I would just stay home.. Doing nothing. I sat in the living room, just thinking. I couldn't even watch TV without it reminding me of Damon. I couldn't even listen to music, that the lyrics would melt my heart.. I felt.. empty inside.. As if a hole was burned through my chest.. I couldn't take this any longer.. Damon was doing something, I knew it.. He must have been pushing me away in some way.. But why? Why would he push me away if these past days he's been great, he had human emotions and everything.. He didn't have to run away from me, he wasn't like he was danger toward me.. He was human, and maybe he wanted to change that.. Maybe that's why he decided to end our friendship.. But I still would've been his friend, I still would've been by his side, I didn't care if he turned back into a vampire, maybe a little bit, only worring about him... going back to his deadly ways, killing people in a blink of an eye.. I didn't want that for him, cause I knew he was more than that.. He has the ability to even be better.. he's always had it..
I was going to confront him, I was going to tell him what I felt, and ask him why he was doing this.. And there the decison would be made, if he will turn away from me, leave me behind.. Then he never had feelings for me, he never truly cared.. And I would leave, leave this all behind.. But if he looked at me in the eye and told me what he felt, I would tell him the same, I would stay..
As I was thinking of what would happen, the door opened. Damon walked in, rain drops sprinkling from his hair, and his dark eyes showed more..
I sat up from the couch, "Hey, where did you go?"
He glanced at me then brushed past me, "Out."
I held him back, "Damon, what is wrong with you? You've been acting strange, and you've barely said even two words to me and-"
"Bonnie, just leave me alone." He snapped, and tried to rip from my touch.
But I refused, "Stop. Tell me what the hell is going on?"
"Nothing!"
I stood in front of him and looked into his midnight eyes, "Why did you change? What is wrong? Please, Damon tell me.." I whispered.
He bit his lip, and moved from me and began to walk upstairs..
I scoffed, and followed. He was going to tell me.
"Damon! Don't walk away, you broke your promise!" I said loudly.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
I let out a soft breath, "You know you did... You promised me you wouldn't change.. You told me that you would stay and be friends with me till the end.. We were friends, we bonded and you trusted me and I trusted you.. What happened to what we had?"
He still had his back faced to me.. He slowly began to walk away.
But I followed, "Damon don't turn your back on me." I said, now tears were pouring out of my eyes.. My heart pounded.
We stood in front of his door.
He was about to open it until I stepped in front of him, our faces were only inchs apart, I looked deep into his eyes, they seemed to have tears in them...
"Don't do this.. Damon I'm in love with you." I said, it was all set and done now, I said what I needed too.. He knew it..
He just stared at me..
"I've loved you ever since the day you became human.. with me.. You grew these emotions, you became what you've always been.. And I fell for you, while you changed right before my eyes. I fell in love by being with you ever moment of the day, talking with you, sitting by the river just staring at the sky with you beside me made me fall for you.. Every moment and every touch made me love you.. And I don't know if-"
And there it happened, he pressed his soft lips against mine.. A spark of light flashed by my eyes even as they were closed..
His lips were soft, and silky. But yet they were so warm, I got closer to him, our bodies were molded together..
His hands traveled down my back, and he wrapped his arms around my waist.
To show how much I yearned for him, my tonuge slid past his, twining together and beginning a beautiful dance together.
My hands braided into his soft dark hair, just feeling it..
Here I was, kissing Damon Salvatore in the middle of the hallway.. As rain poured heavily outside, between our breaths, I heard the rain still pour like pebbles on the roof..
He bit my bottom lip softly and pulled me foward, we broke apart at one point, to catch our breaths.
We looked into eachother's eyes, unlocking every desire in them.. Everything we held in these days.. And I knew that he was signaling for me to say it was okay.. To give him my body.. to let him have all of me..
I nodded, and he lifted me off the ground.
My legs wrapped around his waist, he kicked his door open, and we stumbled in.
He set me on the floor, I began to unbutton his shirt, feeling his soft skin against my fingers were already the end of me.
His hands travled all over my body, they ran up under my shirt crawling to my bra strap, and unhooking it.
During all of this he kissed my neck softly, like rose petals.
My own hands travled down his bare back and waist, I unbuttoned his jeans.
He held my hand and led me to the bed, we both kneeled on it, as he began to remove my clothes, he took off my shirt so softly, as if I was a porcelin doll that could break easily. But I didn't care, I loved it in fact, how soft he was and tender.. Every movement was slow, and lasted for an eternity.
I kissed his lips softly, and then soon the kiss became heated and passionte.. He took off my shirt, now my chest was bare, exposed to him.
He still looked in my eyes, just his eyes made me nervous, but yet butterflies flew in my stomach.. My heart beated softly..
We both lay down, he towered over me, our lips burned brighter, hotter, fiercer.
He locked his hands with mine, and lay them on the pillow, his lips travled to my chest, kissing it softly, but with it's passion locked to it, and his lips came down to my stomach.
It felt like butterfly kisses, I couldn't help but let his name escape my lips softly..
He took off my skirt, and pulled down my tights.
Then, his lips finally cam back to mine.
I craned my arms around his neck, pulling him closer.
Our tounges were stuck together, just feeling his soft and warm tounge.. It made me feel beyond anything..
I then flipped over, and straddled him, my hands rested on his cheeks.
He tugged on my lower lip, something he seemed to love. I smiled against his lips and felt him grin back.
His hands moved down my back, and he pulled off my underwear, now my body was fully bare.. bare to him..
I was willing to give Damon all of me, because I knew he loved me, by the way he touched me, how soft he was.. How every move was magic..
My own hands moved down his waist, feeling the trail of his boxers. I pulled them off.
'This is it.' I thought in my mind.. I was bounded to Damon.. I loved him with ever inch of my being.. He was everything now.
He towered over me, he looked into my eyes, and finally breaking this silence that seemed to be silent for years he said, "Bonnie, I love you.. You are my sun, my moon, and my stars.. And I want you to know that, we don-"
"Don't stop now, Damon.. I want all of you.. And I want to give you all of me.. forever." I whispered, caressing his cheek softly..
His black eyes glittered, "Forever.." He kissed my forehead. And we melted into one... Our minds connected in elements, that wouldn't and never would be broken...