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a/n part 2 of climax

Part 2

Chapter 9 part 2

Meanwhile in Rei and Juns room Hotaru was sat at the end of her parents bed looking up admirably at her older self. "I am going to need you to Lay down Hotaru, I don't want to have to fully materialize because if I touch you…" she was interrupted by the young girl "it will rip a hole in space time, I know I know mommy and Aunt sets' told me this morning. We knew this was coming but it is still hurting my family. Mommy, daddy, aunt Sets' and aunt 'Ruka the most can you please put me to the age where I am not too old but my powers are fully awakened to what is safe at this point as I was reborn through the princess's crystal at its peak so I can already go eternal" Hotaru implied

"So if I put you at your best friends age which is 8 years old will that be ok?" the spirit suggested . Hotaru eyes brightened and she nodded and laid down.

"Okay Hotaru I need you to close your eyes sweetie" the spirit coaxed.

"Are you sure this is safe Saturn?" Hotaru replied.

"Hai sweetie otherwise I wouldn't have had Sailor Pluto's permission to do it. Now it's going to hurt you to see the life you had before you were reborn and how silver Millennium came to the end it did but remember it is not your fault" the spirit responded

"I know just hurry I want my mommy" Hotaru retorted impatiently closing her eyes.

"Quite the impatient one aren't you little one?" the spirit grinned raising her brow

Hotaru opened her eyes and pouted "Blame my mommy and auntie Haruka" the spirit laughed at this

"I know exactly how they are sweetie I live with them still now close your eyes" the spirit encouraged

There was a knock at the door "Hotaru" a quiet voice said Hotarus eyes widened "that's aunt 'Chiru, hurry" she panicked the spirit nodded her hand formed a white ball of light and it hovered over to Hotaru whose forehead glowed with her planetary symbol and the memories began flooding the youngsters mind.

Flashes of silver millennium and how her parents met, her conception, her mother's constant pregnancy sickness and then finally born spending the first 6 months with her doting parents feeling loved and then it was basic care, no love and hardly any attention, aging very quickly.

Being summoned by her aunts and feeling relieved in a way as silver millennium ending meant she would one day be reunited with her real parents and then total darkness.

Being born to a scientist and his wife then a relatively quiet childhood then just after her 8th birthday BOOM! A massive explosion came from her fathers laboratory

"Hotaru!" her rebirth mother shouted "mommy it's too hot" the youngster cried and then blackness she then woke up to mechanical body parts, her rebirth father came into the room "Papa, where's Mama?" Hotaru asked.

"She didn't make it. Get some sleep Hotaru you are still recovering from surgery" Professor Tomoe's voice was flat and cold.

The noise of hearing tortured animals day and night from her father's 'experiments' which made her uncomfortable and then she found Chibiusa no sailor chibi moon and the two becoming close to Chibiusa's civilian form.

Her being able to read Usagi like a book knowing she was of importance as was Chibiusa and the man she only met a couple of times Mamoru.

Then nothing but pain, pain and more pain then awakening as 'Mistress 9' taking Chibiusa's crystal and soul watching as Kaolinite and her rebirth father perishing when the princess tried to cleanse them but they were too far gone.

Having the urge to protect the five souls and then seeing the dark haired senshi with deep purple eyes and saying goodbye.

Then saving Chibiusa and saying goodbye again leaving only the soul of Saturn inside 'mistress 9's' body being awakened again to bring destruction to the world and never getting to know her real parents again but then she saw the white light of the silver crystal and then she knew she would be able to bring rebirth after enabling the destruction making her aunt summon the space time door.

Her soul leaving her body as the door closed and being reborn through the silver crystal and being picked up by her aunt Michiru and smiling up at her .

And then finally her rightful mother came home, after she gave her mother's memories back to her, her father made an appearance the same night they were a family again.

A few more memories surged through Hotarus mind then her eyes flew open and the Saturn spirit disappeared, tears were streaming down the 8 year olds face. She ran past Michiru and down the stairs. Jun saw his 8 year old fly out the door.

Hotaru stopped at the patio door out of breath and watched as her mother sobbed in her aunt's arms. She felt a warm hand on her shoulder and she knew who it was "daddy?" she asked.

Jun bent down to her level and said "go to her she needs you" he coaxed.

Hotaru nodded and ran to her mother and jumped in her arms "Mommy, I'm so sorry" Hotaru sobbed Jun felt the energy of the other two "How long 'til the prince and princess need us?" Haruka asked quietly.

"Now" was all Jun responded as he watched his fiancée and daughter be comforted by Setsuna.