Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High school Host club, it belongs to Bisco Hatori. And this story is original!
Chapter 10:
Big girls don't cry
"Yuri, Haruhi you two have got to wear these dresses!" The twin's shrieked holding up two dresses one that was white and the other that was a pale pink. I would never be caught dead in any of them! They look like they belonged in a freaking fairytale for crying out loud!
"Um, why?" Haruhi asked as I broke out into laughter, did they honestly believe I would wear one of those? From the look on there faces I knew I was in for something.
"Because of the Fairytale Ball Ouran's hosting." Kaoru answered back.
"Good luck finding someone else to wear one, because I'm not going" I replied sitting down.
"Why?!" They both yelled at me.
What was I suppose to say? That I don't wear dresses, I don't believe in fairytales that there corrupting the minds of little girls giving them false hope that whatever they ever want in life could come true for them? That all it'll ever do is tell them lies that will hurt them more then anything because they later have to find out that all it ever told them was never going to come true for the most part in reality? That there prince in shinning armor would never come on a white steed?
"Because, because I have work" I answered.
"But you have to go, or…we'll double Haruhi dept" Hikaru replied. The blood drained from Haruhi's face. Did they honestly think that they could do that? Okay, they might be able to do that but isn't it just cruel?
"Rich bustards" Haruhi replied under her breath.
"Fine" I mumbled.
…
"I can't wait! Just come over to my place in about and hour!" I said giving Kyouya a hug.
"Where are we going?" He asked running one of his hands threw his hair.
"It's a surprise!" I replied as he leaned down to give me a kiss.
"Just tell me" He answered back.
"Okay, it's to this street fair" I replied pouting.
"A Street fair?" He questioned me, did it looked like I was kidding?
"You're going to love it!" I responded with a smile.
"Besides its not like the club is even going to be there" I added tilting my head to a side.
Hearing his phone ring, Kyouya picked it up. Stepping back I gave him some personal space to answer his call.
"What do you guys want?" He replied to the Twins hello.
"Whatcha doing?" They asked him not answering his question.
"Nothing that concerns you two" He answered back.
"Fine, we'll just follow you around for the rest of the day" Kaoru replied.
"I'm about to go somewhere, satisfied?" He answered.
"Where?!" The questioned him back.
"To a street fair" He replied.
"A street fair? Isn't that for commoners?" Hikaru retorted.
"It's for a date" Kyouya said lowering his voice.
"A DATE?! Who'd go out with a low blood pressure shadow king?" They both replied between laughter.
"I have to go, bye" Kyouya replied closing his phone.
…
Hearing the door knock I walked over to open it.
"Hi" I said giving him a hug.
"Ready to go?" He said as my maids began walking near the door just "happing" to find some work they needed to do at that exact moment.
"He's a keeper!" One of them said as the rest broke out into laughter.
"I think I'm gonna go back to high school for a second time, maybe I'll pick up a gentle men too!" Another said as they all broke out into another giggle fit.
"Thanks, you guys. You know how to make someone feel welcomed here" I replied jokingly.
As his cheeks turned a light crimson, I knew it was time to go.
"Bye" I replied walking towards the door dragging his arm.
"Does he have any older brothers?!" They all said just as we were leaving. That's what I get for treating them like older sisters. Maybe they were serious about that last comment I'm just scared to find out.
Hugging him I was just happy that we could be honest with each other. If you don't have honesty exactly what do you have then?
Placing a tiara on my head I looked up and gave him a heart warming smile.
"What do you want to try next?" He asked kindly.
"I don't know I think I already ate one of everything" I replied jokingly. I wasn't kidding; I already had three canes of cotton candy, two cans of soda, a whole bag of candy and three pretzels. I wasn't surprised my pants didn't explode.
Walking around, I stopped.
"I want to ride that!" I said pointing to a giant rollercoaster.
"I-I don't think you'd enjoy that you might just end up puking up twenty dollars worth of food if you ride that" He replied noticing the Host club walking in there direction.
"Who cares if I puke? And I'm sure I won't get scared I promise!" I replied. How did he know I was even going to puke?
Looking back the host club turned and took a different direction. What are they doing here?! And why did they call the entire club? Kyouya thought to himself.
"Okay, you can ride it. But if you puke just don't kiss me" He said jokingly.
I felt like a drunk getting off that ride. I kept wobbling and nearly fell over three times. Maybe he was right, not that I was scared or anything but I feel really dizzy.
"Just sit down for minute it should pass" He said walking me to a bench.
"Kyouya, I think I want to call the host club and tell them that were dating" I said aloud to him.
"Are you positive about this?" He said standing in front of me.
Nodding yes he handed me his cell phone. Looking for Tamaki's number in his phones memory, the club came running!
"I'm so happy that you guys are dating. Aw what a cute couple, don't they just look adorable?!" The twins yelled hugging me. What were they doing here?
"Yuri, why didn't you tell me?!" Tamaki exclaimed pushing the twins away hugging me. "I'd never allow you to date a low blood pressure creature!" he added.
"What are you guys doing here?!" I yelled looking at them.
They looked at me as if I knew why.
"Kyouya told us" The twins both said smiling.
Looking over from them to Kyouya I was speech less. How could he even do that? What made him think it was okay? I can't believe I trusted him. I-I can't believe I cared so much about him!
Stepping away from their hug I walked over to Kyouya. Looking up at him I knew it just couldn't be right. I was probably just jumping to conclusion like I always did, that's all.
"Kyouya, look me in the eye and tell me that you didn't tell them and I'll believe you" I said trying to hold back all the other emotions I was feeling at the moment.
Looking like he was about to open his mouth, he stopped. I looked back from him and at the host club. Stopping I looked back at him. He wouldn't lie to me, would he?
"I'm guessing you don't have an answer…" I said taking a pause "If we don't have trust, we don't have anything" I said stepping back and handing him the tiara. Looking in my pocket I pulled out a twenty.
"Here we should be even now" I said stepping aside as I walked away. I felt like crying for the rest of the day. Why would he do that? I thought I could trust him, but I guess not everybody is what they appear to be, right?
Staring back at each other in shock. Nobody said anything until the Twins broke the silence.
"I don't think we should have came or called everyone" Hikaru said to his younger brother.
Nodding they stood there until Haruhi told them she had to leave because it was getting late.
…
"Miss. Yuri are you okay?" asked Sakura.
"I-I don't know" I replied hugging the pillow under my chin. There's something's in life I noticed: If you get a cut you put a band aid on it, if you break your arm you go and put a cast on it, but if your heart is broken…there's nothing that could fix it.
"How come life could always change when you least expect it?" I asked biting my bottom lip to keep myself from crying. I am a strong independent female, I will not let not having a man in my life keep me held back. If Queen Elizabeth I could do it, well so can I! Strong independent female, strong independent female! I thought to myself.
"Sometimes in life you have to fall before you can walk" Sakura replied hugging me.
"But I already fell and fell and fell again. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever walk" I replied leaning into her hug. Well the worst thing has got to be I can't tell any of my friends. If they found out they would probably place threats worse then the ones I placed on the people they went out with. Dear god they'll probably swim to Japan if they have to with bats and crowbars!
"What hurts you only makes you stronger" She replied squeezing me tightly before she let go and left the room.
"Sakura" I said aloud to her as her hands gripped the handle to the door.
"Yes" She replied turning back to me.
"Thank you" I replied wiping under my eyes to make sure I wasn't crying.
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Walking to the door that leaded to the host club I held my breath. I seemed to look like a mess. Okay well not really I was just practicing my kickboxing and had my hair in a messy ponytail and still had the wrapping around both my fist. Opening the door I walked in.
"Hi" I said walking in as the music on my iPod blared. It probably sounded like all beat and no lyrics, but all you had to do was listen closely to hear it.
Looking at me they stared at me as if I was speaking French. Oh dear god, I am speaking Japanese, aren't I? I don't want another instant reply of History on my first day!
"Hello?" The twins replied.
"What? Just because of what happened, you guys don't have to act like strangers!" I said walking over hugging them. "Besides everything happens for a reason, right?" I added with a smile.
"Yuri-chan you don't hate us, do you?" Hunny asked holding Usa-chan in one hand as he looked up with his big brown eyes.
"I would never hate you guys" I answered back with another smile.
"We thought you wouldn't come" Hikaru stated.
Inhaling I held my breath before answering. Why does my heart feel like it's going to explode from beating so fast, oh no I thought to myself.
Turning around there Kyouya stood with his eye's glued to his clipboard. My stomach felt like it was going to drop. I am not going to avoid everyone because of what happened. I am a strong independent female!
"Hey Haruhi, did you know the first all female organization for female rights in Japan started in 1924?" I blurted out. Stupid, stupid, stupid!
"Hmm, I never knew that" Haruhi said taking a seat.
"YURI!" Tamaki shrieked "Your back! You see I told you guys she didn't hate us!"
Letting out a nervous laugh I smiled as he pulled me into a death hug. And I thought I'd be use to these by know.
"Hello to you too" I said in-between my train of thought. What hurts you only makes you stronger. Take deep calming breaths 1, 2, 3…
"Hi" I said staring at Kyouya. What hurt's you only make's you stronger, what hurt's you only make's you stronger. But, how do you say that to someone you thought you loved? You knew you loved?
"I didn't think you'd be back" He replied not looking up.
"I thought it was the least I could do, the twins did work hard on finding those dresses so I might as well actually look at them" I answered. I was pretty sure the rest of the host club could feel the tension building up, I felt like I was about to suffocate in it!
"Yuri, I still have feelings for you" Kyouya said to me taking me into a dip, looking me deep in my eyes "How could have I ever betrayed you like that…betrayed the person I loved!". This could not be happing, could it?
"Good luck" He said stepping a side.
"Yuri, Yuri!" The twins both said getting my attention. Oh, it was all a daydream. Just. A. Dream. Maybe it's better off that way?
Letting out a sigh I felt a cold tear slide down my cheek, wiping under my eyes I turned back.
"Huh?" I answered back.
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Haha, This chapter made me cry writing it! I hope it makes you cry too (its an auther thing). I made 6 of my friends cry just telling them the summary! Personaly I believe that being an Independent female is a good thing but its also good to have a good guy once in a while! Yup Im that girl you see "Preaching" How if you break up to there friends to be an independent female and if they start crying for ever over a guy that there making the female gender as a whole look weak! Yes, I believe that all Females are as good as the Male gender and yes I also do go on about how great it is to be single and not tied down. And I'm flippin proud of it!
Songs for this chapter
1) Big girls dont cry- Fergie
2) So sick of love songs- Neyo
3) When Your gone - Avril Levigne
4) Complacated- (same as 3)
5) Fighter- Christina Aguilera
6) Hate that I love you so- Rhianna ft Neyo
7) I think I love you- Kaci Brown
8) In a Dream My Love- Rocklet
9) Pieces of Me- Ashley Simpson
10) I will Survive- Gloria Gaynor
11) Our Song- Taylor Swift
12)When it all falls apart- The Veronicas
13) Love Song- Sara Barellies