November 17, 2003

Chris had tried to call Lindsai several times on her cell phone and home phone. But both said the number had been changed to an unlisted number. He called the WWE headquarters but they told him that Lindsai wasn't accepting calls. He made trip to Connecticut to see her but when he got to her apartment, he found that it was empty. The neighbors said that Lindsai had moved a few weeks earlier and they didn't know where. He went to the WWE headquarters but the receptionist told him that Lindsai wasn't accepting any visitors. He went and saw Stephanie McMahon but she told him that Lindsai wasn't there that day and that she wasn't accepting visitors and there was nothing she could do. Lindsai was her employee and friend and she wasn't going to break her confidence. Lindsai had told Stephanie about the baby and who the father was. She swore Stephanie to secrecy. And Stephanie promised to keep Chris away from her. Stephanie didn't want Lindsai to be hurt anymore.

"Adam, do you have Lindsai's number?" Chris asked him one day while they were at the arena. "I would like to get in touch with her."

"Why? So, you can be with her and then break her heart." Adam asked him angrily.

"I never wanted to hurt Lindsai." Chris said to him. "But right now, I need to focus on me and my family."

"You sure weren't focused on your family when you were fucking Lindsai." Adam said. "Do you even care about how she is taking this?"

"Of course, I care." Chris said. "I loved Lindsai and I still do."

"If you love her, then why would you leave her?" Adam asked him.

"Because I am confused about things." Chris replied. "I love Lindsai a lot but my family needs me and I have a responsibility to them. I need to think about myself right now."

"Think about yourself." Adam said. "Yeah, you are good that. You were only thinking about yourself when you started this with Lindsai." Adam said. "She was a young, sweet, and innocence 21 year old who you pulled into an affair. Did you ever think about what this would do to Lindsai when it was over?"

"Lindsai knew what she was getting into when we started." Chris replied. "I never promised her I would leave my wife. She knew what the deal was."

"She did know what the deal was." Adam said to him. "But that didn't mean she didn't have feelings. She loved you more than anything and you just threw her away like she didn't matter. God, did you ever really love her or was it just about sex?"

"I did, do love Lindsai very much." Chris said. "But I need to do this. And I am sorry she is hurting over this. I never meant to hurt her."

"She is more than hurting over this, Chris." Adam said. "She is pr." He stopped before he said anymore.

"She is what?" Chris asked.

"She is pretty devastated." Adam said covering. He knew that Lindsai didn't want him to know about the baby. Adam thought she should tell him now that she knew Chris was the father.

"I'm sorry. But I have to do what is best for me right now." Chris said.

"Whatever Chris." Adam said getting ready to walk out. "I am not helping you get in touch with Lindsai so you can break her heart again or pull her back into the affair. Just leave her alone and let her move on."

"I just wanted to know how she is." Chris told him. "I still love and care about her."

"She is devastated." Adam said. "Now you know, so, leave her alone." He said walking out and leaving Chris.

Chris knew that Adam was right but it didn't stop him from wanting to talk to her and see how she was. He hated that he hurt her but he needed to do this. He needed to figure things out. He just hoped that Lindsai would be okay.

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