ParaDOXical
By: Disordered Thoughts
Summary: Meet Uzumaki Naruto, the biggest loser to ever hit stardom.
Pairings: SasuNaru, slight NejiNaru and ItaNaru, KibaHina, ShikaTem and GaaraxOC
Rating: M (to be safe)
Warning: Yaoi, Shounen-Ai, Boy/Boy, AU, OOC, Profanities, Angst, a bit of lime and smut XD, Sakura & Ino bashing
Disclaimers: I know the series is NOT mine, stop rubbing it in
The Album
The whole world is waiting for the
King of the Stereo
This is too damn hot
-SALIVA-
PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE
Jiraiya sighed as he signed the excuse letter before him. Starting tomorrow, Naruto and Chezca will be out from school. The blonde wonder will be busy recording for the the 4th album of Paradoxical and would be rehearsing for the mini-concert in Shibuya. Given a choice he would not allow Naruto to skip school like this but this is something the blonde has always longed for. This is something he will not deprive Naruto.
He had to thank to the opportunity because ever since Naruto joined the band, his bullies laid low. It seems like they don't want to test the patience of the manager who carries the name Uchiha Sasuke. Jiraiya handed the signed excuse letter to the raven before him and said, "I'll have Umino-san deliver the necessary homework and stuff. Not because you guys are off it means you are going to slack off on your school work. That is something I cannot allow."
"I completely understand Jiraiya-san." Sasuke replied taking the letter off the white-haired man's hands.
"Oh Uchiha. I might get Naruto his own wheels. It's troublesome if you keep on servicing him in means of transportation." Jiraiya replied knowingly.
Sasuke nods his head and said no more. As his hands touch the doorknob, Jiraiya chimed, "Take care of him Uchiha. That boy has been broken since he was born. Don't let him break even more"
MATH CLASS
Naruto frowned as he stares at the paper in front of him. You could see smudge marks on it. He has revised and arranged the track listing of the upcoming album of the band for like 4 times already. Kakashi their teacher, is late as the usual. Sasuke entered the classroom to see an unusual sight. Naruto busy on something and not babbling with Kiba. Gaara, actually attending the class with Chezca a few seats besides him. Neji ogling at Naruto like it's the last thing he'll ever see and lastly, Shikamaru actually having a spontaneous conversation with the dog-boy Kiba.
Shikamaru noticed the raven's astonished look and explained, "Naruto is ignoring Kiba over the track list and I'm forced to converse with his nonsense. As for Neji, he's amused. Gaara? Do I need to explain?"
"No Shika." Sasuke replied seating a few seats behind Naruto blocking Neji's view.
Neji raised and eyebrow and hissed, "Uchiha..."
"Deal with it Hyuuga."
Neji frowned, picks up his book and sat directly besides Naruto asking, "Hey Naruto, you seemed busy." The blonde snapped from his concentration and smiled brightly at Neji. If possible the Hyuuga would be blinded by that brightness. "Yup Neji! I'm making our track list for the album. The teme gave me that responsibility."
"Can I see?" Neji asks. Naruto scratch his head rather cutely and said, "Sorry, it's not yet done. I'll show it once it's all set."
"You are really serious about this blondie." Kiba replied. Naruto scratched his head and exclaim, "Of course I am. This is something I've always dreamed of." True enough this is what Naruto wanted. Finally his songs are going to heard not just on musical variety shows, radios but in an album as well. This is it. His songs are now officially not just his but as of Paradoxical and he doesn't want anything more than that.
"Yo!" Kakashi exclaimed showing up. Naruto points an accusing finger at him saying, "You're late you perverted teacher!"
And here we go again.
LUNCH BREAK
Chezca fumbles with her cup ramen and sneaking peeks at a certain red-head who is listening intently at a certain Uchiha explaining things about the album. What happened after that live show in Utaban is something she will never live down. The blonde idiot knows the full detail what happened between her and Gaara and somehow the Demon Woman regretted telling her best friend.
FLASH BACK SEQUENCE STARTS
Gaara eyed her as she took a bite of her pork barbecue. The red-head drummer thought that the girl will bring him to some cool party club. He never expected she will bring him to a barbecue stand. So, here he is now eating pork and chicken barbecue with the Demon Woman on top of the car's hood.
"Hey, the barbecue is clean and it's delicious. If Naru-chan is addicted to ramen in Ichiraku, yours truly loves pork barbecue here at Meko's." Chezca replied eyeing Gaara.
Gaara stares at his chicken barbecue and took a bite. His eyes widened. It is delicious. He took another bite. This made Chezca smile and said, "I knew you will like it. Bet you never experienced eating in this kind of place."
"No."
"Well now you have and you better enjoy it. You may never know when you'll get a chance to eat here again." Chezca pointed out. Gaara smirked in return.
Chezca got another stick and took a huge bite. While she is munching the delicious pork barbecue, she never noticed that some of the barbecue sauce smeared her right cheek. Gaara takes out a napkin and wipes it clean for her. This action made the silver-white-haired girl to look at the boy besides her. Because of this she found her face a mere inches away from Gaara.
"You got sauce on your cheek." Gaara replied his green eyes seemingly staring into Chezca's soul. The said girl, moved an inch backward taking the napkin from Gaara's hand and said, "Um, yeah, thanks."
The red-head smirked. She found herself blushing. Talk about another embarrassment. Damn it. Gaara took another bite of his barbecue still smirking. Chezca could feel her blush getting redder. Great. Just effing great.
END OF FLASHBACK SEQUENCE
Naruto squealed like a girl upon hearing this story and started rambling about how she and Gaara are perfect for each other. Sure, she has a crush on the drummer boy but to actually have a romantic relationship with him is another story. She is not even sure if that crush has turned into something more like LOVE.
"Chez!"
Chezca snapped from her gaze. Naruto and the rest of the gang are staring at her.
"Lunch period is over" Naruto pointed out. "And you haven't touched your food."
"Oh... sorry and about the food, guess I'm not really hungry." Chezca replied apologetically. Naruto grab the cup ramen and said, "Then I'll eat it. Ramen is ramen."
Sasuke rolled his eyes and said, "Dobe"
"Teme!"
"How troublesome. Common we'll be late." Shikamaru replied. Naruto bounced after him rambling about how interesting the class with Iruka-sensei will be today since they'll be talking about Canterbury Tales. Shikamaru yawned but you could see that his eyes shows interest at what the blonde is babbling about.
Gaara passed by Chezca giving her a smirk. Chezca wanted to strangle herself. She just blushed. Again. Just great. Just effing great.
AFTER SCHOOL
SHARINGAN RECORDING (STUDIO 12)
Sasuke claps his hands to get the attention of everyone. When he had their attention, he spoke, "We'll be starting to record the songs from the album. Tomorrow, we'll be do some more recording and then rehearse for our mini-concert." He then opens his organizer, flips a few pages and said, "This coming weekend, we'll be having a photoshoot for the inlays of the album and for the music magazine 1 Otakuzine."
"Oh cool! What kind of photoshoot teme?" Naruto asked almost bouncing on his seat.
"For the inlays, we'll be having the photoshoot in an abandoned building just across the Sharingan Recordings. That would be held this coming Saturday. As for the photoshoot for Otakuzine, it will be held on Sunday." Sasuke answered ignoring the "teme" comment from the blonde.
Kiba fished out a copy of Otakuzine, the front cover features Deft Harmony. The picture made Sasuke and Gaara wince in annoyance. "Deft Harmony is also releasing their album next month. It's titled CACOPHONY." Kiba replied tossing the magazine to Neji.
The Hyuuga caught it and starts flipping through the pages. He stopped on a certain page where an article talks about the upcoming album of Deft Harmony and Paradoxical. He read, "Coincidentally, Deft Harmony is also releasing an album next month. The album, which was titled CACOPHONY would be a major threat to Paradoxical's coming album BLACK SUNSHINE." he paused and continued, "Likewise, the new vocalist of Paradoxical, Uzumaki Naruto is a major threat to the new vocalist of Deft Harmony; former vocalist of Paradoxical, Kawamari Sai."
"We better make this album good. No way I will lose to that bastard Sai!" Kiba exclaimed fuming. "More likely, to the whole Deft Harmony!"
"Dobe, is the track list finished?" Sasuke asks. Naruto grins fishing out a piece of paper saying, "Believe it! The great Uzumaki has finally finished it."
Neji drops the magazine he is holding and said, "So, what is the arrangement of the track list? I bet it's interesting." Sasuke takes the piece of paper from the blonde's hand. He looks at it and read,
1. The One
2. Wannabies
3. Go Away
4. The Autumn Song
5. Butterfly
6. Perfect Days
7. Make a Wish
8. Hana
9. Right Now
10. My World
11. The Best is Yet to Come
12. Last Man on the Moon
"Nice arrangement Naruto" Neji commented patting the blonde on his right shoulder. Naruto smiled meekly and said, "Thanks. I really put a lot of effort arranging the list. I was debating whether to put The One on the last but hell, it is sure cool to have that song on the first track."
Sasuke nods his head saying, "All right looks like everyone's cool with it. Let's start recording on the songs we already know.. Meaning, we'll be starting on The One and Butterfly." he then gazes at Shikamaru and ask, "Have you made copies for Wannabies, Go Away and Last Man on the Moon?""
"Yeah, I've already distributed it during recess." the lazy Shikamaru replied yawning as he picks up his guitar.
"All right, let's start now shall we?" Sasuke replied.
Naruto positioned himself on the microphone with his trusty guitar. Gaara handed him the earphones as he passes by him. Naruto merely wink a thank. He then looks at Sasuke who is now standing behind the glass window and smirked. The raven smirked back. He then remember that scene that happened a few days ago. The one after the live performance in Utaban.
FLASH BACK SEQUENCE STARTS
"Teme! Green light!"
"Shit. I know dobe."
He then veered right. A few minutes Sasuke stopped the car in front of Naruto's apartment building. Naruto got out from the car saying, "Thanks for the ride teme."
"Hn."
"Anyway, wanna come up? I mean..." Naruto replied trying to look for the right words. Sasuke smirked inwardly. The blonde is fidgeting right in front of him. He found it rather amusing and cute. The raven, shook his head and said, "It's rather late besides Itachi is waiting for me back at the office."
Naruto made an "oh" sound and replied, "That's too bad teme. Then I'll see you."
"Oh you will. You're stuck with us." Sasuke replied knowingly. Naruto stuck a tongue at him saying, "Yeah, yeah."
Sasuke is about to roll the windows up when Naruto said, "Hey Sasuke."
"What dobe?"
"Well..."
"Spit it out usuratonkachi. I don't have all night." Sasuke replied slightly annoyed. He needed to get going and he stayed one minute longer around the blonde he might just take the offer of coming up to the apartment.
Naruto rolled his eyes saying, "Geez you are really such a prick teme. I just want to say thanks again." he then added his eyes focusing on Sasuke, "Thanks teme, I'm glad you acknowledge me."
Sasuke knew that he made a mistake looking into those blue eyes again because he is once lost in them. Those azure-blue eyes that seems to defeat the blue-ness of the ocean and sea. The raven wonders if Naruto's eyes are for real or they're just contacts. As he stares more into them, he knows for sure that they are real and they are the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen.
"Hn. Whatever dobe." Sasuke replied as he rolled up the windows. Good thing he did because a blush suddenly spread across his cheeks. Damn eyes. Making him queasy. Stupid blonde idiot making him feel like this.
END OF FLASHBACK SEQUENCE
"He is doing rather pretty good for his first recording little brother." Itachi replied appearing behind Sasuke. Sasuke nod his head and didn't say anything.
Itachi looked at his brother and notice a small smile curving up on its lips. Sasuke's eyes were focused on the blonde wonder singing his heart out on The One. Itachi knows that smile.
"I'm glad to see you looking happy Sasuke." Itachi mused looking at the Naruto. They had just finished recording The One. Not bad for a start. They didn't need to do a re-take.
Sasuke grab the microphone and spoke, "Good work, Now, on to Butterfly."
"Little brother. Don't overwork them too much. Especially Naruto." Itachi reminded his brother. Sasuke nod his head saying, "I know Itachi. If they manage to record Butterfly without much problems we can call it a day."
Sure enough, they just need to record Butterfly thrice. Kiba can't help but to choke on the growling part but all in all it was really good. Naruto stretched his body saying, "Man, I'm hungry. Who wants ramen?"
"Ramen?" Gaara ask. Naruto raised an eyebrow and inquired, "You don't know ramen Gaara? Awww man! Come one guys, let's have ramen today for dinner! I know a good place."
Kiba place his guitar down and ask, "And where will that be blondie?"
"Ichiraku!" the blonde chirped grinning at everyone. Chezca flipped her phone open saying, "I'll have oji-san reserve a table for us. That place is filled with people at this hour."
MUCH LATER
ICHIRAKU
Oji-san and Ayame welcomed Paradoxical to their ramen store. A lot of people turned their heads at them. Some of the girls squealed and cooed. Of course the famous Paradoxical is at Ichiraku and that is something. Naruto sat down saying, "I'll have miso ramen Ayame-chan!"
"As always Naruto-kun" Ayame replied jotting Naruto's order. She then looked at the other boys and asked, "What about you boys?"
Kiba looked at the menu and said, "I'll have what blondie ordered."
"Hmm... I'll try the seafood ramen" Neji replied handing the menu to Shikamaru. Shikamaru didn't even bothered to open the menu and ordered, "I'll have the beef-spicy flavored ramen."
The menu is then passed down to Gaara who stared at it. Chezca sighed and said, "Aya-chan, Gaara and I are having the chicken flavored ramen." Kiba raised an inquiring eyebrow at Chezca. The Demon Woman stared back saying, "Don't effing ask why did I do that dog-boy". Gaara merely smirked.
Naruto nudged Sasuke who is besides him. "Hey teme, what's yours?"
"Hn."
"Geez. Ayame-chan, he'll have the special vegetable ramen." Naruto replied and then he added, "Please don't overcook the vegetables." he added.
Everyone stared at Naruto. How come the blonde knew what to order for the Uchiha? Naruto noticed the looks and sheepishly said, "Like you knew, I'm a fan of you guys. I practically know your favorites by heart. Though the teme here doesn't have much info spread around, I manage to know what type of food he likes to eat."
Sasuke crossed his arms and said, "I'm not really much a ramen eater dobe."
"That's why I ordered you the special vegetable ramen. I know you won't eat oily foods you picky bastard" Naruto replied looking annoyed,
"Anyway, Naruto where did you get your inspiration to compose songs?" Neji ask changing the topic. Naruto scratch his chin and said thoughtfully, "I usually get my inspiration on real-life situations."
Kiba grins and said, "Wow, you must have one hell of experiences blondie."
Naruto's eyes saddened a bit and said, "Yeah. But I don't base all of the songs to myself. Some of my compositions are based on others."
"How about the lyrics? I mean, man you write mean lyrics Naruto." Kiba exclaimed looking awed. Chezca smiled and knowingly said, "Naru-chan loves to write especially poetry. He is really good in literature. Go ask Iruka-sensei, he is top of his class."
With that Neji asks, "Hey, did the Hamlet book I gave you help you with the English project?"
Naruto blushed slightly. He never wanted that to be mentioned but heck it was mentioned anyway. "Y-yeah. Thanks a lot for the book Neji."
The Hyuuga beamed saying, "No problem Naruto. I'm glad I could be at help to you."
"Hyuuga gave Naruto a book? He gave Naruto something? He doesn't like giving things like that not unless... aha!" Shikamaru thought. He inwardly smiled thinking, "I knew it, Hyuuga has the hots for Naruto" he then gazes at Sasuke is giving a slight death glare at Neji. "And Uchiha is not really happy. Hmm.. am I sensing a love triangle here?"
Shikamaru sighed saying, "Troublesome..."
"All right, here are your orders!" Ayama replied. Naruto clapped his hands as a huge bowl of miso ramen is placed in front of him, "Thanks Ayame-chan!" he then snaps his chopsticks into two saying, "Itadakimasu!"
A moment of silence passed on a they ate their ramen though Naruto would babble something and Kiba would reply back, the meal is fairly quiet. Then a girl approached their table.
"Ummm... can I get your autograph? All of you?" she asks handing out a pen and a notebook.
Kiba grins and said, "Sure!"
"Wai! Thank you!" the girl squealed. As Kiba is signing the notebook, she turned to Naruto and said, "You are so cool Naruto-san! You are so better than Sai!"
Naruto flushed in embarrassment and said, "Ahehehehe thanks though I'm not that really great but thanks!"
Soon, the paper reached him. He signed it and gives it back to the girl saying, "Thank you!"
"Yay! Thank you so much again!" the girl replied with that she toddled off.
Naruto smiles and said, "Well that was nice."
"She is nice. Well tame." Neji replied. "You should see the others. They are very rabid" with that he shudders.
Kiba nod in agreement, "Yeah, there is one time, my shirt got ripped off because of a mob of fangirls! I have to run to my car topless!"
"Hey, at least it's just your shirt! Gaara's pants were ripped off" Neji pointed out. Chezca burst into laughter hearing it. So thus Naruto. Gaara frowned and said, "My pants weren't ripped off Hyuuga. Not completely."
Speaking of fans, Shikamaru noticed a mob of girls gathering outside. "Troublesome, speaking of fangirls. They are outside and if we don't leave now, we are going to be mobbed!"
"Oh fuck! I don't want shirt ripped off! I love this shirt and it's brand new!" Kiba groaned as he hugged his Hot Topic blue shirt. Sasuke beckoned for Ayame. The girl approached him asking, "Yes sir?"
"Charge the food to Uchiha Sasuke. I'll pass down tomorrow to pay it right now we need to go." with that his eyes darted towards the mob outside.
Ayame sweatdropped upon seeing the gathering squealing crowd and whispered, "We have a back door."
"Great!" Kiba replied bolting towards the back of Ichiraku. With that they followed running because as the did, the fangirls outside burst into the store screaming, "KKYYAAAAA!!! PARADOXICAL!!!!"
Rabid fangirls indeed.
ALONG THE STREETS
The bad thing about going through the back door is that the they have to run. They parked their cars in the front of the store. Of course it is not sane to go back where the rabid fangirls are waiting and well some of them are chasing them. They could get the cars as soon they get help. This led Sasuke to order the group to split up. Kiba, Neji and Shikamaru ran towards the left corner of the street, while Chezca despite her protest to be with Naruto was forced to take a run with Gaara as the red-head grab her by the arm and have them running towards an alley leading to who knows where. This leave the blonde with the raven.
They were running across the street, the fangirls still hot in pursuit though they are not as many since, some of them made a run for the others. Sasuke flipped his phone open and called his brother.
"Little brother, fancy you calling me at this hour."
"No time for that! Listen well, we are being chased by fangirls. We need back up!" Sasuke hollered on his phone. Itachi, on the other end had to pull the phone away from his ear.
He chuckled slightly and said, "Give me the coordinates where you guys are. I'll send reinforcements." with that he ended the phone call. Sasuke then furiously typed their coordinates as well as the others on his phone and sends it to Itachi. They were running still, he didn't notice that Naruto is already a head of him. As he put his phone away, he sees Naruto slipping on the pavement.
"Dobe!" He called out, he hurried towards the blonde who fell down. Sasuke kneeled down to check on him, he could hear Naruto groaning in pain. "Get up dobe! They are still behind us!"
Naruto opened one bleary eye and said, "S-sasuke..." before Sasuke knew it, Naruto was out cold.
Curses.
"KYYYAAAAA!!!!!! NARUTO-KUN!! SASUKE-SAMA!!!!"
Sasuke had no choice but to carry the blonde idiot on his back. So he did and took a run for it.
DREAM SEQUENCE STARTS
"Get away from him! Don't touch him you monster!"
"You filthy brat! You demon child! Get lost!"
"Loser! Loser!"
"Demon!"
"Kyuubi!"
DREAM SEQUENCE ENDS
Blue eyes flung open in shock. His breathing is rapid and uneven. He dreamt it again, those voices taunting, mocking and torturing him. He hated those dreams. It makes him feel horrible and sick. He placed his hands over his eyes trying to stop the forming tears in them. Damn it. He really hated those dreams.
"I see you're awake dobe."
Naruto took a deep breathe and ask, "Where are we? Last thing I remember is running away from those girls."
"In a hotel. Itachi booked us a room here for refuge. The others will be arriving shortly. You've been out for an hour already" Sasuke answered. He then approached Naruto, sitting down on the bed where the blonde lay, he noticed the hand covering his eyes. "Why are your hands like that?"
Naruto gritted his teeth and hissed, "Don't bother me Sasuke, go away."
"As you can see dobe, I can't. If I go out I'm doomed to be mobbed. Itachi is having a hard time controlling the fangirls. Now tell me." Sasuke replied indignantly.
"I said don't bother me. I'm fine!" Naruto replied, his voice shaking. The next thing he knew, Sasuke pried his hands away. Tearful blue eyes greeted the raven. Sasuke frowned and asked, "Are you hurting?"
"N-No... I j-just had a bad dream." Naruto replied choking on a sob. His emotions are going haywire now. He has no control of his tear ducts as tears streamed down. Sasuke felt like he is being ripped apart seeing the blonde cry. He cupped the blonde's face and bend down.
"H-hey t-teme... w-what are you d-doing?" Naruto stammered. Sasuke merely said, "Shhh..."
To the blonde's surprise Sasuke licked and kissed his tears away. He felt like blushing. "You don't need to tell me what kind of dream is that but I know what you feel. I used to have them." Sasuke explained looking at Naruto.
Naruto sniffed and said, "I hate dreaming about it. Those voices. Those voices telling me to go away, to get lost. Those voices calling me a loser, a monster. I hate it. I really hate it." with that he closed his eyes as more tears flows down. Sasuke released his hold on his face. He somewhat understood the pain that the boy went through. To be branded as a loser and a monster. What a horrible thought. This boy whose blue eyes conveyed the most beautiful things in the world would be branded a loser? a monster? This is something Sasuke doesn't understand. He could see Naruto shivering and sobbing below him. He doesn't know how the hell he is going to comfort the blonde now. He then remember how his mother use to comfort him on times like this. He sang.
2 "When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart"
Naruto opened his eyes. He could hear Sasuke singing. Sasuke singing, to him. He looked at the raven in surprise.
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
The teme has a god damned beautiful voice. If it's not better than him, it's better than Sai.
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore
And he is singing it to him.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
For some reason, Naruto started to feel calm and his tears started to stop flowing.
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
"Teme..."
Sasuke smirked at him and said, "Calmed down?"
Naruto gives a weak smile and nod his head. Sasuke then smiled. Naruto felt like his heart stopped beating. The Uchiha smiled at him. He doesn't smile that way and damn that smile makes him more gorgeous.
"I know about you being a loser but being a monster that I don't know. But to what I can see you are not. Keep that in mind dobe." Sasuke replied standing up from the bed. Naruto, slowly got himself up saying, "I know that and don't call me dobe, teme!"
Rrrrriiinnngggg...
Sasuke picked up his cellphone. Naruto could faintly hear the voice of Itachi on the other end. Sasuke ended the call and said, "The fangirls have subsided. The others are still on the way with the cars."
"Wow, I wonder how the rest of them survived. Knowing Chezca and Gaara I have an idea." Naruto replied looking amused. Sasuke extend his hand at Naruto saying, "Come on usuratonkachi, we better go. They'll be here in a minute."
Naruto looked at Sasuke's hand and grinned. He took it and jumped off the bed. Sasuke opened the door saying, "Whatever happened in here, stays here dobe."
"Whatever teme" Naruto replied walking pass him grinning. Sasuke smirked and remembered the promise he made to Jiraiya.
FLASHBACK SEQUENCE STARTS
"Take care of him Uchiha. That boy has been broken since he was born. Don't let him break even more" Jiraiya replied his gaze at the Uchiha solid and stern.
Sasuke closed his eyes saying, "I won't. I'll take care of him more than you want me to. That I promise to the four of you."
END OF FLASHBACK SEQUENCE
"Dobe!" Sasuke called after Naruto across the hall. Naruto stopped and looked at him saying, "What teme?"
Sasuke smirked and said, "Remember me saying you're stuck with us?"
"Duh!"
Sasuke walks towards Naruto, as he passed him he said, "Just reminding you again because I have no plans of letting you go." he then looked at the surprised blonde and said, "And I made a promise and I don't have any plans of breaking either."
"I don't know what the hell you're talking about teme but... thanks." Naruto replied smiling at him. Sasuke smirked in return. Yes, he won't let go of this blonde in front of him. Not to the nightmares that haunts Naruto, not to fangirls, not to Deft Harmony or to his past. He will never let go of this sunshine even if he is still confused to why, he won't let go.
Tsuzuku
AN: 1 Otakuzine is an actual magazine in the Philippines. It's an anime/game magazine but here I made it into a music magazine. 2 The song is titled Crash and Burn by Savage Garden.
The Photoshoot - He is going to wear WHAT?! No fucking way!