Annyeong! And yes...I didn't update that fast, like I promised BUT! I have another good reason to why I didn't update fast. I have school and they didn't give us mercy with the school work we had to do and also my family are planning to have a holiday so we were busy buying stuff and I was exhausted from the walking. Also I been studying and learning korean, but of course I would never forget my story..I was also planning my latest story than I'm going to write when 'is there hope for us' is finish. So please don't kill me! But anyway when I planned this fanfic, I said that it would only be a 10-15 chapter fanfic...so I'm going to have fast forward the time (you'll know when you start reading) Also I got this idea from a fanfic I read, although I didn't like the fanfiction that chapter was amazingly planned..
Ahem..so anyway enjoy this chapter
Disclaimer: I do not, I repeat do not own Kuroshitsuji. Only the great Yana does..(Nor do I make any money out of this)
Sorry for any grammar and spelling mistakes..
Chapter 10 - Bachelor Party
It's been a few months after that 'scene' with Ciel Phantomhive, heh..it's kinda weird saying his name after what happened. Ciel Phantomhive, Ciel Phantomhive..Ciel..Phantomhive, I kept repeating myself. That boy was really something special, I have to say..such a shame he rejected me. He's probably enjoying his life with his soon to be bride; Elizabeth. He's also probably forgotten about me, well who can blame him..I even stated in that email I sent him, to forget about me. Why am I even still talking about him? maybe I should just move on..it has been months. And this isn't the Sebastian I'm used to..I'm supposed to be a confident young man, not a depressed and weak young man.
I stood up from my sofa, and walked over to get a drink..my stomach grumbled. Ahh..I'm so hungry, what can I make with the limited food in my fridge. Annnddd...nothing, I really need to go grocery shopping again or I'll starve. Oh yes..I also got a new job, because of my degree and top class grades, I could literally get any job, but I choose to work in an office again..what a surprise. But I got myself into a higher position than when I was working in the Funtom company. In this company I'm actually the assistant manager. I worked hard and earned that position in the buisness , but the boss of the company is a bastard. He orders me around all day, when he's just sitting on his fat ass eating a fucking doughnut.
I've never seen a more lazier person in my life..*Sigh*, at least I get payed well. It's a good thing today is Saturday because I really don't to go to work and see his face. I also got a car, finally..now I don't need to go on those stupid buses or walk to my job.
I was watching some show about politics, which bored me..I was never interested in politics, so I never found it interesting. I got my phone out, but at the exact time my phone rang and Claude was the name that showed up. His boyfriend probably dump him or something. I answered that phone and put it against my ears.
"Hello Claude..what do you want did your boyfriend break up with you.." I smirked
"Oh what a lovely conversation starter, and no we are still going out..thank you very much." he grumbled, oh I do love making fun of him
"what a miracle..but anyway this isn't obviously why you called me, so what is it than you want?" I asked
"Well because I want you move on with your heartbreak, so..we should go to a club tonight, I know a place that is amazing" he suggested
"I don't really know.." I thought about it.."Oh fuck it..I want to have a good time, and forget about the whole rejection thing..just for one night" I said
"That's the spirit..I'll pick you up at 9:00pm so be ready.." He hung up after that..I smiled, I'm actually going to a club..but what the heck, I just want to have fun tonight and forget all about the bad experiences. This is going to be fun..
I turned off my T.V and wen to my bathroom, I took off my clothes and went inside my shower. The warm water hit my body, and I instantly became relaxed, I got some soap and scrubbed my body clean, the soap in my hair was washed off by the water. I turned off the shower and grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my waist, I got another towel and dried off my jet black hair. I walked to my wardrobe and looked around.
I put on a black tee shirt with a black leather jacket that had shoulder pads, I also got dark green skinny jeans that fitted me well without cutting my movements, it also put some color into my outfit. Then to top my look off, I put on my bootee shoes that were black and had a zipped at the side. I comb my hair back with some hair gel, but some hair fell onto my face..I just put it behind my ears. But something was missing, ahh I got my glasses which were black framed ones, you might call them 'hipster' glasses. I'm rather not fond of the 'hipster' fashion but this will be an exception for tonight. Then I heard a knock on my door...hmm, what time is it anyway? 8:30pm..
I answered the door and it was indeed Claude, with his boyfriend. I opened the door and greeted my brother with a hug, I looked at his boy-lover over Claude's shoulder. "Claude I thought that you'll pick me up at 9PM..it's only 8:30" I pointed out. He laughed and pushed his boyfriend in front of him, the boy gave Claude an annoyed look. "Alois wanted to meet you..didn't you" he smirked at him. "Shut up...so you're my boyfriend's brother, you look pretty hot do you know that?" he smiled. I looked at him and that's when I noticed he was wearing 'revealing' clothes, booty shorts to be precised. "Yes I am his brother..and thank you for the compliment".
He tilted his head and made a 'hmmm' sound, it looked like he was observing me or something. "Are you telling me the truth..you might be like Claude's ex or boy toy?" he pondered. "Alois!" Claude shouted "he is my brother..not my boy-toy" Claude exclaimed. I was holding my mouth shut trying not to laugh at the situation, "then why do you have different eye colors then?" he asked looking at me and Claude. I turned around uncontrollably shaking of laughter, the only thing that was stopping me from laughing is my mouth being shut by my hand tightly.
Claude sighed loudly.."we have different eyes because Sebastian had our mothers eyes, which are red and I got my dad's eye color which is yellow/gold" he explained "and you can stop laughing sebastian" he hissed, "Oh do pardon me..I am terribly sorry for my behavior" I said politely still trying to not laugh. I heard Claude mumble something under his breath "Anyway..we should get going now" I looked at my watch, 8:50.."yeah we should..come on Alois" he said.
I better not get drugged by some crazy bitch again...
We went inside the club..woah, there was people everywhere dancing or rubbing their bodies onto people. There was neon green lazers being shot everywhere, music that could literally break your ear drums and smell of alcohol everywhere. "I'll leave you here..me and Alois are gonna go somewhere else, and Sebastian..please don't get drugged again, call if you need me" after that off he went somewhere. I pushed a crowd of people and I sat down at the bar, "What can I get you today..sweetheart" the woman behind the bar asked me..and 'sweetheart'? "Make me a Gin and Tonic" I asked..the woman smiled "not much of a drinker? hmm" she started making it at a quick speed, I shook my head "no not really, I'd rather not get drunk tonight" she poured it into a tall glass and put in in front of me "here you go" 'thanks I said, "how much?". She chuckled "well for you..because you're so sweet, I'll make it free" "well thank you" I said. After that she went behind the door that said 'employees only', a man then went out..I think the other woman is on break, it was nice for her giving me a free drink.
I grabbed my gin and tonic and took a sip, I looked around the club and I spotted men..they were probably in the V.I.P. But then I noticed someone...my heart stopped, I got my phone out and dialed his name and I waited. I saw a smaller man in the group answer his phone and then "hello?" he said, "I never thought that I would see you again..looks like I was wrong, wasn't I?" I stated.
"who is this?" he asked
"looks like you don't remember me, well I did tell you to" I hissed through the phone, I'm starting to feel the pain in my chest again..oh Ciel Phantomhive, why do you do this to me
"What are y-wait..Sebastian!? Where are you?..tell me where you are right now" he sounded a bit angry on the phone
"Why would I tell you..you wouldn't care, you'll just slap me again" I hung up
I knew something bad was going to happen, every-time..should have known. I got up from my seat, not even finishing my drink and tried to find the exit door. "Sebastian!" I briefly heard..this only made me want to get out faster. If only these people would stop rubbing there sweaty bodies on me, "Sebastian!.." I heard again. I ignored it..and then I saw the neon light above the door that said ' exit'. I'm so close..
(POV Ciel)
The phone call ended, I stood up immediately looking for Sebastian..God how am I suppose to find him in this big of a crowd. "Hey Ciel..where are you going?" one of friends said.."I'm just looking for someone..don't worry, I'll come back" walking to the dance floor I shouted Sebastian's name over and over again but then!..I saw a tall man with black hair pushing past people and was obviously running from someone. Why don't these people stop crowding me, I ignored them and tried to catch up with 'Sebastian'.
Why do I have to be short, If only I had my father's tallest then this chase would be much easier. I saw 'Sebastian heading for the exit and I tried to push people and run-walk more quickly. Then I saw the door open..shit, but lucky for me..the crowd died down near the exit so I was able to catch up to him by a few seconds. We were outside now and I grabbed him by the arm yanking him to look at me, "Sebastian.." I was out of breath. "Why did you follow me?" he sneered turning around looking at me. He pulled his arm from my grip, "I don't know myself" I answered him. Actually why did I follow him?
"If you don't know then leave me be, I don't want to get rejected again" he mocked, I became angry..
"It wasn't my fault that I rejected you!" I shouted as loud as I can, I even saw Sebastian shocked at my outburst. "I'm sorry.." I don't know what got me to do shout like that, "I shouldn't have shouted like that" I lower my head slightly.
Sebastian kept quiet still shocked at how I acted but he later went back into his neutral expression. "Please just go Ciel..and be happy with Elizabeth, I'm sure she'll be a lovely wife" he said, I noticed that he went quiet near the end. I squinted my eyes slightly, he still has feelings for me..but then I wonder. Am I really in love with Lizzy? Well he's right that she will be a good wife, but I still only think of her as a childhood friend. Well she was the only friend I had..I was kinda forced into this marriage If I think about it. I didn't have a say in all this..it was my aunt that suggested that I need an heir to my business.
Why did I even agree to this arrangement?.."Bye Ciel.." I snapped out of my thoughts, I grabbed Sebastian again. Sebastian furrowed his eyebrows.."I don't have time for this" he complained.
"I don't want to marry Lizzy..I don't love her that way" I said still grabbing Sebastian
"Are you fucking joking with me" he replied in a bitter tone
"No..I'm not joking, I love Lizzy but not that way..our engagement was actually arrange by my aunt." I told him
"Why are you telling me this all of a sudden?, just go back with your friends already and after that have a good life with your wife" he started walking away again.
He really doesn't get it does he..fine then, I took a deep breath and grabbed him for the third time. "Ciel what th-" I interrupted him, pressing my lips on his shutting his mouth from uttering another word. He tried to push me away but I put my arms behind his neck locking him from going away, but he later relaxed into the kiss. Even though I was the one who kissed him, he was the one dominating my mouth. His tongue exploring the wet caverns of my mouth, I moaned slightly..I never thought in my whole life that I would kiss a man.
We broke the kiss when both of us needed a breath of air, after getting a breathes back. Sebastian suddenly hugs me so tight, that it nearly suffocates me..but when the moment is like this, I didn't mind it too much. "Sebastian.." I whispered. "Ciel..Do you...Do you feel the same?" he almost sounded like he was afraid to ask me that question. I looked up at his face and smiled.."Why would I kiss you If I didn't like you, it took me a while until I understood..I couldn't express my feelings in words so I thought the best way to say my feelings was to kiss you, you didn't mind it did you?" I saw him smile and he kissed my forehead, "Thank god..I didn't want to through that again, but...what about Elizabeth?" he asked. "Please don't talk about her for a moment...I just wanna enjoy this moment".
I can't believe I just did that..I kissed a man and 'said' my feelings, but the only thing that I have to deal now is my future wife..Lizzy.
Well that's the end of this chapter..thank you for reading it and I apologize for any mistakes I made in this chapter.
Don't forget to fav and follow the story..
See you next chapter~