Bpov
I don't know why I'm here.
I don't even know if Edward would approve of this, if he would understand.
What if he thinks this is invasive and thinks that I am being stupid?
Why am I doubting myself, I'm Bella Swan I don't doubt myself.
But I know I have to do this because Edward is important and he is worth it even if thinks that he isn't.
So I'm going to do this because I care and also because I 'm Bella and I do whatever I want when I want.
