Okay. I'll put up the warning as soon as I can: TOTAL SLASH. :)
I'll have fun with this for sure. I just love slash. And it's already a fun story to write. Yeah, I know. I don't update as much as—people but I update pretty quick considering some authors.
Okay and here's the next chapter. I'm considering either Ted/Randy or Ted/Cody. I'm not sure so I'll just go with the flow.
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Chapter 9
Mental Issues
Mental wounds still screaming
driving me insane
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(it's just all wrapped up into a mess)
Can you clean it up?
(I don't think I can clean myself up)
Oh, don't be so dramatic, Teddy.
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Ted DiBiase had been going for a walk for at the last few hours, trying to shake off the horror of Edge's knife being so close to his throat—circling around his throat, could've killed him, that could've been his last breath, horror reels through Ted's eyes, terror seeps through his veins, fear explodes right through the boy as acid and vomit rises up his throat and he throws up—Ted fell back down onto a bench, his eyes staring around and he caught the sight of Cody and John towards the deck at the edge of the lake.
Ted's heart exploded with colors, red, violet, blue, pink, sweet pink, but not quite all of the colors and not quite bright but seeing Cody, it gave him a sense of life and relief and existence as the twenty-six year old boy stared at Cody while he stared into John's eyes, boring into John's eyes.
Turquoise eyes brightened by the presence of blue ones.
Priceless blue eyes stared as Cody curled to John, brokenness still in his eyes, horror exploding to all parts of Cody's little blue eyes as Cody's lips met John's and as Cody crashed his lips down, Ted saw the entire world spinning and spinning and spinning and he felt as if he was going to be sick staring at them…
Ted's heart broke.
Shattered.
It was just being lost into the darkness all over again.
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Glass falls
Shatter
(everything breaks)
Heart falls
Shattered
(hearts break, lives break…)
Pieces break
All so very shattered.
(I break.)
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Randy's eyes are looking at Cody and his eyes are on Ted, glancing back and forth, and this was his family and he's just scared for Ted and Cody now that they're both being broken and being shattered and tattered in their position and he knows that it's all his fault for letting them go and he should've known that they'd get hurt and mangled and torn into the darkness because he's left them there.
Why couldn't he see this?
Ted's eyes flutter in pain as he stares at Cody and John kissing and Randy's heart sinks seeing Ted in so much pain, so much heartbreak and he looks like he's been thrown back into the blackness at the back of his head and Randy just want to run to him and hug his brains out but Randy just doesn't want to hurt Ted even more and confuse him with hugs and kisses from someone who's hurt him so much before.
He just hurts Ted and Cody.
And he just doesn't want to hurt them anymore.
And he thinks of Edge, who's been putting Ted through Hell, forcing him to drink alcohol to be good at his matches and breaking him by making him bleed, bleed and bleed his heart and body out and Edge is still not satisfied at all.
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Alcohol
Acid that burns through you
To your heart
To your body
Explodes
Until you threaten
To die
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You're lost into John's eyes, blue eyes that you don't know much about and you really just want to find your way out of the sea inside of John that you're drowning in and the only thing that you hear is Dustin's voice telling you to do this as you move closer to John Cena's lap and he looks at you in confusion and soon, you crash your lips onto his.
He thinks it's good for you being here, breathing fresh air, seeing people, healing past wounds that just kept on being poked and John sees that as you press against his back and your lip crash down to his and you taste the aftertaste of Pepsi from his trip over here and you taste the confusion and the pain and just all of him and he doesn't kiss you back as you pull away.
Your eyes are staring at each other.
"Cody, why?"
He knows that there's no spark between you too and you're just friends and you don't even show a sign of love when you're together with him.
"I'm sorry."
John holds your chin and he kisses you, hard, sweet, love, and you stare at him, confused and you kiss him back but you don't want to hurt him so you get along with him, kissing him, trying to fall into those blue eyes of his but you don't think you can and you find yourselves entangled on the deck floor, and your hand's running through John's hair.
And John's breath is on your neck.
And as his breath nears to your ear, you hear him say "so you like me, Rhodes, huh?"
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You're drowning into the ocean of John Cena's eyes
You just don't want to get out
And you don't think you can get out
Without being pushed back in today.
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Well, I think this is good.
;) Sam