Author Note: Nearly there and i shall be back on track =) It's taken a while, i hate having stupid writers block, it's annoying =( but we have got here lol
Sorry it's so short again, but soon don't worry. We will be getting back into the action again, and it really will be Thunderbirds are go, all hands on deck XD
So...enjoy =)
Warning contains femslash later on don't like, don't read =)
Disclaimer: I do not own Camp Rock or any of the characters!!
Mitchie's POV
I was on my own again, Peggy had finally had to go to her class, but she promised to tell Brown I was sick and to get back as soon as possible.
I liked Peggy, she was kind and a good friend, but I was glad of the alone time. Kind of.
I was sat on the pier, just staring out across the lake. It was so quiet and calm. Peaceful. The sun was shining and there wasn't a cloud in the sky.
But I felt very incomplete.
I missed her terribly and it had only been half a day.
I missed her more than when we weren't at camp but thousands of miles apart, because at least then, I knew all I had to do was pick up the phone and I could talk to her.
But now…now it was different and I hated it.
I wanted her to be next to me, her amazing grin on her face as she swung her legs back and forth, splashing the water.
Closing my eyes, I could hear her voice, her laugh. I could smell the perfume of her skin, her signature smell, so sweet and intoxicating that I couldn't even begin to put a name to it. I could see her deep brown eyes as she watched me, the humour and kindness in them that always made me feel so at home.
I sighed and leant back on my hands, unwilling to open my eyes and shatter my daydream.
I stayed sat there for a long while, just letting the sounds of the camp wash over me, clearing my mind of any worry and bad thoughts. I was, once again, glad I was at Camp Rock.
I heard footsteps behind me.
"Mitchie?" I turned to see my mom sitting down next to me.
"Hey mom." I smiled half heartedly at her, she wasn't fooled. Her arms wrapped round me as I lent on her shoulder.
"It'll be ok, honey." She muttered, stroking my hair. Any other time I would have swatted her hand away, but it was soothing and I needed someone to confide in.
"I don't see how! Caitlyn's missing, I can't find her anywhere, Shane thinks she might be with Tess." I winced at the blondes name as I said it, praying that Shane was wrong. "And I don't know what to do!"
I was so desperate right now, it was rather pathetic.
"You know what I think?" I pulled away to look up at my mom, her smile was warm and I saw the certainty in her eyes. "I think that what you have with Caitlyn is too important to both of you to be thrown away over something so stupid. She will come back, I'm sure of it. She probably just needs time to cool off; you two are so similar that way. You both over think things way too much."
I frowned as she spoke, turning my head to look out across the lake again.
"I think you should just tell her how you feel." My head whipped back round so I could stare at my mother, my mouth hanging open.
"How did you-"
She chuckled as she kissed my head and hugged me again.
"It's obvious. You care so much about each other, and I see the way you look at her. Don't worry!" She told me quickly, seeing my panicked look. "I just want you to be happy, and I think you two make each other happy so just tell her. Maybe she even feels the same way! You won't ever know until you try."
She stopped and sighed, staring out across the lake, letting her words sink in for a moment.
"Well, I best be getting back, dinner won't make itself!" She smiled at me, hugging me once more, before getting to her feet.
I didn't look round as she walked off.
"Mitchie?" I turned when she called back.
"Yeah mom?"
"Find her and tell her. And do it soon, before it's too late." With a last smile, she headed off to the kitchens, leaving me alone with my thoughts once again.
I sighed and buried my face in my hands.
What the hell was I going to do!? I couldn't find her therefore I couldn't tell her. That meant I'd have to sit and wait until she found me.
I don't think I'm gonna be ready.
I loved her, yeah, of course I did.
But what if she didn't love me? I don't think I could stand that…
I took a deep breath, holding it for a second, trying to slow my racing heart. It didn't work so I exhaled with a gasp.
Mom was right. I knew that much.
I had to tell her. I had to.
There was nothing else to it.
I, Mitchie Torres, had to tell my best friend that I was in love with her.
…this was going to be interesting.
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Author Note: There it is =) Please review and let me know what you guys think!! Thanks, until next time =)