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I watched her sleep the whole night, her breath was erratic while she slept, like if she were in some kind of nightmare, and her heart beat louder against my ears, she twisted in her sleep, the sheet intertwined on long legs, which only exposed her more to me.

I managed to control though, rocking in the chair, ignoring the burn down my throat this silly girl produced with her scent, ignoring how her veins pumped on me, teasing me.

And then the worst happen, she talked in her sleep.

"Edward"

She had no self preservation at all.

I jumped out of the window promising to be back before she woke up, I had to go hunt first if I wanted to have fun with her.

I could feed from all the humans in the world and it still wouldn't be enough to keep my needs or my teeth into her, everything about her captivated me, everything about her made me lose control so easily. But still I had to try, I couldn't afford to lose her just yet.

I would allow it.

But what if I crushed her before we got started? Sigh.

That would be a total shame.

But I was going to give it a try, the thought of changing her and make her stronger ran through my head but once again I dismissed it, it was completely absurd! First; because I wouldn't be able to stop once I got my teeth into her, I wouldn't be able to spread the venom and I would only miserably kill her without having my fun, and second because I was not getting attached to her and I wouldn't keep her around for eternity.

Even though, the thought of having her for me forever were quite enjoyable.

Pfft…rubbish!

I was not getting attached to anyone, nor this silly human who thought she had the slight less possibility to live. Not on my watch, not when I made my claim on her the first day she stepped a foot in my business.

After I was done jumping down 3 and 4 throats I went back to her window glad to see it slightly open like I left it, glad she didn't wake up still, watching her sleep fascinated me.

I saw flashes of her dreams, how her mother was thrown against a wall by a strong man- no, I knew better, that was a vampire, the brunette woman had struggled but she stood no chance, then it was all black, only one hand covered Bella's eyes from watching what happened next.

I saw how the house burnt down but by the time Bella was already hidden long yards from the house, her father holding her body down so she wouldn't make a run for it, tears in her eyes.

I kept watching frustrated and quite bored to be honest. This was nothing I haven't seen…or done before.

I was getting irritated when I didn't catch anything interest in her mind that would captivate my intrigue on who she was, nothing worth to remember. I bet she will be having interesting dreams once im done with her.

In the next flash she was playing around with her sisters in the meadow near by the river, splashing water everywhere, there was a boy too, didn't pay much attention, this was all boring.

Then I heard a loud cry from a baby, Bella stirred and I frowned not wanting her to wake up just yet, in one swift motion I was inside the room of the infant, I made my way down to the crib and shushed her…I figure what I was doing was pretty stupid but still…

I frowned looking down at the sack of bones laying there crying, as an instinct I lowered my hand to the baby and touched her belly, she stopped crying.

Uggh…she smelt worse then a dog, even if the infant's blood were always fresh new and always satisfactory for the most part, I cringed when I saw a baby, they were always wet and wrinkled.

What the hell? They couldn't be called humans!

I froze when she took one of my fingers with her whole palm, I looked down at her on disgust hoping she'd let go, but she giggled? …

Next thing I heard were steps I stood back immediately to the dark corner in the end of the bed, when she lost the contact of my hand she started screaming again, I growled at her and shushed her again, to my surprise she did.

"Did you already wake up?" an ancient woman with sleepy eyes and soft voice strolled her way down to the crib picking up the infant and getting out of the room, as if she were mocking me she giggled again, I huffed.

The baby was not mocking me! I was day dreaming again.

When I went down to Bella she was still peacefully sleeping, but what caught my attention was how she had managed to pull the sheets completely off her body, exposing her legs even more to the moon light, and to my sudden darkened eyes, clinging her hands to her chest and her weight to one side.

Sitting in the rocking chair was the better option, but my instinct took the best of me, I strolled my way back to the bed and sat beside her, caressing her long leg from her knee to her tight.

She was so warm and fresh, the heat of her body sent shivers down my spine, I could do this all day, I tried to get into her head to see what thoughts could come over my actions and there it was; me kissing her harshly as I did, my whole weight crushing her, involuntarily venom spread on my mouth and it was just when she shivered under my palm when I took my hand away a little annoyed she had interrupted the flash.

But oh well…! I guess there will be lots of time for this later.

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Two hours later she finally stirred while opening her eyes, it took her a minute to realize I was still here but when she turned her body around she saw me, she smiled.

Sigh. I was not expecting that.

I frowned at her, not happy with her reaction, I guess it would all be easier if she was just scared of me.

She frowned and I was for once glad she was smart enough to realize in which mood I was and not to do anything stupid.

"Im so hungry"

Damn. She wasn't ever gonna learn.

That's okay, I don't have a problem teaching her.

"We don't have time for that" I growled at her, she gave me an incredulous look "Dress" I ordered.

"I think im gonna go eat first" she snapped getting up from the bed, I gripped the arm of the chair too tightly so it broke on my hand but I let her go.

"Yeah, maybe if you have some food on your system you'll taste better" I grinned noticing her glare at my direction, she slammed the door shut and kept me waiting for her and of course being her, she took her time.

I heard the noises from down the stairs and the many voices inside my head, nothing interesting to worry about, just the regular.

"What are we eating?"

"Lets play in the river!"

"LATER!"

"Bluur…baah..buu gahh"

Pfft…I still resented that small creature.

I was looking for one particular voice but once again I couldn't hear it, damn! How did she kept doing that? One minute she was singing in my head like a canary and the next she was shut down like a dead person.

"Mary answet the door!"

"Father! Mr. Black!"

This was enough to distract me for a little, old Billy Black. That dog! We had one or two encounters, he was lucky enough to get out of it alive after he pleaded for his life, well I let him cause he promise to get me some slaved for my hidden tower, so I took his invite, letting him lick my ass and bring me the beautiful girls, from that time he kept bringing some more if he knew what was good for him. Of course he kept hunting vampires, succeeding from time to time, but he never dared to cross my path again, not anyone would.

"They're fast Charlie, they move out of thin air, at the speed of light, its impossible to have a second glance of them"

"You promised me a SAFER PLACE for my family!" the louder voice was heard.

"And it will be, soon they're just a few of them I promise, they're making their way south"

That was partly true, cause humans were for the most part hidden, but I bet after the vampires are gone they will be back to gain the street, oh well! Better for me.

Bella closed the door behind her, bringing me back to present but I didn't let her see my surprise, after all I was only disgusted at myself I could read her to notice she'd came.

"Get dress" she frowned at me.

"Why do we have to leave? And where are you taking me?"

"Its hard to play here" I explained, she froze. Good! "Too many people, many distractions"

She frowned and a flushed red spread on her cheeks, I loved that.

She hesitated for a minute, struggling to see if the words would leave her mouth but her embarrassment took the best of her not allowing her to free the words out.

From the dresser she searched for the different gown she possessed and finally settled for a soft long blue dress. Sigh. I would have complained but she didn't possess anything better so…

I could just carry her naked?

Nahh…lets not make her suffer anymore.

When I heard the door open I turned my gaze to her in amusement.

"And where do you think you're going princess?" I scolded.

"To dress" the most evident statement in her voice.

"You do that here"

"You're pushing my limit!" she forced the words out of her mouth.

"You don't hold a limit to me" I stared at my hands, my voice was calm but adamant.

"Im just going to change" once again she opened the door but my voice stopped her from doing any move.

"I'd like to see you trying" I menaced. I felt her heart beat speed, her heart almost coming out of her chest, it game even more power over her, I would love to hear her thoughts now.

Oh…if I did! Cause I didn't saw what happen next.

She closed the door behind her and speed her way through a dressing room, it would take me nothing to drag her back, but I couldn't believe she was still testing my limit. She was pushing her luck even more. I was not going to take this at all.

Before she had the chance to lock herself on the dressing room across her room I was already in there, just in time to see her turn around and jump out of her skin when she saw my face inches away from her, she gasped but before she could scream I put a hand on her mouth, giving her a warning glance before tossing her on my shoulder and bring her back to her room.

Everything happen in a swift motion, most of the people were down stairs so of course they didn't hear anything I made sure to know that, searching for any odd thoughts but I found none. Besides it all happen so fast she barely had time to take a breath from her last.

I dumped her on the bed and made sure to lock the door behind me.

I could see how she restrained her clothes down on her, preventing them to go up her body.

I rolled my eyes very irritated. Cant believe she's being a bigger naïve then she already is and even more stupid! clearly her innocence wouldn't last long, and besides how long did she think it would take me to bring her back and rip her clothes off?

"Clearly you were getting used to that cross love" she didn't meet my gaze too enraged to do so. Anger. That was just another quality about her that amused me, 99.5 % of the time she was with me she was angry, not scared, shocked or hurt like a normal human being would be, no, not her. She was angered and embarrassed.

"You're too 'pushy'"

I scoffed.

"Nice pick of words" I gave her a nod preventing myself from patting her head like a pet.

She rolled her eyes at me.

"I don't have all day dear" clearly she knew what I wanted but did no move, head hanging low and persistent in keeping her gaze away from me, her hands caught on her lap trying to calm herself, but I still saw how she clenched her fists on her lap, hesitating if she should do it.

"Im embarrassed" she confessed.

She was not afraid of dying at all. She was afraid to reveal her 'goodies' to a vampire.

Not human at all.

"Its okay to be ignorant about it, clearly its not your fault they kept you away from reality"

"If you talk about reality to only fulfill your needs I don't see how that-" I cut her off really impatient.

"So you do know something about fulfilling needs then" she blushed once again and turned her head around "Well let me be the judge of that" I grinned, gripping her shoulders and making her get up willingly or not.

Almost instantly she brushed my hands off of her, I let her have that, besides I had the upper hand standing in front of her so close like this, her heart pumping louder on my ears, it was all a creation of flavors and scents when I was this close of her.

"Dress now"

"Actually im going with my night gown" she mumbled softly under her breath figuring she could be spared of her embarrassment just for now if she left with her recent clothe.

Yeah right! That was not happening.

"Don't think so, take your clothes off now" I demanded a little more forcefully than I was already being.

She shuddered under my tone wrapping her arms around her, daring me even more. She had some guts I'd give her that.

In one movement I unwrapped her arms from her chest and ripped her gown off, gripping down her chest throwing the white material down the floor, she gasped at the sudden movement, but she was still completely exposed to me, I finished tearing the material off her body so I let the cuts hit the floor, she lifted both of her hands to her small breasts, turning her head around depriving me from watching her flushed face.

She remained only on her undergarment, which I was letting her wear for now.

I turned around to find the blue gown resting on the dresser I went over to it and took it, when I turned around it all came to me, she was standing helplessly under my stare, a few inches from me with only a lazy cotton material hanging on her buttocks.

Why wasn't I getting my hands on her yet?

She shifted her weight from her left foot to her right, getting really uncomfortable at the silence that reigned in the room and of course my darkened lust gaze on her.

I closed my mouth when I realized venom was dipping in all over my tongue, I took one step closer my advance on her really slow and calculated only adding more tension in the room.

I was close enough for her to reach down and pulled the dress from my hands, covering her front her breathe erratic and her heart speeding faster, I grinned at her and she finally met my gaze, it was difficult for me to hear how unconfident she was when it came down to show her body I could see it in her eyes in her movements in her attitude, she didn't think as herself good enough to please men's eyes.

I beg to differ.

Both of my hands pressed her down her hips, she stiffened under my touch but I could feel the heat covering her body, I felt my hands shake I felt the control almost slipping, I brought my rough hands to cover her buttocks bringing her fleshed skin to my strong body.

"Ughh…you…Don't" she protested trying to keep herself steady and away from me.

Another lost cause.

Even though it didn't seem like it to her eyes I was doing my best to keep myself under control, but everything about her was calling to me.

My fingers gripped her bottom very hard and I was sure I would left my finger prints in there.

Take it easy Edward! Take it easy!

That voice inside my head sing. I was supposed to take it slow so the monster wouldn't get the best of me.

Since when I started talking of 'the monster' like if it was a different person? I was the monster. No question in that.

"You're hurting me" she whispered in her angelic voice. I pressed one side of my head in her forehead trying very hard to pull back and let loose of my grasp, but I couldn't when I dared to take a breath of air it was her scent everywhere, her sweet delicious aroma in the air tantalizing me. I lifted my hands up, I thought I was being graceful gentle even but apparently my hands were too rough and strong for her, they moved up to her waist almost like hitting themselves on her, like if they were resenting me for keeping them away from what was mine.

I cringed at the thought of giving into her plea.

In barely a second I made my way up tracing my suddenly slow hands from her waist to her back, my thumbs slowly reaching for the bump in her chest, quickly I made room for my hands to travel quickly to her breasts, removing away the press of her own hands on her chest.

"Don't you dare to keep me away from you" the words were measured cause at any time I would jump on her, so I had to be extremely careful, I kept thinking of how I should take her and how I will to distract me from biting her.

I massaged her small breasts, feeling the fresh exposed skin under my fingers made it all better and worse. In many twisted ways.

"Let me get dress"

"Shh" for a quick moment I closed my eyes thinking of all the brutal things that could happen in mere seconds.

"Get dressed" I resisted my hands to pull down to her hips, steadying my weight as I did, I didn't want to jump her and crush her along the way but I was unable to pull away.

It wouldn't happen.

She expected me to pull away of course but I stared back at her gaze letting her know I was not going anywhere. Effortlessly she took in her shaking hands the dress and turned it around finding the end to put her head on, but when she did this she gave me a quick glance of her now red nipples and fresh breasts, I was kept away from seeing them before because she had a death grip on the dress, but now it was another story, but before I could make a run for it, the dress was back on her instantly.

Flushed face and scared eyes meet my gaze, I pulled the dress completely down and shook my head out of my thoughts, I was going to have to work on my control. Maybe it was enough for today.

None of that.

She buttoned the buttons on the corset of her dress and once again met my gaze playing with her hands unsure of what to do next. Damn! I was not moving. Of course she was waiting for me.

"How old are you?" I breathed out.

"Barely 15" she responded uncomfortable, completely obvious at the age difference.

"Shame" she looked at me quizzically "I would have enjoyed bigger 'attributes'. But I guess I cant wait for you to be eighteen now can i?" she turned her head around completely ashamed. Good. Just how I planned.

"You will have to settle" she snapped through gritted teeth.

"Shame indeed" I mumbled completely obvious I was getting to her. I looked at her up and down and I know she was obvious to this too "Im just hoping I wont break you that much, you're too tiny, too fragile love" I explained.

"Save yourself the regret" she snapped once again and tried to make a run for it, but I gripped her arm so she would stay where she was while I laughed.

"I cant wait to spread your legs love" I saw her hand made contact with my tough skin on my cheek, but it did nothing to me of course, her hand on the contrary would probably be sore for a moment.

But just the more thought she wanted or tried to hurt me in any way enraged me, just the thought of her hitting me, caused my anger to boil.

I gripped her wrist like if they were shackles and tightened them over her stomach in a flash spooning her around to press her against the wall.

"Don't you ever try to do that again!" I snapped coldly.

She didn't complain once, instead just turned her head around and took my pressure on her body, not acknowledging me once, she was mocking me, testing me to see how far would I go. Well then…

I spread her legs apart with my knee roughly letting go of her hand only to lift her legs around me pounding into her harshly, she arched her back up at the strong hit and I was pretty sure if she didn't felt my hardened member before she would know. And of course she did, I didn't miss the gulp she took and how she looked down at our bodies pretty much confused at what was happening.

Only our breathes hitting on each other's skins were heard, I crept my hand under the blue material and rested it lightly on her ass cheek pulling at the white undergarment, pulling it aside and I spanked her, hard.

She instantly flinched and gave me a cold glare.

"Try and do that again, see what happens" my hand hit her bottom once again. I quite enjoyed seeing her squirm underneath me actually.

"I didn't hurt you at all" she pushed me away and I let her making her fall on her feet.

"You shouldn't have done that" I commanded.

"Im not scared of you" she dared.

I stared deep into her eyes and found no regrets.

"Wow, you really shouldn't have said that" and with that I tug at her arm and made her fall on my back gripping at her tightly from behind and carried off from the window taking her to our meadow.

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Author's Note: its one in the morning here guys! I hope you enjoy :D and there's more to come.