Chapter 10
"What about pancakes?" Inuzuki Kiba asked Sasuke, as they entered the supermarket together. It was almost half a year after the day the gang got arrested, and Kiba and Sasuke were having a lot of contact lately. They had planned an evening together, to just cook together and watch some movies. Something they did a lot lately.
"We ate pancakes last time." Sasuke said looking around in some shelves. "You always want pancakes Kiba, don't you ever eat anything healthy?" He laughed a little. Sasuke had completely gotten off the drugs and he was living a rather happy life with his brother now.
"Of course I do, but I just like pancakes." Kiba said, huffing. "Well what about some pasta with fish and some of your healthy stuff?"
"Well that sounds a lot better don't you think." Sasuke said and smiled at Kiba, then laughed. He walked a little further and then spotted someone he hadn't seen in ages. Neji. They had lost all contact after leaving the hospital. Sasuke had really not fallen out of love with Neji, but there had simply been no contact at all. Sasuke had figured it was because Neji just didn't want it. But this was a good opportunity to ask how Neji was doing after half a year.
"Why don't you go get the pasta Kiba?" Sasuke said and pushed Kiba to the pasta. He then let Kiba alone and walked to Neji.
"Hi, long time no see." He said and smiled a little. Neji looked really good.
Neji looked up from inspecting the apples as he heard someone talking to him. He looked surprised as he saw Sasuke standing there, next to him. Sasuke.. looked really good. All the leather Sasuke had been wearing before was gone, Sasuke was just wearing casual clothes now. His skin actually had gotten a little colour and he looked more healthy then before. The look in Sasuke's eyes had changed as well, you could see that he didn't do drugs anymore.
"..Hey." Neji said, after he had been staring at Sasuke for a little while. "...You changed."
"So did you." Sasuke said smiling. "So how have you been doing?" He asked, wondering if Neji had been ok. He certainly looked like he did. Neji definitely wasn't on drugs anymore, since his face and eyes were glowing. It was really good to see.
"Well I've been doing great, actually." Neji said, as he put some apples in a plastic bag. "I'm living on my own now, in a great neighbourhood and it's going really well on school. What about you?"
"I'm doing good. I went back to school and I still live with Itachi." Sasuke said. "I'm happy to hear you're doing so well."
"Thanks." Neji said, nodding. "I'm glad to see you're off the drugs as well and well, you just look a lot better then before. You look healthy." He was still amazed by how great Sasuke looked. "..Is that your friend?" He then asked, as he saw a boy around Sasuke's age standing some distance away, looking at Sasuke with a confused look on his face.
Sasuke turned around and laughed.
"Yeah that's my friend. Kiba." Sasuke said as he signed for Kiba to come to them. Once Kiba was there he introduced the two.
"Kiba, this is Neji. Neji, Kiba." Sasuke said. He knew Kiba would just leave them alone when he knew it was Neji standing here.
"Nice to meet you Neji." Kiba said, as he shook Neji's hand.
"Nice to meet you too." Neji said, nodding. Kiba looked at Sasuke now and as he saw Sasuke's look, he walked off again, muttering to himself. He never liked it to be put aside, but he understood that Sasuke wanted to talk to Neji alone.
Sasuke smiled at Kiba and then looked at Neji again.
"So you look really good as well. You let your hair grow longer I see. It suits you." Sasuke said.
"Thanks." Neji said, blushing a little, as he pushed his hair back behind his ear. "You're actually the first to notice it. It grew a lot longer indeed."
"Well it looks good." Sasuke said. "Oh and you shouldn't buy those apples, I found a spider in one of them last week."
Neji frowned now.
"Ew, did you really have to tell me that?" He asked, as he looked at his plastic bag, immediately checking it for apples which had spider rag on it.
"I figured you'd rather wanna know now then when you were gonna eat something and you ate a spider or something." Sasuke said laughing a little.
Neji laughed a little too, as he shook his head.
"Well I'll check up on them at home and wash them." He said. He then looked at Sasuke again. "Well, I need to go now, but well.. it was nice seeing you again."
"Yeah I have to go too. Kiba doesn't like getting ditched." Sasuke said and smirked a little. "Hey, would you mind if I call you some time?" Sasuke asked.
"..Sure, why not?" Neji asked, after he had thought of it a little. He smiled at Sasuke now. "Well I'll speak you soon then. Bye." When he walked away, Kiba was putting up his thumbs to Sasuke and was smiling broadly at him, and winking.
Sasuke laughed and then looked at Neji leaving. He smiled. At least they could talk to each other again. That was really all Sasuke wanted.
Kiba now walked back to Sasuke.
"Man, I don't even want to know how happy you are now." He said, as he hit Sasuke's shoulder.
Sasuke smiled at Kiba.
"Really happy." He said. "Now let's go get my healthy stuff and get cooking."
"Indeed." Kiba said, grinning. "And good. You'd better call him fast."
"I'll call him tomorrow. I can't abandon you all the time." Sasuke said smirking.
"Thanks, you're a good friend." Kiba said, laughing.
"So are you." Sasuke said. They then finished their shopping and went home. But secretly, Sasuke couldn't wait until the next day. So he could call Neji again.
The next day, Sasuke was sitting in his room. Itachi was working, so now was the perfect time to call Neji. Sasuke dialled the number and waited. He just hoped Neji would be happy to hear from him so soon.
"Neji speaking." Neji, who picked up the phone after a minute, said.
"Hi Neji, it's Sasuke." Sasuke said, happy to hear Neji's voice. Somehow he really never had the chance to get over Neji at all.
"Hey." Neji said, sounding happily surprised.
"Hi. How are you?" Sasuke asked smiling. He probably wouldn't be able to stop smiling for a while.
"I'm fine, I'm cleaning a little." Neji said. "Nice of you to call so soon. How are you?"
"I'm good. And I figured I had the time to call so." Sasuke said. "Do you want me to hang up so you can continue cleaning?"
"No it's fine, I'm almost done anyway." Neji said. "What are you doing now?"
"Ok good. I'm not really doing anything." Sasuke said. "Itachi's working and I already finished homework and the household. So.. calling you is what I'm doing now."
Neji laughed a little.
"Alright." He said. "Are you living with Itachi now?"
"Yeah. I told you that yesterday." Sasuke said. "Were you to busy checking me out that you didn't listen to what I said?" He laughed now.
Neji laughed too.
"I guess so, sorry." He said. "I was just amazed that you looked so different. You're a completely other person now."
"Am I? I haven't really noticed." Sasuke said surprised. "I guess I did change somewhat. You did too."
"Well you changed more." Neji said. "Your clothing style changed, your hair style changed, your attitude changed and even the look in your eyes changed."
"The look in my eyes?" Sasuke asked confused. Did Neji look at his eyes?
"Yeah, you used to look stressed." Neji said. "You could clearly see that in your eyes. And now you look relaxed."
"Oh. Well I guess that's good." Sasuke said. "I feel a lot better as well. I take it you do too."
"Yeah I do." Neji said. "And a lot more comfortable."
"That's good to hear. I'm glad." Sasuke said smiling. "So you live alone right? Why didn't you go back to your uncle?"
"I did, but in the end I decided I wanted to move out." Neji said. "I'm living with some other guys now."
"Oh really? That's good. With your boyfriend or..?" Sasuke asked. He really just had to know if Neji had a boyfriend.
"Well I almost had something with one of them but we didn't work out and we're just friends now." Neji said. "I've had a boyfriend, but we broke up a month ago."
"Ah I see. That's too bad." Sasuke said. Too bad for that guy, but not for Sasuke, who smiled broadly now. "So, I was wondering if you'd like to come over. Maybe we could lunch together or something."
"..Eh.." Neji said, not really knowing what to say. He wanted to, but somewhere he still didn't trust Sasuke completely.
"You don't have to. It's just a suggestion." Sasuke quickly said.
"..Yeah I know." Neji said. "Well you know what, I'll come over."
"Really? That's nice of you." Sasuke said smiling.
"I'm so nice." Neji said, laughing a little. "Can you text message me your address?"
"Yeah sure." Sasuke said and laughed a little too. "I'll see you in a bit then ok?"
"You will." Neji answered. "Then I'll finish cleaning and then I'll come your way."
"Ok. Thanks Neji. See you soon." Sasuke said.
"Bye." Neji said and then hung up the phone.
Sasuke hung up the phone and then text messaged Neji his address. He then waited.
Around an hour later, the doorbell rang and Sasuke quickly opened the door to find Neji standing there.
"Hi." Sasuke said smiling. Damn, he couldn't help being so happy about it all.
"Hey." Neji said. "You look happy." He noticed with a smile.
"Oh yeah well.. I'm just happy you decided to come. So come on in." Sasuke said as he opened the door for Neji.
"Thanks." Neji said, as he walked in and took off the jacket he had been wearing.
"So you done cleaning?" Sasuke asked as he closed the door again and led Neji inside.
"Yes." Neji answered. "It's not a lot to clean because the house isn't big, so I was done quickly."
"That's good." Sasuke said. "So should we order lunch or make some or do you want to do something else?"
"We could just make some here right?" Neji asked. "And can you show me around the house? I'm curious about how it all looks."
"Ok. Let's do that first." Sasuke said. "Well this is obviously the livingroom. And the kitchen's right over there." Sasuke said, pointing to the kitchen.
"Looks nice." Neji said, as he looked around. Itachi and Sasuke had a nice kitchen. It was small, but nicely decorated.
"It is." Sasuke said and then walked to the stairs.
"Upstairs is my room, so come on." Sasuke said and walked upstairs.
"Alright." Neji said, nodding, as he followed Sasuke. "Is it nice to live here again?"
"Very." Sasuke said. "I missed this place a lot." He then opened the door to his room.
"I can understand that." Neji said as he walked into Sasuke's room and looked around. "Looks nice."
"It's not really special." Sasuke said shrugging. "Itachi's room is next to here and across the hall is the bathroom. That's pretty much it I guess."
"It's bigger then my room." Neji said, laughing.
"Really? Then you must not have a big room." Sasuke said smiling. "Should we make lunch now?"
"Are you hungry?" Neji asked, grinning a little.
"A little. I waited for you." Sasuke answered laughing. They then walked downstairs.
"That's very nice of you." Neji said, smirking. "Hey, we're acting like strangers around each other, but I want to ask you something personal anyway. I was a little worried about you and the drugs. Did you get off of them completely?"
Sasuke looked at Neji and smiled. It was nice to hear Neji was worried about him.
"I did. Haven't touched a pill for three and a half months now." Sasuke said. "Did you?"
"Orochimaru never gave me drugs so I kicked off when I was there." Neji said, as they walked into the kitchen. "But that's good. You can see it that you don't do drugs anymore."
"So I've been told." Sasuke said. "Don't talk about him." Nobody talked about the gang around. He simply didn't want it anymore.
Neji frowned.
"Why not?" He asked, as he looked at Sasuke a little oddly.
"I don't like talking about them." Sasuke said. "So what should we eat?" He asked, changing the subject.
"Just a sandwich is fine." Neji said, smiling at Sasuke.
"Ok well, what do you want on it?" Sasuke asked as he pulled out some bread.
"Cheese, if you have it." Neji said. "Should I help?"
"If you want. Could you grab a knife?" Sasuke asked, pointing to a cabinet. He pulled some cheese and butter out of the fridge.
Neji nodded as he walked to the cabinet and searched for a knife. As he had found it, he walked back to Sasuke and handed him the knife.
"Here you are." Neji said. "It's so strange to just talk to you again."
Sasuke looked at Neji for a while and then started to put some butter on the bread.
"I know. It is." He said. "I'm glad you want to though."
"Me too." Neji said. "I doubted for a moment when you called me. I don't know, especially in the first months we had no contact I told myself to never search contact with you anymore, for my own good. But I did miss you."
Sasuke silently continued to put butter on the bread now.
"..I guess I missed you too." He said. He wasn't really sure of what to say.
Neji nodded, as he watched Sasuke making the sandwiches.
"So how's school going?" He asked.
"It's going well." Sasuke answered and then put the knife away and put slices of cheese on them.
"Not to scare you or anything, but I guess I should be honest right?" Sasuke asked and looked at Neji.
Neji frowned.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"Do you want me to be honest or not?" Sasuke asked as he sliced the bread into halves and put them on a plate.
"Of course I want you to be honest." Neji said, frowning. "I just don't understand what you're talking about."
"I needed to know if you want me to be honest. And I don't wanna scare you Neji, but I never... really got over you." Sasuke said and looked at Neji, his face serious.
Neji frowned even deeper.
"...Are you serious?" He asked. He looked even more confused as Sasuke nodded. "..But.. why? I mean, we haven't even been officially together or something.. we haven't been together for more then a month."
"Well I still liked you a lot." Sasuke said. "You were there for me no matter what. I guess I needed that."
"..When we started seeing each other I thought you only needed sex." Neji said.
"I told you back then that that wasn't all that I wanted. I meant that." Sasuke said. "It were the little things you did. Like taking care of me when I was sick and stuff. Respecting it that I didn't wanna talk but letting me know I could tell you anything anyway. Those kind of things."
"That's true." Neji said, thinking. "..Well I'm not scared now or something, I'm just amazed I made such a big impact on you."
Sasuke shrugged.
"Anyway, do you want something to drink with this?" He handed Neji the sandwiches.
"Some water is fine." Neji said, accepting the sandwiches. "Thanks."
Sasuke nodded as he grabbed a glass and filled it with water. He gave it to Neji and then poured some milk for himself.
"You haven't seen the garden yet." Sasuke said and walked out of the kitchen to the backdoor. He opened it to a small garden. He always loved being there.
Neji followed Sasuke and looked around again.
"Small but nice." He said, nodding. "Should we sit here?"
"I guess so." Sasuke said. He said down on a bench Itachi and him had put in the garden.
Neji sat down next to him now.
"Do you have a job now?" He asked.
"Well I work at the video-shop part time. Do you?" Sasuke asked. He wondered if this was all they were gonna ever say about their feelings. If it would all just be shallow from now on.
"I work at a music shop, how funny." Neji said, smiling.
Sasuke smiled a little too.
"I guess that is funny." He said and then silently ate his sandwich.
Neji sighed.
"We're a little awkward to each other." Neji said, as he looked at Sasuke.
"I know.." Sasuke said, not meeting Neji's eyes. "I guess that's just because I like you and you won't like me back." He smiled a little, but it was a sad smile.
"..Well I like you but probably not in the way you like me now." Neji said.
"Exactly. So I guess that's why we're awkward." Sasuke said and put away his plate. "Maybe I shouldn't have invited you over just yet."
"It's already half a year ago." Neji said, shrugging.
"That doesn't mean we were ready for this." Sasuke said.
"True." Neji said, nodding. "I just think we need to start over somehow."
"..I guess.." Sasuke said. "Look Neji, I just want this to be your choice. If you don't want to start over, then say it."
"If I wouldn't have wanted it I wouldn't be here." Neji said.
"Aren't you scared the same thing would happen? You really can't convince me you would want to start over completely. It's not like you'll forget." Sasuke said.
"The only thing I still can't handle is having sex with people." Neji said, as he shook his head.
"I can understand that. But what I mean is that... I'm not just someone. And I know you won't be able to ever completely forgive me. So.." Sasuke said.
"I know." Neji said, sighing. "..But you did good things too."
"What are you trying to say." Sasuke asked, not understanding why there even was a 'but' in Neji's sentence.
"..Well.. if you hadn't changed your mind, if you hadn't changed and if you just stayed as cruel as you were.. I'd still be in Orochimaru's hands right now." Neji said. "I'm very well aware of that."
"Yeah but what does that have to do with anything." Sasuke asked.
"..Well.. that I still have more then enough reason to trust you after all." Neji said, shrugging.
Sasuke looked at Neji for a while and then sighed.
"I don't know what to do with you Neji." He said.
"Why not?" Neji asked.
"Because I don't know what you expect from me. You're saying you can trust me, but you can't forgive me and that you want to start over but I don't know if you want be friends or what." Sasuke said.
"I'm confused myself as well." Neji said, as he leaned back a little and closed his eyes. "But I'm still attracted to you. A lot."
Sasuke sighed and looked at Neji. He then leaned over Neji all of a sudden and gave him a soft kiss. He could always try. There really wasn't anything to loose.
Neji opened his eyes now and looked at Sasuke for a moment. He then grabbed Sasuke's head and kissed him back. Yes. He wanted this.
Sasuke put a hand on Neji's cheek. He wasn't really sure whether Neji grabbing his head was impulse or really just because he wanted to kiss. But Sasuke definitely wanted it. He kissed Neji softly. It had been ages since he kissed and he had really longed for Neji's soft lips.
Neji looked at Sasuke and then let his eyes slip closed, as he pulled Sasuke closer gently and deepened the kiss, licking over Sasuke's lips.
Sasuke made Neji part his lips and softly licked his tongue. He really did miss this. A lot. Sasuke put a hand on Neji's hip, to pull him slightly closer as well.
Neji slowly moved his tongue as well, and then moved some more so he sat down onto Sasuke's lap.
Sasuke let out a soft moan as Neji did this and wrapped his arms around Neji's waist, pulling him close. Sasuke pulled back a little a few times before kissing Neji passionately again.
Neji enjoyed kissing Sasuke for a while and then broke the kiss, to look at him.
"...It seems I feel more for you then I expected.." Neji softly said.
Sasuke looked back at Neji.
"..I guess so.. If you want me to stop I'll stop Neji.." Sasuke said, stroking through his hair once.
"..I'd tell you.." Neji said, nodding. He then just kissed Sasuke again.
Sasuke kissed back again, but broke the kiss after a little while.
"..So what does this mean then?" He asked softly.
"..That I want to try a relationship." Neji said, looking at Sasuke.
Sasuke looked back.
"Why?" He asked as he stroke over Neji's back lovingly.
"..I obviously still feel a lot for you, even after all that happened." Neji said. "..I'm feeling all warm and... that means something, right?"
"I guess it does." Sasuke said and smiled a little. "We should just take it slow this time then..."
"Indeed." Neji said, nodding. He then sighed and hugged Sasuke, putting his head onto Sasuke's shoulder.
Sasuke held Neji close and gave him a kiss in the neck.
"I missed you. So much." He softly said.
"I missed you too.." Neji said. "It was unconsciously though.. I felt like there was something missing, in every boy I was with.. I guess that was you, because I finally feel satisfied now.."
Sasuke smiled broadly.
"That's nice of you to say." He said and stroke through Neji's hair. "I didn't even try with others, because I still wanted you. So I'm happy we can at least try."
Neji softly kissed Sasuke's neck.
"..It's absurd though.." He softly said. "..Out of something that was forced on both on us, something nice could have been risen.."
"I know.. It's odd. But I'm really happy it all led me to you." Sasuke said.
"I'm as well." Neji said, nodding.
Sasuke smiled and looked at the sky.
"We should head inside. I think it's going to rain." Sasuke said.
"I don't really care, but alright." Neji said, smiling. He then got off of Sasuke's lap.
Sasuke laughed a little.
"I don't think you want to be soaking wet." Sasuke said and grabbed Neji's hand. They then walked back inside.
Neji followed Sasuke and then closed the door behind him. The second they were inside, it started to rain indeed.
"Whoa, just in time." Neji said.
Sasuke looked at the rain and then at Neji again.
"I know." He said and then grabbed Neji's head and kissed him again. He missed the kissing. Especially with Neji, he should've done that more often before.
Neji smiled and then kissed back. He loved kissing Sasuke again.
Sasuke softly pushed Neji against the wall and kissed him deeply and passionately. He didn't even notice the front door opening.
Neji moaned slightly as he closed his eyes and put his hands onto Sasuke's chest, as he kissed a little more roughly. Until he suddenly heard someone cough, and when he looked up, Sasuke's older brother, Itachi, was there, looking at them with an eyebrow pulled up.
Sasuke stared at his brother for a while and then took a small step back so he wasn't pushing against Neji anymore.
"Oh.. Hi Itachi." Sasuke said.
"..You got back together?" Itachi asked, nodding into Neji's direction.
"..We did.." Sasuke said, looking at Neji for a while and then to Itachi.
"Just now actually." He smiled.
"Well congratulations." Itachi said. "Do you guys know the time?"
Sasuke frowned and looked on his watch.
"It's half past two." He answered. "Why? And thanks."
"Just to know when I have to start cooking." Itachi said, shrugging. "A friend of mine, Deidara, is coming over. Is that alright with you?"
"Err well yeah, why not? Can Neji stay for dinner as well?" Sasuke asked and looked at Neji. "If you want to of course."
"Sure, I'd love to." Neji said, nodding.
"That's fine." Itachi said, nodding. "Then I'm going to do some groceries. Neji, are you allergic to something?"
"Nope, everything's fine with me." Neji said, and Itachi nodded again, as he searched for some bags.
"So pick out something nice then, for your 'friend'." Sasuke said smirking as he looked at Itachi. Itachi never let a friend come over, so this guy must be just a little more then just that.
Itachi looked up to Sasuke now and when he saw the look on Sasuke's face, he just chose to ignore it and searched for his wallet. Neji looked at Sasuke with an eyebrow pulled up, but decided to ask later.
Sasuke laughed now.
"I'm eager to see who stole your heart Itachi." He said and then took Neji's hand in his.
"Let's go to my room ok?" He said.
"No one did." Itachi said, huffing. Neji looked at Sasuke and nodded.
"If you're going to have sex, you have an hour, be done then when I return ok." Itachi said, changing the subject.
Sasuke laughed offended.
"Shut up Itachi. And yes, someone did." He said and then dragged Neji with him, up the stairs.
Itachi huffed again, before he left the house. Neji meanwhile followed Sasuke.
"Hey, calm down." He said, laughing a little.
"I just want to spend as much time with you as possible now." Sasuke said and smiled at Neji. Once they reached his room, he sat down on the bed and signed for Neji to sit down as well.
Neji sat down next to Sasuke and smiled back at him. He then grabbed Sasuke's head and kissed him again. He just couldn't keep his hands off of Sasuke.
Sasuke smiled as Neji did this and grabbed his hips tightly. He then moved onto the bed and pulled Neji with him. He sat down on Neji and kissed him again, licking Neji's lips and tongue gratefully.
Neji put his arms around Sasuke's neck as he brought Sasuke closer, closing his eyes. In a few seconds he was moving his hands through Sasuke's hair again, while he made massaging like movements with his tongue in Sasuke's mouth, touching Sasuke's tongue as well.
Sasuke slowly let his hands go under Neji's shirt. He wasn't really sure whether Neji wanted to do this, but he just had to try. He would stop if Neji said no.
Neji softly moaned as he kept kissing Sasuke passionately and touched his back and neck, sometimes letting his hands slip in Sasuke's shirt as well.
Sasuke pushed up Neji's shirt and then let his fingertips cross over Neji's body. He swirled them around and over Neji's nipples, making them hard. Neji seemed to really want this.
Neji moaned a little as he felt what Sasuke was doing to his nipples, and he pushed his head back a little. He broke the kiss, and then he took off Sasuke's shirt.
"Do you want this?" Sasuke asked and then moved his head down to start licking and sucking Neji's nipple, caressing the other one with his finger.
Neji closed his eyes, moaning.
"..I d-do.. but.. there is one problem.." He sighed, enjoying what Sasuke was doing.
Sasuke looked up at Neji.
"What then?" He asked, looking at Neji and stopping for a while, but kept moving his hands over Neji's upper body.
"..Well.. I'm kind of.. stretched.." Neji said, shrugging, as he looked back. "..I haven't really been able to feel something since.. you know.. And I don't think you will either.."
Sasuke looked at Neji and then frowned.
"..Didn't it.. you know.. un-stretch?" Sasuke asked.
Neji shook his head now.
"..Nope." He said. "I already went to the doctor with it, but he said it takes a lot of time.. and that if it'll take more then three months from now, I'll have to do an operation. You see.. I have a little effort with.. well this is humiliating, but well.. with having a crap." He sweatdropped now.
Sasuke frowned and then looked away.
"I'm sorry.." He said. "What kind of difficulty?"
"..It's not your fault." Neji said, as he shook his head. "..And well.. eh.. I can't really stop it when I have to go to the toilet."
"..Then how do you do that when you have to go?" Sasuke asked frowning. Was it really still that bad?
"..I have to wear a nappy every day." Neji said, looking away. His face was red with shame now.
Sasuke looked at Neji and then smiled a little.
"It's ok Neji, you don't have to be ashamed." Sasuke softly said and gave Neji a soft kiss on the lips.
"..Well I am." Neji said. "Someone my age shouldn't be wearing shit like that."
"It's not your fault that happened." Sasuke said. "There's no one who will know and the ones that do know, won't care. Because you're still Neji."
"..I hope so.." Neji muttered.
"Don't worry about it ok?" Sasuke said. "And about the sex. There's plenty of other ways I can give you pleasure." He smiled at Neji and stroke some hairs out of Neji's face.
"..Yeah I know.. but it's about you as well." Neji said, sighing. "..I don't know if you'll be satisfied with a simple handjob or blowjob."
Sasuke laughed a little.
"As long as it's you doing it it's all good. Besides, I haven't had any sex after you, so." He answered and smiled some more. "Really, don't worry about it."
"..Alright." Neji said, nodding. "..I'll go to the toilet first then, alright? To make sure nothing happens."
Sasuke smiled.
"You do that." He said and ruffled Neji's hair, getting off of him.
Neji smiled at Sasuke and then stood from the bed and walked to Sasuke's bathroom. He was glad that Sasuke respected this.
Sasuke just waited for Neji with a smile. He could care less about Neji wearing diapers. He felt guilty, but other then that it really wasn't a problem. Neji was still Neji and Sasuke loved him.
After a while, Neji came walking from the bathroom again and sat down onto the bed again. He pushed Sasuke down onto it and kissed him again.
Sasuke grabbed Neji tightly and then turned them around so he was on top again. He pulled off Neji's shirt, having enough of that by now and touched Neji's nipples again.
Neji softly moaned, as he moved his hands over Sasuke's back and them let them slip into Sasuke's hands.
" ..I love you.." He softly said.
"I love you too." Sasuke said and kissed Neji's neck lovingly. "I'm so happy." He whispered.
"Me too.. I'm so glad you accept me for who I am.." Neji said, sighing, satisfied.
"Of course I do." Sasuke said. "I'm the lucky one here. That you still want me." Sasuke said and let one hand slip away from Neji's to start unbuttoning Neji's pants.
Neji smiled at Sasuke.
"Of course I still want you." He said, as he slipped down Sasuke's pants now.
"I wouldn't have been surprised if you didn't." Sasuke said as he pulled down Neji's pants, and then diapers as well, over Neji's legs. He knew Neji wouldn't be comfortable if Sasuke saw him with his diapers on.
Neji bit his lip for a moment, and then quickly pulled Sasuke's head up, kissing him again. He didn't want Sasuke to look down there. He had just cleaned it, but he still felt ashamed for that his entrance was so stretched up. And the scars were even more ugly.
Sasuke kissed Neji back and then pulled off both of their pants and underpants. He then moved his hands down and softly stroke Neji's length, wanting to pleasure him.
Neji let out a soft moan as he started massaging Sasuke's back and then softly started to stroke Sasuke's length as well.
Sasuke let out some moans too and then spread Neji's legs. He had more tricks up his sleeve then just a handjob. Sasuke just moved his hips down and started rubbing their lengths together as he started kissing Neji again.
Neji groaned a little as he kissed back passionately. He then turned them both around again and kissed down Sasuke's jaw, going lower and lower.
Sasuke grabbed Neji's ass and made his length move over his own. He moaned a little louder as he put his head back and let Neji kiss him all over.
Neji started to use his tongue as well now and moaned slightly because Sasuke grabbed his ass like that. He then moved lower and lower, licking Sasuke's nipples for some seconds, and then licked down even more. It was obvious where he was heading to.
"D-don't you want to go first?" Sasuke asked as he looked down. Damn, just the sight of Neji licking him was making him hard in a second. This was great.
" .It's fine." Neji said, nodding, and then continued with what he was doing. He licked down even more and then reached Sasuke's dick. With his fingers he stroke over the part where Sasuke got some hair, and he let his tongue travel up Sasuke's length.
Sasuke let out a loud moan as he grabbed Neji by the hair. That felt so good.
"..Hmm you're great.." He moaned to Neji.
"I know." Neji said with a smirk, and then opened his mouth and put it around Sasuke's dick. He then slid his mouth down, so Sasuke immediately felt a lot.
Sasuke gasped as Neji did this and moved his hips up a little. Not too much though, he didn't wanna choke Neji or anything.
Neji smiled at Sasuke and then he started moving. He was sure this kind of sex would do for now. He didn't need any more. As long as he could be together with Sasuke and enjoy, it would be fine.
A while later, Sasuke and Neji were laying in bed together. They were cuddling with each other after having sex, which turned out great. Sasuke gave Neji soft kisses and they were returned. Then their mood was disturbed when someone called out to them.
"Sasuke, Neji, we're going to eat!" Itachi's voice yelled from downstairs.
"..Man, I don't want to get up but I am damn hungry." Neji muttered.
Sasuke laughed softly.
"We have to eat, otherwise Itachi will just drag us down." He gave Neji a few last kisses and then got out of the bed with a groan.
Neji smirked and then got up and dressed.
"Your brother was having a friend over, right?" He asked.
"Yeah. Itachi's possible lover. He never invites people who are just friends." Sasuke said smirking as he dressed as well.
"And he does to possible lovers?" Neji asked, grinning a little. He then was done dressing and waited for Sasuke to be done.
"I don't know. But it must be someone special." Sasuke said smirking and once he was done dressing he grabbed Neji's hand and they walked downstairs, to the dining area.
Neji walked with Sasuke, and when they entered the dining room, they saw Itachi putting some food on plates in the kitchen, and there was a tall blonde sitting at the table, looking at Itachi.
The blonde turned to Sasuke and Neji as he heard them approaching and smiled.
"You must be Sasuke." He said as he shook Sasuke's hand. "I'm Deidara." He said and then shook Neji's hand as well.
"Hey, I'm Neji." Neji said, as he shook Deidara's hand.
Itachi now walked towards the table and put two plates down, in front of the spots where Deidara was sitting and Neji had to sit.
Deidara suddenly smirked and then slapped Itachi on the ass. Sasuke's jaw practically dropped to the floor as he sat down. That was... daring.
"You have such a nice ass." Deidara said smirking.
Itachi jumped a little and then turned his head now and stared at Deidara, not believing that Deidara just did that. He then frowned.
"..Eh.." He said, not really knowing what to say now, which lead Neji to snort. "Don't do that." Itachi then said, as he looked offended, and then walked back to the kitchen.
Deidara just laughed at this.
"Oh come on, you aren't that shy in the bedroom are you?" He asked smirking, putting his head on one hand.
"..Dude.." Sasuke said, still not believing someone had dared to slap Itachi's butt. In public.
Neji sat down next to Sasuke now.
"Why are you so surprised?" He asked, laughing a little, as he heard Itachi huff a little in the kitchen. Itachi then came walking back with the other plates and put them in front of Sasuke and the place he would sit down at.
"What do you guys want to drink?" He then asked.
"Milk please." Sasuke said, smirking at Itachi. "And Itachi never gets slapped on the ass like that. He must really like you Deidara."
Deidara smiled at Sasuke and then at Itachi.
"Should I help you with the drinks?" He asked innocently.
"I'm fine Dei, just don't forget who's the dominant one here." Itachi said, with a twitching eyebrow.
"I'd just like some water." Neji said, while Itachi walked back to the kitchen to get the drinks.
Deidara laughed again.
"I know." He said. Once Itachi came back and finally sat down as well, Sasuke looked at him with a smirk.
"So are you two.. you know?" He asked.
"Not yet no." Itachi said, as he shook his head, not even realising that he forgot to get something to drink for Deidara. He seemed a little confused or at least nervous. Neji meanwhile took a sip of his water.
"Not yet? Hmm maybe we should do something about that then hm." Deidara said. "But you shouldn't have forgotten my drink then, if you want me to like you." He said and pouted, but you could see he was smirking as well.
"...You didn't tell me what you wanted to drink." Itachi said, rolling his eyes, as he got up again. "What do you want to drink?" He quickly fought away his blush, Neji noticed with an amused smirk. He looked at Sasuke and he saw Sasuke had the same expression on his face.
"I'd like some lemonade, thank you." Deidara said and Sasuke laughed.
"You're so obvious Itachi." He said.
"Shut up Sasuke." Itachi said. He was pouring Deidara some lemonade now and when he was done, he walked back to the table and put the lemonade in front of Deidara. He then sat down again.
"Oh so now I have to pour my own lemonade if I want more? I thought you were gonna spoil me now." Deidara said, faking his innocence again. Sasuke smirked. He just loved it when someone could get on Itachi's nerves.
Itachi looked at Deidara, a little irritated now.
"Do you want me to hate you all of a sudden?" He then asked.
Deidara acted shocked.
"But you said to me you were gonna spoil me. Or maybe you said that about the things we are gonna do in the bedroom." Deidara said and smirked now.
"You know what I was talking about." Itachi muttered, huffing a little, as he started eating. Neji looked at Sasuke with a curious smile. Was Sasuke's brother always like this?
"Hmm nope, I don't think I know." Deidara said. "Maybe you should explain." He now let his feet rub Itachi's leg under the table. Sasuke looked back at Neji, still snickering a little. He nodded, knowing exactly what Neji was thinking.
Itachi looked at Deidara now, without an expression on his face, as he just continued eating. When Deidara didn't stop rubbing his leg, he kicked Deidara's foot away. Not too hard of course.
"You're so mean." Deidara said and then started eating. Sasuke looked at the two now. He knew Itachi wasn't gonna be happy about Deidara stopping either. Itachi was complicated.
They continued eating for a while and Itachi looked at Deidara once in a while, and then noticed Deidara was ignoring him. He frowned. Why was Deidara doing that? Itachi decided to ignore it for a while, but he then got a little uncertain. He then saw Deidara had drank all of his lemonade.
"..Eh.. do you want some more lemonade Dei?" He then asked.
"No thank you." Deidara said. "Did you know your name means weasel in English?" He said and then suddenly burst out laughing. "You're name's weasel! Weasel!" He laughed.
Itachi stared at Deidara now, completely confused now. What on earth was he supposed to do with this? Wait a second.. did Deidara just call him weasel?
"Shut up, of course I know that." He said, with a twitching eyebrow. Neji laughed a little as well. Deidara was insane.
Sasuke had tried to not start laughing but then couldn't hold back anymore. All three of them were laughing now and Deidara just kept calling Itachi weasel. He found it hilarious.
Itachi glared at them all and huffed again.
"Stop it." He then said, which of course lead all of them to laugh only harder.
"It's just too hilarious! Weasel!" Deidara laughed loudly and then wiped away some tears he got from laughing so hard.
"What's so funny about my name meaning weasel?" Itachi then asked, pulling up one of his eyebrows.
"It's just hilarious! I mean, who's called weasel! What kind of lame name is that!" Deidara laughed and Neji and Sasuke were still joining him.
"Well it's Japanese, it's not like people know that it means weasel, except for retards who go looking up the meanings of names." Itachi said, looking away, offended. Neji smirked as he stopped laughing.
Sasuke stopped laughing as well and so did Deidara after a few more hiccups.
"I didn't look it up because I like looking up names you know." Deidara said.
"Then why?" Itachi asked, staring at Deidara again.
"Because I wanted to know more about you of course." Deidara said, smiling as he stroke some more tears away.
"You're still a retard for looking up what my name means." Itachi said, sweatdropping now.
"Now guys, be nice to each other." Neji said, smirking.
Sasuke laughed at Neji saying this.
"Oh mister relationship professional, you're one to talk." He said, grinning at Neji.
"I'm not a retard. I just happened to wanna know that. Because it was your name I was looking up." Deidara said.
Itachi snorted while Neji smiled at Sasuke and then leaned forwards, giving him a kiss.
"Who wants a dessert?" Itachi asked.
"I want some dessert. How about we take it upstairs so you can lick it off my body." Deidara said and wriggled his eyebrows.
Sasuke snorted into the kiss he had with Neji. That Deidara was straight forward alright.
And Itachi once again stared at Deidara. What on earth had he gotten himself into? Neji broke the kiss now and smirked.
"Perhaps it's smart to leave those two alone now, Sasu." He then said.
Sasuke looked at Neji surprised. He liked that name for some reason.
"Maybe we should." He said and then got up. "We'll have dessert later Itachi. Good luck." He smirked at Itachi.
Itachi stared at Sasuke for a few seconds, not knowing if he even wanted to be alone with Deidara now, but then Neji took Sasuke's hand and took him with him up the stairs. Itachi sweatdropped. Now he had no choice.
Sasuke looked over his shoulder when Neji pulled him away and then saw Deidara getting up and kissing Itachi full on the lips. He smirked. This would be good for Itachi. He could loosen up once in a while. Neji then pulled Sasuke up the stairs.
When they reached Sasuke's room and Neji pulled Sasuke in, Neji closed the door again and then pushed his lover onto the bed and sat down on top, smiling.
"Well, your brother's going to have a little fun I guess, so I guess it's only fair if we do as well." He said, as he kissed Sasuke's lips.
Sasuke smirked as he kissed back again.
"You know, we just had some fun before dinner." He said and grinned at Neji, moving his hands under Neji's shirt and softly stroking it.
"I know." Neji said. "You know, I know the perfect way of celebrating we are together now."
"What then?" Sasuke asked curious, looking up at Neji.
"Going on a holiday together." Neji said. "If you don't have money enough, I spared some. It would be really nice to go somewhere together."
Sasuke looked at Neji a little bewildered for a while and then smiled thankfully.
"I would love to go.. But I really don't have the money and I can't expect you to pay Neji." He said.
"Well I want to pay for it, and if you really want to pay for it as well, you can pay me back later." Neji said, smiling too, as he gave Sasuke another kiss on the lips.
"I'll do that then." Sasuke said. "I love you Neji. Thanks for wanting all this." He grabbed Neji and hugged him tight.
Neji smiled as he hugged back.
"Don't thank me for that." Neji said. "I love you."
"Well I still do. Can you call me Sasu more often?" Sasuke asked, stroking through Neji's hair. He was so happy Neji and him weren't awkward anymore. They were even better now.
Neji laughed a little.
"Do you like that?" He asked, as he gave Sasuke butterfly kisses all over his face.
"Yes.. A lot." Sasuke said as he hummed a little as Neji kissed him. He then grabbed Neji's head and gave him a passionate kiss on the lips.
Neji kissed back passionately too, as he closed his eyes. He was really happy with Sasuke. He was glad they had contact again and made up, and were even in a relationship now. He was sure that this would go alright, that they'd be a great couple together. And he looked forward to the holiday. They'd finally be able to enjoy the other to the fullest. He had found his new drugs.