Maya's POV

I excused myself and ran to the door running after him down the hall.

"Justin." I said

He stopped dead in his tracks, "Please tell me I'm not hearing things."

"You aren't."

He turned around and gave me a weak smile and I walked closer.

"Now what's this letter I've been hearing so much about.

He looked at me for what seemed like forever, deep. His gaze was burning into me and I was making sure mine burned right back.

"Maya," he said stepping closer and placing a hand on my cheek, "I never meant to hurt you."

I just looked to the side staring down, I couldn't have this talk. I just couldn't I knew he would suck me back in. With those dumb brown eyes and that stupid smile and his honey brown locks, and those amazing dimples, oh those dimples. Maya shut up.

I snapped out of it and looked at him.

"Justin I-I can't do this." And with those words I did what I do best, I ran.

I ran as fast as I could to my car and got in, but the thing that was different this time was that before I could lock the door, there was Justin sitting in the passenger seat staring right at me.

Beth's POV

"Where do you think they are? They've been gone awhile. Ooo-ooo-ooo! Do you think Maya hit him? Punched him? Did bodily harm? Killed him? Think I should break out my awesome detective skills? Call up my burial connections?" Mel exclaimed standing up.

I laughed and stood up next to her, "Nah I'll just use my amazing ninja skills on him if Maya hasn't already" I said striking a pose.

Melody rolled her eyes, "What Ninja skills?"

I smacked her in the arm, "Shut up.

"Well I guess its time to go Maya said to meet her at the car soon so we should before she leaves us."

"She wouldn't leave you guys." Ryan laughed.

"Oh the hell she wouldn't! Last time we went shopping we all split up and I was back to the car but little miss BCBG over here wasn't and Maya left." I said laughing.

"Hey that was not funny! She made me promise that I would buy her food so she would come get me!"

I shook my head, "Well you should know she's serious about it! You've known her the longest and you act like its a surprise she made you promise her food! That girl loves food just like you. I'm pretty sure its in your freaking blood!"

She rolled her eyes at me and we said bye to the guys. Today was a rough first day. I was just hoping tomorrow would be a little bit easier. But, knowing Maya and Justin for as long as Mel and I have, well that wouldn't exactly be easy. Maya's mind set was that she was strong and could do anything she wanted without a guy by her side, just like Melody's. When Maya was around Justin though, I think that all changed. She becomes putty in his hand. She's just not right for that boy. Sure he's good looking, with the hair, and the eyes, and the dimples and- Beth stop he's a douchebag who hurts Maya. Yeah but he's a hot douchebag...anyways.

Melody and I walked out the doors of the studio walking past Kenny on his Segway he waved and almost fell, we laughed and he kept going. We waved to Pattie across the lot as the car came into site.

"Beth!" someone called. I snapped around really quick to see Ryan pulling Chaz away as he waved, I shook my head and smiled and turned around to keep walking when Mel's hand collided with my stomach.

"Ow! What was that for!"

She didn't say anything she just pointed and what I saw shocked me just as much as her.

Justin's POV

I couldn't let Maya get away. Not this time. I lost her once and I won't lose her again even if she does still hate me. I ran after her and by the time she slid into the driver's seat I was right next to her in the passanger's seat. She looked at me long and hard. We sat in silence for a few minutes before I spoke.

"I know you don't want to hear this right now but you just, you need to know some things. But I won't tell them to you."

I reached over and laid one kiss to Maya's forehead, "Forever and always."

I slid out of the seat and layed an old notebook on the passenger's seat before shutting the door.

I turned and was met with the eyes of Beth and Melody. I nodded towards them, slid my hands in my pockets and walked to where Ryan and Chaz were.

"What'd you do?" Ryan and Chaz asked in sync.

"Gave her the notebook, all I can do."

They both nodded and followed me to my car.

Melody's POV

"What's she doing?" Beth whisper yelled

"Shhhhh! She'll hear us" I said

We both leaned out the door of my room and looked at Maya.

She sat on the couch, it was midnight, something was up. She ran her hand over a notebook and opened it. It took all of her attention because the next moment Beth knocked me onto the ground and she didn't flinch or so I thought.

She kept reading and spoke, "Seriously guys if you want to know what it is just ask me. When have I hid something from you two?"

I shrugged and we walked to sit on the couch. "What is it Maya?" Beth spoke.

She shrugged, "Justin left it in the seat when he got out of the car today."

She stared at the first page, "What?" I spoke

She shook her head and shut the book, standing up, "I can't read it, not yet. Anyone for a food run?"

I stood and pushed her down, "You need to read it before tomorrow. We'll go get food, we know all your usuals."

We walked out the door leaving her alone to know what she needed to know.

Maya's POV

Here goes nothing. I flipped to the second page and scrawled across the page in messy writing it said

June 5th, The Day She Walked Out Of My Life and I Became Broken Forever.