*Dans POV*

I pick my wok up and slide silently back into the kitchen, kicking the wall as I go. Gerard follows me. He clears his throat in that way that says 'I'm here, talk to me'

'Go away' I say quietly.

'Can I have my dinner first?' I make a point of spitting in the food and stirring it. Disgusting, I know, but he really pissed me off.

'You know, I think I'll just order a pizza' as he leaves, I slide down the wall onto the floor and bury my head in my knees. What am I doing, I do miss Phil! Why did I make him leave, now I have no chance of seeing him! My phone beeps from in my pocket. I pull it out and open the text from Carrie.

[Carrie] -3:59

We've just had a call from social services. They want us to take full custody of Alexa, because she's our daughter, but they want your consent to say that we are fit enough as parents. Expect a call soon, :) xxx

I don't bother replying, I just put my phone in my pocket. Why should I reply?

I finish my tea, and sit on the sofa to watch TV with Gerard.

'Look, I'm sorry for doing that, I was really mad at you for inviting Phil here. What I did to you was uncalled for' I take a big spoonful of Stir Fry.

'And what you did to Phil?' What does he expect me to say?

'Well...I don't know really...' He stares me straight in the eye.

'I want you to call him and apologise. Now' I groan in frustration. I don't want to apologise! But I do need to.

I pull out my phone, and just as I'm about to dial his number, he phones me first.

'Phil, oh I'm so glad you called, I-'

'Dan save it, we've just had a car accident' I hear him crying down the phone, panicking. He doesn't deal well under pressure or stress, I've learned that.

'Calm down Phil. Are we calm? Good, now tell me what's wrong, calmly' I use my voice that always calmed him down before, and it seems to work now.

'Its Chris. He-' he say the last bit in practically a whisper.

'He's not breathing'

DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUUUUN

Sorry it took me so long to update, I've actually written the next 4 chapters, but I've been too lazy to update, so be expecting another 4 chapters hopefully by the end of the day.

You may need some tissues for the next couple of chapters if you are upset quite easily.

(I'm not good at writing sadness though oh)

Anyway, enjoy!

R&R for cuddles from Alex Gaskarth ^_^

Love always,

~Georgie'xo~

P.S: The next few chapters will be quite short, and one of them won't make sense.

I've been issued a challenge from my friends to include certain words in my chapters.

Sorry!