Say what Laura? You updated this literally a day after the latest update? Oh yeah, I'm that awesome :D but seriously, see what lots of reviews does to me? I hope you like where this story is going, I have a lot in mind for it so I also just hope you'll be willing to read it. The inspiration for this one and a bunch of other Nair stories keeps coming so you won't get rid of me that soon ;)

I do not own any characters or songs used in this chapter, just the ideas are mine.

Song: All good things

''As I said on the phone-'' she started nervously, she knew the time for this would eventually come, but she never thought she would be the one doing the deed, she always imagined Nate finding someone else before her and 'politely' screwing her off. ''-we need to talk''

He immediately raised an eyebrow and scrunched up his face, she knew she shouldn't have started with 'we need to talk' that made it even worse

''Well that just doesn't sound like any good'' he said honestly

''No-no-'' her tongue started tying ''-I mean it's not awful, but it's not ideal, I mean-'' she out spoke herself. Nate came closer and grabbed her by her shoulders

''-Blair-'' he said calmly ''-stop freaking out and just tell me''

She took a deep breath and nodded

''Bare with me'' she pleaded silently while holding his hands. For an unknown reason it felt oddly natural….too natural. She pushed the thought of her mind and reminded herself once more that Nate was not boyfriend material. And why was she even mentioning words boyfriend and Nate in the same sentence? He only wanted you for your body, he won't be mad/disappointed when you tell him, after all look at him, you were lucky he even wanted to ….well use you as his ''play date''. She was sure he would be back on his track, surrounded with chicks by tonight.

''Spill it Waldorf'' he said smiling

''I-we-'' she rolled her eyes at her own stupidity, he was the only person capable of making her this distraught, she failed yet to decide whether it was a good thing or not. ''-I met someone while you were in L.A.-'' his mouth formed a slight 'O' shape, everything was clear, he nodded his head.

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?

His hands left hers right away. And it stung, it stung in her heart. It didn't matter she basically had a boyfriend now, even though she was in a relationship with another man, she still had some unresolved questions with Nate.

''I understand-'' he said as he shifted his gaze to his empty glass and ordered a new round of shots from the bartender ''-the deal is off, you don't have to worry'' he said like he had no cares in the world, it was casual like he was. Emotions mixed inside of her. One part of her was glad he made it easy on her and understood, the other part though, made her question if this ever really meant something to him.

The whole deal was no feelings, of course, but still…it was impossible to be that close to someone and then just decide to numb it down. Looks like it really was just fun and games for him.

And she was glad. Partially.

''Well it was fun while it lasted'' she said finally breaking a smile

''And we managed to make it work without ruining our friendship-'' he said gulping down his scotch

''-Yes-'' she said doing the same, that last shot made her dizzy; they already had so much to drink. It took a lot of liquor courage for her to come out to him, the buzzing atmosphere in the bar they were currently in, wasn't helping.

''Hey, let's get out of here'' she had to shout, the music was getting louder and louder

''Where to?'' he asked getting up himself

''Somewhere more silent'' she giggled and pulled him out by his hand

He stopped for a minute, causing her to turn around in surprise. ''I know just the place'' he said and continued to lead her with him.

''Where are we going?'' she asked for the umpteenth time

''Just a few more steps, I promise'' he said and continued to drag her along

''You said that five times already'' she whined

''That's cause you asked me five times'' he smiled to her and her heart fluttered, must be the alcohol (yeah right)

''Okay, close your eyes now'' he said and put his hands around her waist, guiding her

''Oh God, where are you taking me?'' she said suspiciously, but did what he ordered anyways

''Here we are, you can look now'' he whispered, he was standing behind her, his hands still around her petite form

She slowly opened her eyes and let her mouth stretch in an admirable frown

''Oh my gosh-'' she shook her head, observing the beauty of the place he brought her to. It was sort of a beach, a small abandoned beach with the clearest water she ever saw and the most amazing sunset. That alone and the fact that his hands were around her made it seem as if they were a couple….which they were not.

''How did I not know about this place'' she admired

''It's my favorite place aside from the Empire state building-'' he said and moved away, the contact of his skin against hers was missed ''-I come here every time I need silence…it's what you asked for, right?'' he smiled

''Yeah-'' she smiled back.

Some way down the road they started joking and teasing around, like they always did. The ''weird'' romantic mood was gone and it felt normal again.

''I don't remember vodka being so strong last week'' she said and giggled after, taking a long swig from the bottle they had with them

''You're such a light weight'' he said and nudged her with his shoulder

''I am not'' she stood up from the ground, putting the bottle away ''-look I can-I can still stand still'' she stammered and did all but stand still. Somehow she clumsily ended up falling in his lap

''See, you can't even stand'' he said, his lips dangerously close to hers, she couldn't help but wonder, would it be so so so wrong to taste those lips just one more time?

''Obviously, you can't either'' she said and run her nose along his.

He looked deep in to her eyes, she wouldn't let herself think it was longing, no it was desire. He was a wild animal she figured, a lion. She was a gazelle, left on his mercy…which he had none. He stalked her carefully, prepared, patiently. Deadly.

There was no time to be wasted, no words needed to be said. Their lips were once again fighting a war of dominance. She straddled his body entirely, wrapping her long tanned legs around him.

Her freshly acquainted boyfriend was thrown away on the ground just like Nate's clothes.

It was much tougher than the other times, much more raw. Maybe because it was their 'last time'. Maybe because it was cheating.

His fingers dug in the flesh of her tight, going higher, all while basically violating her mouth with his one. Her hands found their way in to his hair, pulling at his scalp, while his lips transferred to scaring her neck. Just a little something to remember him by, so when she's lying in the bed tomorrow with her boyfriend she would remember where she spent the last night and who she spent it with.

It was kind of cruel for him to do this to her, to make her suffer, but he was that way. Just because he was a good friend didn't mean he lost his bad boy temper. He would treat anyone this dirty, after this very night ( counting from the moment she told him she found another guy) she was no exception.

Not to get confused, Nate wasn't really bitter or mad or anything at all cause she found someone else. He knew it would happen…and it was fine. But he wasn't about to just let her leave without a goodbye ''kiss''

He entered her with full force and made her grasp for his shoulders in order to keep herself from falling apart. She moaned loudly, not being able to control her inner self.

''Nate-'' she moaned louder as he kept pounding in to her, each time more forceful than the other ''-oh yes….harder'' she pleaded as he intentionally slowed down his pace

''Only if you beg for it'' he whispered huskily in her ear

She leaned down and kissed him almost forcefully, then continued down his jaw line, just the way that turned him on, grinding against him in the process

''Please-'' she whispered against his skin ''-I beg you'' she pronounced and shoved her hands in his hair, pulling it all back and kissing him ''-fuck me hard''

He smiled and returned her eager kisses, plunging back in to her, way harder than before. Once again, who was he to say no to her?

They finally found a perfect pace, like they always did. Their moans and groans increasing with every forceful thrust.

''Fuck-'' he grunted, losing control over his own body. He couldn't help it. He tried so hard to keep it cool but the way her body moved over him…her dirty talk….the way she looked so hot right now, he wanted to just burry himself inside her and stay that way forever…it was all too much to handle

''-I'm so fucking close''

''Me too baby….come on'' she panted, already losing it. A few more thrusts and they were done.

He kept her in his arms, resting his forehead against her shoulder, panting heavily.

All that pent up sexual tension was gone now, just like their drunken state. Now all they were left with were the realization it was really over and guilt upon adultery.

All seemed alright now that they were in each other's embrace. But both of them knew they would have to pull apart anytime now. And what happens then?

There you go, it was a little shorter but it was written very quickly and you got smuttiness so I guess I can be forgiven :) for more faster updates like this one, don't forget to review. This is where the story gets interesting….