I hope all of my lovely readers out there enjoy this and I'm sorry to say it's the end.
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I'm The "Bad" Twin
Chapter Ten: You Drove Me To It
I stared up at Shannon as I fell back on the floor. Blood pooled around my body and I whispered as everything turned to black,
"You drove me to it."-
-Shannon's Point Of View-
My eyes stared in horror at Danica's cold, lifeless body. The knife still stuck in her stomach with her hands on it. I couldn't believe it. I made my sister kill herself. I actually drove her to kill herself, and leave behind her baby.
My fingers tapped away at the keypad on my cell phone, calling 911. After I called them, I called Shane, Jeff, and Matt. We were all hysterical and it was all my fault. The greatest woman I have ever met was now long gone because of me.
Jeff, Matt, Shane, and myself stood next to each other in our best suits. We all sought to each other for comfort in this time. Our best friend was dead and we were standing next to her casket in the middle of a cemetery.
The wind was blowing fiercely, whipping Jeff's hair around. He seems to be hurt the most by this. Not that we aren't all emotional wrecks though. She was the mother of his child though. Only a month after giving birth she took her own life.
I looked at Jeff with Alyssa in arms, she looked just like Danica and it made me smile. Alyssa was sleeping soundly with her thumb in her mouth. Jeff kept looking down at her, crying. I was too.
Matt and Shane looked at Alyssa with the same image in their heads, Danica. She was such a sweet girl and I made her this way. If maybe I would've given her a chance. Instead I only discriminated against her.
I made her feel even more alone in this world than the disease made her feel. During the entire six years she was at that place I never went and saw her, not once. Jeff always did and I hated him for it. Only I didn't know he was making her better.
Now that Danica is gone, I realize that. He made her feel better in this big world that made her hate life. I way I see it, she made Jeff better too. After Beth, Jeff had given up on love. Everyday that Jeff would come home from the hospital, his face would light up and he was so happy.
Now the only thing he has left of this woman that made him so happy is a baby. A beautiful baby girl. She wasn't even planned, but she was a gift of God to Jeff. Maybe God gave Alyssa to Jeff to help sooth Danica's suicide.
The clergyman stood in front of the casket and held his book in his hands. He began his little speech about Danica and we all cried,
"Danica was a lovely person her entire life. Born in 1982, in the middle of the Cold War, she knew the meaning of sadness. Despite challenges, she developed into a loving human being, a good friend and a supportive sister to her professional wrestler brother.
Danica was a good daughter, but her greatest affection was reserved for her own daughter, with which she sadly only got to meet her for a short period of time. She always said that she would love to have a daughter of her own, but she only got to have her little Alyssa for a month.
Danica's love for her best friend Jeff is reminiscent of the love displayed by her mother for her father. Cherry Hospital tells us that Jeff Hardy displayed the greatest love for Danica that anyone has ever known - and Danica built her life around that model.
Even as we mourn Danica's passing, let us also be grateful for the years we had with her, and for her love for her brother, daughter, lover Jeff, and best friends, Matthew Moore Hardy, and Gregory Shane Helms. May it be a model for us and for our children, and may her memory be a blessing for us all."