28/11/2009
I am so sorry to all my readers. I did not mean to neglect my story. I am now back after solving lot problems that I have been facing in my life. I took time off to think and be sane and accept those facts.
It happened when I saw a message saying that a good friend of mine (once, we used to be quite close) passed away suddenly due to car accident. We didn't keep in touch for about 4 years plus and suddenly I have to face the sudden of his death.
It happened so suddenly that by next morning my mind was still considering should I or not pay my last respect to him (there is high chances he don't even remember who I am but). When my brain have time to analysis things, my tears wailed up and yes, I did went and attended his funeral but I couldn't manage to get near to him because there were a huge crowds and I don't have the chance to.
Since then, I couldn't describe my feelings except something missing which I don't know why because basically we lost contact for 4 years plus. I started to pick up my life and cope up with everything around me. Accepting that life and death happens no matter how old you are or where we are. I do regret that why I didn't keep in touch with him.
I cope up with my college life. Yeah, I am currently taking the Information Technology course. Lot of things happened this year. I learnt lots of value able lessons in life. I have been empty shell for awhile.
Now, I am concentrating with the course (my aim is to graduate with first class honor degree) and am plotting my new fanfic which will be fab! =) Thank you for the support and I will soon, upload a new fiction =)