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Grief
Pony POV
I starred at Darry for a moment. I really couldn't believe he had told me to get out. But I don't known if I blame him. I've been acting like a spoiled brat lately. I just can't seem to get over Dally and Johnny. I haven't cried..not one tear. I don't know how I did it. I just locked all my emotions up. But as soon as someone mention them and they disregarded them I was furious. As I was with Darry. But this wasn't the first time. No it happened in school to.
Flash Back–6 days Ago
I was closing my locker when for shadows appeared over me. I looked up know all to well it would be some soc. I wasn't disappointed. 4 firmly built soc's were standing in front of me. They were on the football team. They were all built like Darry..it was weird I guess.
"I heard bout your friends grease!" one said with a smarta$$ smirk on his face. One I wanted to rip right of his face. But another one spoke up.
"It's all good, scum like them don't belong in the world...just like you."
That did it. As soon as they mentioned Dally and Johnny I was fuming and I threw the first punch. I decked the soc in the mouth as hard as possible. His mouth began to bleed and his friends helped him up.
Wiping the blood away he glared at me."You little sh!t"
I couldn't help myself so of course I ran my mouth off. "Sorry you must have me confused with yourself!"
"I out to kick your-"
It was then that Steve and Two-Bit showed up. "Leave the kid alone!" I was a little shocked Steve stood up for me but didn't let it show.
The soc starred at him, Two bit and me. When he looked at me he said, "Your one lucky sh!t"
"No I think you the lucky sh!t considering tomorrow your face will have quite the shiner." I said looking at the blood that began to drip from his mouth once again. He wiped it again before stalking off.
Of course Steve and Two-Bit started lecturing me but I just tuned them out.
However all my anger vanished when Darry spoke. Him telling me to get out broke me. I never thought in a million year it would come down to that. But it did and I brought it on.
I walked over to the door but Soda grabbed my arm I looked into his eyes, ones that held sympathy.
"Stay on the porch."
I looked at Darry, I have never seen such anger before and I didn't want to be caught in the cross fire again.
"Please Pony." I sighed and nodded slowly before I went on the porch. I closed the door shut softly unusual for me lately considering I usually slammed it shut.
I heard Darry and Soda yelling, and I knew it was about me. I sighed again.
" Gee I sure wish you were here Johnny." I said this looking up at the sky.
I'm never far Pony.
I looked around thinking I had gone nuts. It was as if Johnny had talked to me. But I knew he couldn't. He was gone..dead. This is the first time since I woke up that I have thought bout Dally and Johnny. It hurt so much that I kept myself busy. Either running, school or yelling at Darry anything to stop me from thinking of them. But this time I had nothing to do...so I sat there remembering the times I had spent with Johnny and Dally. The things we talked about. It seemed like just yesterday me and Johnny were at the park talking.
"Dammit Johnny why'd you have to die?"
It'll be okay Pony.
I must be going nuts if I'm hearing Johnny talking to me. I missed him and Dally so much it hurt. But now I had time to think about them.
Slowly I brought my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. I put my head down and for the first time I grieved for Dally and Johnny. I cried softly to myself for a few minutes before I heard the door open. But I didn't stop crying. I felt my shoulders shaking but I couldn't stop.
"Pony..." It was Soda. I heard him walk to me before embracing me in a hug. By then I had lost all control I had. I cried freely into Soda's chest. He sat there holding me, rocking me back and forth. I cried until I don't know when. All I know is that I cried myself to sleep. But of course that didn't let me escape my nightmares...
So..tht's it for now...hope it's good:)