Sasha: GOMEN GOMEN GOMEN GOMEN GOMEN PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I'm sorry it took soooo long to update this! I was a little sad because no one commented on the last chapter Honto No Jibun.

Amu: yesh she brooded for a week!

Sasha: *blushes* nonononono I didn't I SWEAR!

Ikuto: yeah she did.

Sasha: *ahem* anyways... here's a link to a random story that my friend AmuletHaruhi and I are writing. It was meant to be about my brother, but we kinda... went a little off track...

.net/s/6452855/1/RANDOM_CROSS_OVER_STORY_BY_ICHIGOAMU_AND_ME

Ikuto: yesh it is full of SHORT STACK and BUONO! and SHUGO CHARA and HARUHI SUZUMIYA and AYA HIRANO and FRUITS BASKET and FULL MOON O SAGASHITE and NEGIMA!

Sasha: yes. I read/watch Negima. DON'T JUDGE ME!

Amu: -.- well, this is about Ikuto after he goes somewhere... NOT GIVING AWAY PLOT LINES!

Sasha: I totally now own Shugo Chara and there is now going to be a whole new anime season about the other bits in the manga that weren't done in the anime. WHICH MEANS MORE AMUTONEESSS AND KUTAU AND RIMAHIKO AND YAIRI!

Amu's POV

The setting sun was terribly bright
As I fought back my desire to cry,
A world without you would be
What kind of world?

The stupid setting sun is too bright. It's not helping me stop my tears.
I wish he didn't have to leave… but he needs to look for his father.
A world without Ikuto…what would that be like?

I'm not good with "Goodbye"
I prefer the words "See you later"
Even if we'll never meet again

I'm not good with goodbye Ikuto. Matane, see you later, that would be so much better, Even if it's not true and we'll never see each other again.

It's impossible to forget you, but,
I don't want you to become a memory either,

Ikuto… I can't forget you, no matter how hard I try.

I NEED YOU
I suddenly fell in love with you,
But I couldn't suddenly hate you,

I need you.
Yes, I realised it about a month ago, just before we found out the truth about the embryo. It was just suddenly there.
But… I can't make it suddenly gone.

I NEED YOU
The worst way of loving,
I couldn't get all of my feelings across,
I'm sorry.

Do I need you?
I realise now, so full of pain, that this is the worst way of loving, the way where you can't get all your feelings across, no matter how hard you try.
I'm sorry Ikuto.

Just seeing the amount of mail made me happy
Just seeing the amount of mail made me want to meet you
Starting tomorrow, seeing the mail will make me want to cry,

Going through my texts I feel a pang. The ones you sent me two days ago are still there.
I remember how confused I was… and strangely, how happy I felt.
Just seeing them made me want to meet you.
If they're there tomorrow, seeing them will make me want to cry.

Things like my memories, and these feelings,
If they vanish from my heart,
Surely the loneliness will also go,

All these painful memories and feelings… there are so many…
I wish they were gone… If they were to vanish from my heart, would the loneliness also go?

As long as I know that you exist somewhere
I can do my best to keep living on,

Ikuto…As long as I know you exist somewhere I can do my best to keep living, no matter how much pain there is. I can survive it if you are out there.

I NEED YOU
No matter how many tears I shed
I can still become happy, I know it,

Ikuto.
No matter how many tears I cried over you, I can still become happy, right…? Right?
I'm not so sure anymore…

I NEED YOU
I'll love you forever,
If you're here and if you're not, always.

I've discovered my true feelings.
I'll love you forever, if you're here, if you're not. Always.

On that day,
I suddenly fell in love
But I couldn't suddenly hate you

That day…

Why did it have to happen? Since yesterday when I found out it feels like I'm forever falling into a pit of darkness.

I NEED YOU
The worst way of loving,
I couldn't get my feelings across,

It's the worst feeling ever. Why couldn't I get my emotions across?

I NEED YOU
No matter how many tears I shed
I can still become happy, I know,

I know I need you. There's no doubt about it.
All those tears… Can I become happy again?

I NEED YOU
I'll love you forever,
And I'll think that whether you're here and even if you're not.

Yes. You wouldn't like me to be sad, so I'll try not to be.
I am finally accepting my feelings.
I'll love you forever, if you're here, and even if you're not.

Ikuto.

Sasha: yeah hope this was okay... can you guys tell me which chapter is your favourite so far? Because I'm thinking of entering one in a competition..!

Amu: uh huh. Yeah. Whatever.

Sasha: *curls up into ball and cries* I'm feeling really dehydrated, tired, stressed and depressed at the moment. LEAVE ME ALONE AMU

Erica: YEAH AMU! STAY AWAY FROM IKUTO!

Sasha: WHAT!

Ikuto: ohh do I sense ladies fighting over me .

Sasha: ... perhaps...

Sasha: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R