A/n: Sorry for the long wait...anyways enjoy. don't forget to review.

Chapter 10

"Just tell me why?"

I take a breath. "I'm not worth your love. I don't think that I ever was. I thought that if I somehow-if we somehow saw other people you would be happy. You were to good to be true, you know? I didn't want you to miss out on finding the person that will love you and make you happy more than I do, your true love."

"Roman I don't-"

"No. Let me finish. You wanted to know so here it is. I should of handled things differently. Shit done things differently talked it out with you. I just was not thinking with my head but with my other one and...baby I'm sorry. I cant say it enough to make you believe it. But not having you with me? It seems that it was mistake.

You should have been with me. I thought you would find someone else while we were apart...but you didn't. And I felt like an asshole because you didn't find someone else because you were waiting for me to get my head outta my ass.

Heh, To be honest you should of kicked my ass. I probably would of enjoyed it way more than I should." I say to lighten the move. I get a small smile in return.

"The point is. AlI I did was hurt you and baby I'm sorry I truly am. What I did was inexcusable and I can only hope that you will forgive me. I know you want your space and don't want to be near me but I just wanted a second chance."

There was silence in the room until she spoke.

"You know...thing is I don't mind giving second chances. But I don't know if I can forgive you. I mean like, what I have put my body through. My mind and heart. Feeling like I'm a burden to my friends because I wont talk about it.

My family has no clue as to what is going on inside my head. I space out constantly, I barely eat, my hair falling out. I'm a mess. Its fucked me up Roman. I don't know if I'll be able to trust you again let alone give you a second chance. Even if I did, there is no third strike with me. That second chance will be the last and it might sound stupid of me but...that's how I feel," she tells me.

"So...you'll give me a second chance?" Hope flows through my body bringing a smile to my face. I cant mess this up if she does.

"Honestly I don't know if I can. Even if I do give you a second chance its going to be awhile if ever to trust you again. To have faith in you." My heart dwindles a bit. "You said you thought that you were keeping from finding someone that will love me more than you do. Who thinks that? No one will love more than you do. You're it for me, well at least i thought you were. *sighs* Regardless of that I do still love you Roman. I never stopped."

I bring her hand to my lips. "I love you to babygirl." She gives me a small smile. "I'll do anything and everything to have your trust restored with me. I promise. You want your space? I'll give it to you, as long as you want."

She nods her head. I rub her my thump on her hands.

"Can I hold you? Just one more time?" I ask nervously.

She chews at her bottom lip and eventually nods her head. I get out of the chair as she moves over for me to get in. I lay down and pull her close to me. She lays her head on my shoulder while our hands intertwine over my heart. My heart warms as I have her cloae to me again.

I just need to figure out how to make it up to her. What should I do? I know she doesn't mind the fancy stuff but she loves the simple things. Hmm...

Light snoring shakes me out my thoughts. It hasn't been five minutes yet and she's already sleep. I chuckle at the thought. Then another thought comes to mind. This is probably the first time she has actually slept in awhile. Damn it. What am I going to do? Whatever I do I'll make sure she will be happy.

I hold her tighter because I don't know when I'll be able to next time.

*Flashback*

"What are you doing baby?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around her in the kitchen.

"Well unlike you I'm not lazy. I am preparing food for dinner. Or have you forgotten that we are having company over?" She says washing her hands.

"Oh yeah..I forgot. Whose coming over again?"

"Uh your best friend and brother Dean Ambrose. Oh I am so telling on you when he gets here." She turns to face me with smirk.

"And what exactly you going to tell him hm?" I pick her and spin her around she yells at me to put her down. I set her on the counter and kiss her softly. She moans as she kisses back and thread her fingers through my hair.

I grab a hold of her thighs as i grind into her and deepen the kiss. She tries to push back but I just pull her closer.

"Roman...I have to..." I pick her up and lay her on the kitchen table and rip her shorts off. They were just teasing me and right now is in my way of my prize. I kiss her up her left thigh then nuzzle at her covered pussy making her push against my face and kiss her right thigh. "Please," she begs.

"Please what babygirl?" I slowly take her red panties off her hips and soread her legs. I moan as I see her pussy dripping just waiting for me taste or drive my cock into. But I want to do a little teasing of my own. "Tell me what you want baby."

She bites down on her lip as I rub up and down her thighs and lightly brush her clit. I step back and take off my basketball shorts letting my cock stand proud. I step up to her as I rub the head of my cock against her clit. She whines out my name and I lift an eyebrow.

"Fuck me..." I smirk and only move the head in her pussy. Slowly pushing in and out completely. "Damn it Roman," she growls. "Just fucking drive your dick in me!" I chuckle and thrust all the way in. She screams arching her back. Fuck she is always so tight.

I move at a slow pace even though I want to just pound into her heat. I know she wants it too but I can't help but wanting to drag it out. "You feel so good baby...such tight pussy...my pussy. Who does it belong to?" I ask her giving a hard thrust.

"Yours," she whispers.

"What was that? I didn't hear you. Tell. Me. Who. Does. It belong to!" I emphasize each word with a thrust.

"Yours! Its yours baby...faster...harder...i want you to give it to me," she moans. I kiss her hard but instead of pounding into her I go down to eat her out. I swirl my tongue around her clit making her intake a sharp breath. Licking up all her sweet juices.

Lightly nipping and sucking on all pussy. "Fuck baby...you taste so good." I add a finger then two then three fingers as she starts to thrash around. "Are you close?" She nods yes. I suck on her clit on last time before I thrust back inside. "Want you to cum on my cock," i whisper in her ear.

I dont hold back as I finally give into her demand to fuck her hard and fast. Her legs wrapped around my waist. I'm kissing and biting on her neck and lips. Her hands going up and down my shoulders and back scratching.

"Roman...Roo...ooh fuck!" She cums hard on my cock squeezing. I thrust a few more times and I cum with loud 'fuck'.

Some one shaking me wakes me up. I slowly open my eyes and see the nurse. She tells me that visiting hours are over. I didn't mean to fall asleep I look down and see Cynthia still sleeping on my chest with the most relaxing face I've seen since before all this happened. I nod at the nurse and tell her to give me a minute.

She walks out and look back at my girl. Well hopefully she still is my girl I don't know what she is going to do. But I know I have to start making it up to her. I move her hair out of her face and give her a peck on the lips then carefully get out of the bed.

A/n:...yea I'm just as shocked as you are. I just started writing and this happened. Please review.