Sorry about the delay for this chapter- I've been suffering from writer's block. Paris was brilliant though I failed to see the romantic side of it as it's so busy and chaotic! This chapter and the next one were meant to just be one chapter but it was way too long so I split them up. Hope you enjoy it!
A/N: I have no idea if there actually is a college in Port Angeles but let's just assume that there is!
Chapter 10- Love, Sex, Magic
The next two weeks passed in a blur. Exams suddenly arrived as if from nowhere and the whole of senior year was feverish and sleep deprived, walking along the corridors with their heads buried in 'Romeo and Juliet' and reciting exam answers over lunch, their eyes puffy and hair tousled. I saw Jacob less than I would have liked as we were both revising hard for our finals and I was working overtime at Newton's to get more money for college. Jacob and I had both received letters confirming our places at Port Angeles College where he would be studying business and mechanics and I would be studying English. I had withdrawn my applications to Dartmouth and all the other ridiculous colleges that Edward had forced me to apply to as well as Alaska, I didn't need to go to somewhere cold and far away anymore. Port Angeles wasn't the biggest or the best college but it was local and meant that I could be close to Jacob, who had no choice but to stay near home because of his pack duties. To my immense surprise, Angela and Ben had also decided to stay local. Ben had an apprenticeship with a building company in Forks and Angela wanted to stay close to him, she would be studying Philosophy at the same college as me. We had already agreed to share a room and I found myself looking forward to college more than I had expected to.
Edward hadn't shown up at school which I was immensely relieved by. Angela was a great friend, she hadn't told anybody about my breakup with Edward or my relationship with Jacob and had helped me to get back into the friendship circle. Though Lauren and Jessica were still giving me the cold shoulder, Mike, Eric, Ben, Tyler and many others welcomed me back with open arms. Since Jessica had asked me why Edward was not in school and I had told her the truth it had become common knowledge that Edward and I were no longer together and people seemed to be more comfortable around me because of it. Alice and Jasper were still at school, desperate to keep up their normal, human persona and finish their exams. Though I knew it would mean nothing to Edward if he didn't graduate for the hundredth time, other people in the school were starting to wonder why he was missing the finals and how it would impact upon his future if he didn't take the exams, not that they really cared much. Alice and Jasper were still friendly as always and Alice had impressed upon me that she didn't resent me in the slightest for breaking her brother's heart and was just glad that I was happy.
The last day of finals finally dawned and I felt as though a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I felt that I had done well in my exams, English was a doddle and endless amounts of revision had helped me to even feel confident about my calculus grade. Everyone was in a state of elation at their new found freedom. I was greatly surprised that I was actually looking forward to my shopping trip with Angela, something that would usually have made my stomach turn. Maybe I was finally learning to have fun! I felt lighter and happier than I had ever done before and I was certain that it was because of Jacob.
Jacob had worked himself to the bone with revising for his exams on top of his pack duties and was undoubtedly exhausted. The few times that we had seen each other we hadn't had sex and he often just fell asleep, curled up against me. He was always apologetic for wasting his time sleeping but I found it comforting to know that I now had a boyfriend who relied on the human weaknesses of sleep and food as much as I did. Though the lack of sex was frustrating I fully intended to make the most of it and spice things up once the exams were over. I had been on the pill for over a week now so it would be nice to have sex with absolutely no barriers between us... not even a thin, latex one. After shopping with Angela I planned to see Jacob for a couple of hours before going to Sam and Leah's party- they had announced their engagement last week.
It was overcast in Forks but at least it wasn't raining. I pulled on my jeans and Ugg boots but didn't bother with a rain coat as it was usually warmer in Seattle and we would be under the cover of numerous department stores, and waited for Angela to pick me up. Her green Ford Focus pulled up outside my house at 8am so that we would have plenty of time to shop and we drove to Seattle, chatting about the exams, gossiping about the people at school and listening to pop music. I hadn't listened to music in ages and it was oddly uplifting. I didn't care much for the cheesy lyrics and beats of pop music but we laughed at we sang along to it. Angela commented on how happy I seemed and I blushed as she put it all down to Jacob.
"I mean, don't get me wrong," she said, keeping her eyes on the road ahead of her. "Edward was good looking and he obviously loved you but he was always so serious and brooding. Jacob's much more light and free... it's rubbing off on you."
I couldn't stop myself from beaming. "So how's you and Ben?" I asked.
"Yeah we're pretty good," she replied. "Looking forward to college and everything. It's just..." she hesitated and bit her lip. "Well you probably won't know what I mean because you and Jacob are still in the 'can't keep your hands off each other' stage but me and Ben... well we've been together for a while now and it just needs... spicing up a little." She laughed nervously.
"Nah, I know what you mean," I said. Though I wasn't experiencing that at all with Jacob, I had heard Renee say the same thing numerous times. "How do you plan on doing that?"
"Well I want to spend some time in Victoria's Secret, get some new underwear and stuff and..." she paused nervously, "... don't be mad okay?"
I frowned. "Mad about what?"
She grinned mischievously. "I booked us in at a salon in Seattle."
"Why?" I asked curiously. "I don't need a haircut."
"It's not for your head hair," she smirked and, noticing the baffled expression on my face, added, "It's for a bikini wax."
My eyes widened in shock.
"Oh come on Bella, please," she bedded. "I don't want to go in on my own and Jacob might like it..."
I felt my lips curve into a grin. "Yeah... yeah that could be fun..."
Jacob's POV
I bounded along happily, my tongue lolling out of the side of my mouth as I stretched my muscles, finally free from the weight of exams. It felt good to get away from the exhausting cycle of school, revision, exams and patrolling now that the finals were over at last. I ran alongside Quil and Embry.
'What time are you going to the party tonight?' Quil thought.
'About 8 or 9, Bella's coming around for a couple of hours beforehand,' I returned my thoughts and fought hard to stop images of what I wanted to do to Bella from flooding into my mind, not wanting to send my pack members into horny rages.
'Nice to see you're keeping your thoughts under wraps a bit more now,' Embry laughed at me inside his head.
'Yeah,' Quil agreed. 'I was getting tired of having to go home and wank after every patrol with you Jake.'
'Shut up!' I thought, gritting my teeth together. 'And Quil since when did you get tired of wanking?'
'Fair point,' thought Quil as he shrugged his wolf shoulders.
'Ugh Quil stop thinking about it!' I growled.
'What?' Quil struggled to keep his thoughts innocent.
'About wanking over thoughts of ramming Bella,' Embry thought bluntly.
'Hey now you're thinking about it too!' Quil exclaimed.
'Argh!' I growled and pushed myself forwards, speeding ahead of my two friends, the wind rippling through my russet brown hair. Patrolling had recently been completely uneventful. There were no traces that vampires had been close to the border at all, not even that red headed leech who wanted Bella dead. It made me feel oddly uneasy that she had suddenly given up on hunting Bella but I didn't want to think about that right now. I would be thankful when patrolling was over and I could go home to think about Bella in peace.
...
Once home I stripped off and stood in the shower, letting the hot water run over my skin and hair which was dusty and muddy from running around the border. I still had two hours before Bella arrived. I missed her terribly. It was as though I wasn't quite whole when she wasn't with me. I felt cold and empty, but it was almost worth feeling like this for the elation and relief I felt at our reunions. When I saw her I felt my heart quicken and my body fill with warmth, it was like coming home. My lips always curved into her favourite grin and as soon as her small, delicate body was in my arms and I could smell her soft, warm scent of strawberries and honey and so many other luscious scents combined into one, perfect aroma, my heart felt whole once more.
She was so beautiful, even if she did not see it in herself, to me she was perfect. Her deep mahogany hair shone so many shades of brown when the light bounced off it; it was soft under my fingers, ending just below her small, pink nipples. Her chocolate eyes sparkled as though she was looking at hundreds of tiny fairy lights when she looked at me. In those eyes I had seen unimaginable depths and my love for her reflected back upon me. Her lips were red, soft and full melting against mine with every kiss. Her skin, so pale in comparison to mine, was soft, tender, smooth and flawless. Her breasts were small and perfect, fitting perfectly into my hands, her pink, pert nipples hardening as I ran my tongue over them and sucked them into my mouth.
I groaned, feeling myself becoming hard at the thought of her, immensely glad that I was no longer in wolf form and could enjoy these thoughts in privacy. I had wanted to save my pleasure for Bella tonight but I just couldn't wait that long. The thought of her was filling me up, consuming my mind and body. I grew harder and grasped my dick firmly with my hand. I thought of Bella's petite frame, the curves of her hips, her ass, her slender legs and her pussy, tight and wet, ready for me. She bit her lip and moaned softly as I pushed my hard dick inside her. Her eyes were wide and filled with lust, staring at me as I entered her deeper.
I groaned as I worked myself with my hand, slipping up and down my shaft that was wet with excitement and water from the shower. Thinking of making love to Bella was pushing me over the edge. She moaned my name loudly, throwing her head backwards, her hair rippling behind her, her lips open as she gasped for air, her breasts rising and falling as she breathed, bouncing slightly as I thrust into her harder... faster...
I groaned, the floodgates opened and I came, moaning Bella's name.
I was slightly embarrassed by how quickly I had just climaxed but, then again, it had been over a week. I finished in the shower, dressed in Bella's favourite smart, black shirt and dark jeans and waited for her to arrive.
...
The roaring sound of her truck pulling up in front of my house made my heart leap with happiness. I felt my dick throb and grow slightly harder... how embarrassing. Thank god I had convinced Billy to go over to the Clearwater's for a couple of hours. I needed Bella now and I didn't want her to have to stay quiet.
Her small fist rapped on my door and I bounded over to answer it. Bella stood in the doorway, petite and perfect. Her hair was styled into natural, soft, wavy curls that framed her face and fell over her shoulders. She was wearing a tight, black dress that plunged low over her breasts, revealing her subtle cleavage. My eyes followed the material downwards where it clung to the gorgeous curves of her waist and hips and to where the dress ended, midway down her thigh, leaving a lot more leg on show than Bella would usually have liked. Her slender legs were hidden by black stockings and she was wearing strappy, black heels. Bella in heels? I snapped my eyes back up to her face. She looked different somehow, she was still alabaster pale and beautiful but her eyes were smoky and seductive. She looked at me through her long, black eyelashes.
"Hey," I breathed, wondering how long I had been staring at her- forever, it seemed.
"Hey," her voice purred. She even sounded different, flirtatious and enticing.
I walked forwards and grasped her in my arms, feeling my body warm at her touch, my heart beating quickly. I kissed her warm lips, tasted her sweet breath. I wanted all of her so badly. It was like a frenzy began when I saw her... I needed her.
"I missed you so much," I said softly. "You look amazing." I kissed her again. Her lips were slightly open and I played my tongue against them, willing them to open further and let me in. I wound my arm tightly around her tiny waist and pulled her closer towards my body as my other hand tangled itself in her soft hair, supporting her head as she kissed me back, hard and urgent. I stifled a groan from rumbling up from my chest and felt my dick growing harder as we kissed passionately. She seemed to notice and pressed herself into it, moving her body from side to side slightly so that it rubbed against my boxers.
She broke off from the kiss and stroked the side of my face with her fingers, looking deeply into my eyes.
"I missed you too baby," she crooned and planted a small kiss on my lips that were desperate for more. She reached down and grabbed my dick through my jeans, her eyes alight with lust as she felt how hard I was. I groaned at her touch and throbbed harder.
"Looks like someone else missed me too," she said sweetly as she grasped me harder. She looked deep into my eyes and bit her lower lip tantalisingly. "Guess we'll have to do something about that."
Caught off guard by her hand on my dick I felt her push me backwards and my body thudded hard into the wall. Bella was on her knees and my jeans and boxers were down before I could even catch my breath. I looked down at the top of her head and let out a gasping moan as she wrapped her tiny hand around my huge, hard cock and slowly moved up and down my shaft.
"Mmm," she moaned delicately as she looked at my dick, a combination of adoration and lust adorning her beautiful face, driving me crazy with longing. Her head moved forwards and her small, pink tongue lapped at the head, tasting the juices of my excitement. A shock of electricity rushed through me at the contact of her tongue and I let out another deep groan. She made another crooning noise at my pleasure and opened her mouth slightly, taking my cock into her warm, wet mouth, her tongue sliding over my dick as her lips moved me in and out. My body tensed, my hands clenched. Why was there nothing to grab? I looked down at her lips wrapped around my dick and grasped her hair with one hand, the other hand grabbing her shoulder. At first my grasp was only gentle but then she let out a small groan as she moved her hands, her lips and her tongue simultaneously on my cock, sending a wave of ecstasy through me and my grip tightened. I pulled on her hair and clasped her shoulder as I groaned, "oh... god... Bella."
She sucked and lapped at my dick with enthusiasm... I was getting carried away, consumed with pleasure...
No! I growled inside my head and I grasped her under the arms, pulling her to her feet. She looked at me, her eyes seductive and her lips pouted innocently. Another rumble issued from my chest and I pushed her backwards against the dining table. Her back arched over it, pushing her breasts out and I lifted her up effortlessly, one hand underneath her thigh, the other around her waist, onto the table before devouring her perfect, full lips with my own. She let out a small, throaty moan.
I ran my hands all over her body, feeling the soft material of her tight dress. I grasped her breasts and kneaded them hard, desperately wanting more of her. The urgency to see her naked was about to overthrow me. Her small hands were running under my shirt, stroking my broad, muscular shoulders and scratching gently down my back. My skin shivered at her touch. I slipped the straps of her dress from her shoulders and kissed the small part of pale, smooth skin that they had cruelly covered up, my lips gradually moving downwards to run my tongue in between her breasts. I pulled the dress down desperately and she lifted her hips to assist me. It slid off her and onto the floor, leaving her in only her underwear. Bella had obviously had fun on her shopping trip today. Her breasts were covered by a black, silk bra which pushed up her breasts into amazing cleavage. I moved my eyes down her body slowly, greedily drinking in her appearance. Her flat stomach, her waist, her hips, her silk panties with a lace trim attached to which were suspenders and stockings and as my eyes devoured her slim legs I noticed that she was still wearing heels. It took a lot of restraint to stop myself from coming there and then. This wasn't a Bella that I had ever seen before. To me she had always been beautiful and sexy but today she was seductive, flirtatious and so damn hot!
I looked at her and she stared back at me through her smoky eyes, her red lips slightly open, breathing heavily. Her hair was tousled and fell over to one side, slightly messy from when I had wrapped it around my fingers and her bra straps had fallen down, making her look even more seductive and wild. She propped herself up on her elbows and opened her legs to wrap them around my waist, pulling me closer towards her and grabbing the front of my shirt to pull my lips down towards hers.
Her kiss was rough and urgent. She ripped off my shirt and I pressed my body into hers, the feeling of her skin and the satin of her bra against my skin was driving me crazy. I ground my dick against her panties, feeling her wetness soaking through them and she groaned against my lips.
"Mmm Jake," she moaned as I undid her bra and kissed her breasts, pinching her hard nipples in between my fingers and lapping at them with my tongue. She reached her hand down and grasped my dick. "Why are you so hard?" It wasn't really a question, she knew that she looked hot and the effect that she was having on me.
"I'm always hard for you," I growled and bit her nipple. She let out a gasping moan.
I pushed her panties to one side, playing my fingers up and down her wet folds, circling her clit with my thumb and watching her mouth open to let out small moans of pleasure. My dick throbbed and I groaned at how wet she was. I wanted to feel her again. My dick moved towards her core, drawn to it like a magnet. She gave a throaty little moan and I rubbed my dick against her centre, groaning as her soft, wet folds slid against me. She looked deeply into my eyes and pulled me closer to her with her legs, thrusting me deep inside her.
She gasped and moaned as I stretched her core with my hard arousal, feeling her tight warm, wet depths. Without the barrier of a condom I could feel every part of her. She was hot and soft, her wetness silky and slippery against my dick. She tensed around me, making her even tighter and I pulled myself all the way out before slamming back into her. I was rough but she didn't complain. She moaned more loudly than she ever had before.
"Jake..." she gasped as she gripped the edges of the table, her knuckles white. I grabbed her hips and groaned as she said my name. I watched as her breasts bounced with every thrusting movement, her mouth open as she gasped for air and moaned, her hair rippling behind her as she threw back her head, her throat exposed and vulnerable.
She was too amazing... too gorgeous. She felt too good... too warm... too wet.
I pulled out of her and kissed from her neck down to her navel, ignoring her whimpers of longing to have my dick back inside of her. I pulled down her panties and stockings, took off her heels and kissed slowly up her thighs to her sweet centre.
I suddenly gasped.
"Bella..." I stammered. "What?..."
She giggled mischievously as I stood up straight, still looking at her centre. She was hairless, flawless. I had never really fantasised about Bella with no pubic hair but the effect was surprising. I loved it.
I gawped at her wordlessly.
"Aww, do you not like it?" she teased.
"Oh god Bells," I groaned and I kissed all over her centre, my eager tongue lapping up and down her folds, kissing her bare canvas, tasting her sweet excitement. She let out a gasp of surprise and moaned loudly.
She was close. I could taste her becoming wetter and more excited.
"Uhh... Jake... yes," she moaned.
I bit her clit gently and she shrieked with pleasure. But I wasn't going to allow her what she so desperately wanted that easily. She was obviously playing games... and I was going to join in too.
"Not yet Bells," I teased and I kissed back down her thighs as she whimpered in frustration. I swept her up into my arms and took her to the bedroom, kissing her furiously. I threw her on the bed and she positioned herself on all fours, looking around at me with dark eyes that sparkled with wild lust. She wiggled her ass and I growled, positioning myself behind her and thrusting into her. Her tight, wet pussy enveloped me and her ass wiggled sexily with every thrust that I gave. I grabbed her ass with my large hands.
"Bells..." I groaned uncontrollably. She tensed around my dick, her moans becoming louder, her breathing harder. My heart beat impossibly fast, my whole body was tensed, my breathing was ragged, the groans coming from my mouth were frequent and growling. I needed the release. I was deep inside her, she was becoming wetter, hotter.
"Jake... harder!" she cried out. I obeyed, pounding into her. The pleasure, the ecstasy was consuming me. My head span, my dick grew impossibly harder. All the pleasure, all the longing, all the lust and love that I had for Bella took over my body and she screamed as orgasm swept over both of us simultaneously.
Panting, we both fell down onto the bed and she curled up close to me, her cheeks flushed with the combination of my overwhelming body heat and her climax. We didn't speak for a few minutes, I just held her in my arms, listening to her heartbeat and her breathing.
"I love you Bells," I said softly and kissed her warm lips.
"I love you more," she whispered.
"Not possible," I grinned and hugged her tightly. "Especially after what you just did!"
She laughed quietly, the most beautiful sound I had ever heard. "So you err... like my new look?"
"Hell yes," I groaned into her ear. "You look so damn hot!"
"Mmm," she moaned softly as she moved her fingers slowly up and down my body. My skin was still tingling and sensitive and her touch sent shocks of electricity through my body. She trailed small kisses down my neck, her breath warm against my skin. Her hands were slowly moving lower, brushing over my distinctive, masculine v that led down to below my hips. I felt myself harden in anticipation. I couldn't help myself, my longing for her was never-ending. I put my finger under her chin and lifted her head, my lips touched hers lovingly and we made love over and over again.
