Chap 10
Matt took out another cigarette and lit it; if I smoked I would take one about now too.
"Wow Matt, you seem to hate Light with a passion" Mello commented.
"Yeah well he did kill Wammy and he was like a dad to me" Matt said.
I sat there looking at my knees, avoid all eye contact.
"Kisuki-san, would you like to discuss what Light was talking about" L asked. I shook my head.
"It's not important, it's trivial" I dismissed. It wasn't too late to leave here and go home.
"It was probably about her and Light and he probably put some moves on her. The thing I want to know is about Matt, he seemed so passionate about torturing and killing Light, very unlike Matt" Mello smirked.
"Just go eat some more chocolate, Mello" Matt said. He rubbed his hands on is trousers and pulled out his PSP. Mello came over and sat next to me, putting his hand around the back of me.
"Maybe Kisuki would want to tell me" Mello smiled.
"Why would I know about Matt's problems?" I shrugged.
"You're right there is nothing going on maybe he's just ill. That's good, I don't feel guilty anymore"Mello sighed happily.
"Why's that?"I asked, cautiously.
"Because I really like you Kisuki," Mello leaned towards me to plant a kiss. Just before his lips made contact Matt stuffed a chocolate in his mouth. Mello pulled the chocolate out a grinned.
"I'm not stupid Matt, I was one of L predesesors, you've told Kisuki you liked her and you're the reason she's staying even though she has her wings again" Mello smiled. He looked like he just solved the meaning of life.
"Congratualtions Sherlock but I didn't stay for Matt, I stayed to ensure Light's capture" I said, stubbornly. Mello nodded but didn't look so convinced.
"Sure..." he smiled. Matt cursed and turned off his PSP.
"Well I'm going to bed" Matt said.
"Kisuki will be right behind you"Mello joked. I kicked him off the couch.
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"Kisuki-san, I need to discuss something with you" L had akwardly walked other to the couch in which I was still sitting. We walked out of the room and out of other people's earshot.
"Yes L"
"You have your wings now so It wouls be helpful if you left" he said. This guy didn't beat around the bush.
"Err, why?"
"Because Matt doesn't seem to be pulling his weight with the case. Near isn't playing with his toys anymore so his brain logic has dropped by 3%, Mello is to busy socialising and teasing Matt" L pulled out a sugar-coated lolly from his pocket.
"I see...well, it would obviously help the investigation if I left then" I concluded. L nodded and put the lolly in his mouth.
"Well you have you wings now so it would be possible" L chucked the lolly in the bin, I noticed the sugar coating was gone.
I sat there silently and nodded. So L didn't want me in the investigation anymore, that kind of hurt.
"Ok" I said and stood up. Don't cry, don't cry, it was like an insult.
"You should say goodbye to everyone"L suggested.
"Now?" I frowned. L nodded.
"It would be for the best if you left right away. It has been nice working with you Kisuki-san" L walked back over to the main chair.
My throat felt really dry. I smallowed and went to say goodbye.
You never know how much you truly care until it's too late.
We walked back in and everyone looked our way.
"Well I guess this is goodbye. I'm going home, it was interesting meeting you all and working on the case with you" I rubbed the back of my neck.
"This is unexpected" Mello said. Near didn't say anything, he just nodded and looked back to the large computer screen.
"No, Kisuki! We need your help with the case" Matsuda's eyes widened.
"Matsuda, I need to fulfill my purpose as a Life God and plus I'm hurting the case" I said.
"Kisuki could still help with the case. She can see where Light is and tell us where he is" Near suggested.
"I could tell you what he was doing but I can't tell you where he is"
"Thats a good idea, Kisuki-san will still be helping but not in a way that will hurt the case" L said. I nodded. To help with the case was the only reason I had stayed.
"Does Matt know?" Mello asked, from a corner.
"No, I was hoping you'd tell him" I looked at my nails and pretended that I had never seen them before.
"I don't think so," Mello said. I looked up at him expecting him to look jokey and teasing but he looked deadly serious.
"He deserves better than that Kisuki" he continued.
"Mello, I do not love and I am not dating him. It won't matter if I did or did not personally say good bye to him, it's like me saying good bye to Matsuda" I said.
"Well Kisuki, I don't really care if your not bothered to say good bye or because you can't face him but he's my bestfriend; I know he would care if you just left" Mello was looking murderous. It actually scared me slightly. He held my gaze almost challenging me to answer back. I sighed and walked out.
I stood outside Matt's door. I could hear him outside on his XBOX 360, he was talking to someone, using the ear peice, about a new game coming out. I smiled, he was such a computer nerd. I couldn't lie to myself I kinda found it sort of...hot? I shook my head and knocked on his door.
"If your Mello I haven't stolen your box of choclates and if its anyone else come in" Matt called.
"Matt if I was Mello and I didn;t knowo my choclates were missing, I'd know for certain it was you" I said. Beside him was Mello's choclates.
"Do you want one?" He offered. I shook my head.
"Matt, I came to tell you that I'm leaving but I'm still helping the case" I said, avoiding eye contact. He stared at me through his goggles.
"Why? What's the point if your gonna help us just stay here" Matt put his control down. I had to leave before he got up.
"Well L thinks I'm hurting the case by distracting you and others" I shrugged. Matt was quiet for a few seconds, even he couldn't deny it.
"Well can you visit only me then? I'm not that important to the case" Matt said.
"No Matt, you are important because your the most skilled in hacking, computing, etc." I told him. He smiled slightly but the smile didn't last long.
"Please Kisuki" Matt looked at me pulling up his goggles. I bet he thought his eyes were his secret weapon. I shook my head.
"No Matt. I only visit when I have inofrmation on the case" I said.
"Kiss me then. It's either visit me or kiss me" Matt stood up. I turned around and headed towards the door. Matt appeared out of nowhere and closed the door and leaned against it.
"Matt, let me out" I said, weakly.
"No" Matt said. We stood there for quiet a while. Finally I gave in to his demands, a kiss woul be other in a few seconds.
"Fine I'll kiss you" I leant towards him but he leaned back.
"I have my rules you have to listen to" he grinned. Rules? Was life a computer game to Matt?
"Ok...I'll regret this but what are they?" I asked.
"It doesn't last only a few seconds and it happenes on the lips" Matt said. I weighed options in my head, his terms for visiting him could be worse than these conditions.
"I agree" I sighed. I was going to kiss Matt. My stomach twisted and I lost my breath for a second, the last time I had felt that was when I was with...it's not the same.
I blushed as Matt leaned his face towards mine, he smiled and did that eye thing he tends to do to me a lot. I slowly slipped my arms around his neck and he placed his arms around my waist.
"Are you ready?" Matt asked, teasingly. His hair swept forward a moment and fake coughed, he was blushing!
"You act like you've done this before" I noted.
"Err, no actually" His head went up again at the wrong moment he went even redder. I was going to be his first kiss. The thought seemed sweet and special.
I leaned up and pressed my lips against his. Matt seemed to gain incredible kissing skills in a matter of seconds, if I didn't know Matt I would have doubted that this was his first time.
Matt hugged me closer to him and I let him. It was like a button was pushed inside me and I was about to explode but I was holding in the explosion. It ached inside.
Then I let go and passion took over. I did love Matt, I had just been scared. I pulled my arms from his neck and they found their way up his shirt, did Matt work out?
Matt pulled away.
"I can't believe" Matt said. I controlled myself and acted like I wanted to get out of here.
"I have to go now Matt, you've had your kiss" I placed my hand on the doorknob.
"You actually do have feelings for me and know it's gonna hurt even more knowing your never going to come back" Matt sounded hurt. I walked out heartlessly.
I was so stupid, I almost tied myself to earth again.
Or was it too late, had I dine just that?
O.O Sorry this chapters kinda short...
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