"So I noticed your bruises," Lulu commented while she popped popcorn. I flinched and gently touched the one on my neck. Here we go, I braced myself for the inevitable. I stayed quiet as I waited for her to continue.

"And just so you know, it's completely normal."

I looked up at her shocked. That was not what I was expecting her to say.

"But…"

"No buts, I've accepted the fact you want to hunt and I'm cool with it," she said. I looked at her astonished. I was totally expecting more of a fight than that.

"Really?" I asked hopefully.

"Yep. Besides the fact, I'm glad to have another girl living with us," she said. The microwave went off when she finished.

We dumped the popcorn in a giant bowl and then headed off to the living room where the boys were. Dean was sitting in a bean bag like thing and Sam was on the couch. Lulu went and sat between Dean's legs and leaned back against his chest. I smiled at the sight as Dean wrapped an arm around her waist. I sat next to Sam so he wasn't alone on the couch. He smiled seeing he wasn't going to be the odd third wheel.

"We should watch Frozen," I said as I leaned back and made myself comfortable. Sam threw an arm up behind me and I rolled my eyes but enjoyed the slight warmth that emanated off the Green Giant.

"Okie dokie," Lulu said. Dean chuckled and I sent him a playful glare.

"What Deanie? Think you'll turn into a Dean-o popsicle?" I teased after the couple shared a whispered conversation, "Cause I'm sure the Green Giant over here will at least be a Sam-shi slushy."

Lulu laughed.

"Was she always like this?" Dean asked. She nodded and I pretended to be hurt and held my hands over my heart.

"You wound me!" I exclaimed with a grin.

Dean started the movie and we shut it…. Well… we tried at least. Halfway through the movie I leaned over and grabbed a huge hand of popcorn.

"Awe, I love Olaf! Can we have him?" Lulu asked Dean.

I snickered and then proceed to throw popcorn at Sam without looking at him. Each time I threw one he would startle, look at me and then look back at the movie when I didn't do anything. Then I would throw another one at him. Eventually he caught on and caught the popcorn I threw at him.

I smiled but knew my game was up with the Samsquach so I moved to a different target. Or… shall I say… different brother. I aimed carefully and threw popcorn at Dean now but made sure to look like it wasn't me when it hit him.

"Really?" Dean asked. I turned and gave him an innocent look.

"Really what?"

"I'm trying to watch a movie and you're distracting me!" Dean whined. I just gave him a smile.

"I have no idea what you're talking about but okay," I said innocently.

When he turned back to the movie I threw two more pieces at him. I threw the rest of my popcorn at him and couldn't help but smile as he tried to ignore the popcorn but fail as his jaw twitched. I left him alone once I ran out of popcorn. Instead, I picked up the few pieces on the couch from when I was throwing them at Sam and then proceeded to place them all over Sam's shoulders and arm.

We watched Tangled next and as we neared the end of the film, an idea popped into my head. I casually reached down and got a ton more popcorn but ate a bit of it at the boys' weirry looks. I made sure to get a hold of all the popcorn I had and once the credits started to roll I jumped up and dumped my load of popcorn right on Sam's head with most of the popcorn going in his hair.

"There, now you have flowers to go with your long, luscious, locks!" I said before jumping over the couch and running down the hall to my room laughing.

I stopped and caught my breath in my room. I grabbed my soft, warm grey blanket and wrapped myself up in it before walking back. Sam still had popcorn all over him and the married couple were chuckling still. I made sure I was completely wrapped up before plopping back down next to Sam.

Sam gave me a glare that had no real heat in it so I just smiled and shrugged at him as I snuggled down into my blanket cocoon. Sam rolled his eyes at me but smiled too. Cars was running and I settled in. I couldn't contain my laughter when they went 'cow/tractor tipping'. It was the best part and I just thought it was funny that city folk thought you could go out and tip over a cow. I always snorted and said 'good luck with that'.

I started to fall asleep when Lulu convinced us to watch The Vampire Diaries. I had to say I was actually really interested but I couldn't keep my eyes open. I even slide so I was cocooned and leaning against Sam. He didn't seem to mind as he gently moved so my head was in his lap and he set a hand on my shoulder. I tried to stay awake but evidently I lost the battle and my eyes closed. The thing though, it was the sleep where I was sleeping but was aware of everything going on, like I could still hear the episode going and feel Sam's warm hand on me.

I heard Lulu's favorite line "You want what everybody wants. You want a love that consumes you. You want passion, and adventure, and maybe even a little danger."

"And I have all that," I heard Lulu say.

I heard them change what they were watching and it took me a few episodes to figure out it was Arrow. I was slowly slipping into a deeper sleep but I was still aware for now. I must have slipped deeper because the next thing I knew, I heard Sam say "I got her" and then I felt two arms circle me and lift me up. I was tired enough not to wake myself and protest to being carried. He held me close to his chest as he walked. He tucked me into my bed which I snuggled into. He paused for a second over me, sharing heat before he left and I heard the door close. With that, I completely succumbed.

Red. Everything was red. Then there was blood and bone and death. Then white feathers stained by blood. More blood dripping down from above as fire licked it up from below like it was honey. Two rings melted together shook under strain, a rope frayed, and the light was drowned in blood and death. Blink. Blink. Red eyes. Blink. Blink. Sky blue eyes containing a blood red fire. Blink. Blink. Blood pooled and ran. Two figures, one old and one young, the younger pleaded and the older ignored in favor of violence. Blood fell from pristine blades and tainted the green land. The green faded to red. Blood move and twirled, creating. It lightened only to be forced from pure to be darkened by hate. Blood soaked hands…

I screamed as I woke up. My breathing was all over the place and I couldn't see anything even though I knew my eyes were open. Everything was black allowing my mind to see the red. I felt myself start to shake and shiver. My heart was racing. I wrapped my arms around myself but it didn't help with the dark surrounding me, increasing my panic and fear.

I couldn't do it. I couldn't do this. I needed to get out. I blindly got out of bed and walked myself to the living room. I could see a few outlines to the point I managed not to run into walls and I grabbed a garbage bag. It took a while but my using my hands, I cleaned up all the popcorn in there and tossed the bag.

I was still shaking and afraid so I went to the only place I could think of… I went to my car. I still couldn't see so I felt my way to it. I hadn't locked the car thankfully and I got in the backseat. I curled up into a tiny ball and shook. I closed my eyes as I couldn't see anything anyway and tried to sleep again. It alluded me for a long time before I stressed myself to the point my body made me sleep. I surrendered thankfully into nothing.

The revving of an engine forced me awake. I bolted upright with a sharp scream. My sight was crap which added to the fear of the roar that woke me. My heart was trying to pound right out of my chest and I began to hyperventilate without my sight and feeling alone. I heard Lulu's Mustang leave from beside my car.

I curled up into myself again with a whimper. 'Useless' 'pathetic' 'freak' bombarded me from my past and the feeling of being abandoned flooded my system. I couldn't control it. I clenched my eyes shut as I fought but it was slowly consuming me.