Hi guys! I've wrote and rewrote this chapter so many times, I think I hit writers block! I wasn't sure on how this was going to turn out! Thanks for the reviews! :)
Kurt POV
I scrambled to my feet and wiped my eyes. If someone is going to find him, I know I'll have to do it. I walked out of the room, Dad had followed me, "Where are you going?" he asked. "To find Blaine" I told him, walking out of the house. He ran after me "No Kurt, you can't, not in the state you're in!" he shouted.
"Well i need to Dad, i care about Blaine and I want to make sure he is safe"
"W..well let me go get my coat and I'll come with you" he tuned around and walking back in, I didn't want Dad coming, he wasn't too good himself, with his chest problems. I carried on walking, I started to run, it really hurt but I just needed to get away before Dad came back out. I hid behind a wall long enough before carrying on walking. I didn't know where to go, I didn't know what to do. But I carried on walking. I finally got to Blaine's house. It was a mess. The window was smashed in and it looked dark. I went to the front door, I knew Blaine kept his spare key under the plant pot. I grabbed it and walked in.
"Blaine?" I shouted. Nothing replied. "Blaine, it's me, Kurt" i walked into the living room, the chairs were flipped, paper and other materials all over the place, including the beer cans. I walked out of the room and walked upstairs. "Blaine" I called once more. I walked into his room, it was also trashed but nobody was there. I walked downstairs and left Blaine's house. I walked down the path. Tears started pouring down my face, I just wanted to know where he was. I carried on walking down the street, looking for him until I reached the riverbank. I sat down and stared for blankly, with all these thoughts running through my head, he is hurt, he is badly hurt, he is dead. My cries were becoming louder and louder, I couldn't help it, I just needed to find Blaine. I sat there for a while, a few hours past by, but I sat here, I couldn't move, I had to sit and think by myself. "Blaine, wherever you are" I whispered "I will find you."
I heard footsteps behind me. "Blaine?" I whispered to myself before turning around. Dad smiled at me, he came and sat next to me, "I was worrying about you kid" he said. "I.. I I've just been here" I whispered. "This is where me and Blaine went on our first date. Just a romantic picnic, it was the only place I could go. I needed to think to myself and-" Dad interrupted "I know son, I understand."He smiled at me and I carried on looking straight forward. I heard a faint shout behind me, I didn't take any notice. "K..kur..kurt!" I heard it call again. I turned around, I saw a figure, somebody was standing far back, I couldn't see who it was, I started to walk, I started to run, I got close enough to see who it was "Blaine" I shouted. I ran up to him and grabbed him for a hug. "Kurt" he left out a sign of relief before embracing the hug. Burt came up behind us, "Blaine? Where have you been?" he questioned, I looked at Blaine then to my dad.
Blaine POV
I wasn't sure if Kurt's dad knew about what happened, but he deserved to know. "K..kurt came to mine the other night" I started "A...a..and I pushed him to kiss me, start making out, I was drunk and I didn't know and I'm so sorry Kurt I didn't mean to I-" Kurt looked at me "I know, we was both drunk and I know you wouldn't do that normally" I looked at Burt, I could see the anger in his eyes. "I'm sorry Mr Hummel, I wouldn't do something like that." His face changed, "I know Blaine, but you should be more careful of my Son and after what happened." I nodded, looking down. "So, where have you been?" Kurt asked. "I... I.." my knees felt week, my whole body felt week, I tried to sit down but fell on my way. Kurt bent down and grabbed me, he sat down holding me. "Kurt i didn't know what to do" my body started to shiver. "I couldn't live with myself after what I had done to you. I went after K-" Kurt gave me a stern look, "I went Kurt and I couldn't find him. I sat by the pier for a little while. I had a few drinks. I didn't think life was worth living with you hating me." I pulled away from Kurt and looked down, "I wanted to die Kurt." He looked shocked, he looked up to Burt who knelt down, "Son, have you done anything to yourself?" he asked, looking me in the eyes. "N..no" I lied. He looked at me again "Blaine, I can see them" I looked down again trying to hide them,. "See what?" he asked puzzled. "Show him, Blaine." I lifted my head up and looked at Kurt. He was almost in tears. "I'm sorry" I cried. I lifted up my arms which were still shaking. Kurt looked down and grabbed my hand. He pulled my sleeve up to see the seven slices I had made in my arms, he gasped and looked back at me. "Oh" he cried. "B..Blaine w..w..what?" I looked back down and snatched my hand back, covering my arms. "I hurt you kurt. I don't deserve to be alive." I whispered. Burt sat in front of me. "Now, you don't ever say that again!" he said, raising his voice, "You're one of the best things to happen to my Son, and you do deserve to be alive, because Blaine you so damn deserve to be here" I looked up at Kurt, he was crying. "I'm sorry" I mouthed, not being ale to produce any real words, he grabbed me and hugged me, "Let's go home" he whispered.