so sorry for the log wait hope you enjoy this one : )
"Ryan, is this a dream?" Andy panted. "Is he really here, in front of me ?"
Ryan smiled down at her, "no dream Andy, it's all real." he smiled at her once more before offering her his hand to get up.
Sam watched as she leapt to her feet and ran towards him. Throwing herself at him she began to cry "you are never leaving me again!"
"Never baby I promise" Sam tightened his grip on her. Ryan now joined by Gillian stood smiling from the doorway, he caught Sam's eye nodded at him and led Gillian out of the room. "God I missed you" Sam said after five minutes of just holding her.
Andy pulled back and wiped her eyes, "I missed you too Sam, it was torture, how can you be here now? Jerry told me it wasn't happening until Thursday."
"Well I sorta told him to lie and got Boyd to tell the rookies they'd be in for it if they told you anything. I didn't want you there, I wanted to surprise you" he quickly added as he saw the hurt and confusion on her face. "Andy we were running guns as well tonight, it could have turned nasty I jus…." He was cut off by her lips crashing into his.
After a minute she pulled back, "I don't care, you're home now." The baby popped into her head,her heart started beating faster. What if he didn't want this? What if he was mad? she shook back the thoughts, she had to tell him now. Grabbing his hand she sat on the bed and pulled him down with her. "I need to tell you something and I have no idea how you're going to react. I'm really scared right now"
Worry appeared on Sam's face, was she hurt? Did she meet someone else while he was away? Is she going to leave him?. "What is it sweetie? you can tell me anything." He put his hands on hers "what's wrong?"
Andy turned to face him, "nothings wrong exactly, it's just" she took a deep breath and turned away from him.
"So why did you say you were scared? what is it?" Sam was really worrying now.
"I'm scared because I don't know what to say and I'm afraid you'll leave me."
"Andy look at me" Sam said walking around her to face her. "I love you and I'm not going anywhere, so will you please tell me what is going on. You're starting to freak me out here."
Andy noticed the sincerity in his voice, she was being silly of course he wasn't going to leave her this is Sam for crying out loud. "Okay well, while you were gone I began to feel sick but just put down to lack of sleep and not eating because I was worried about you." Sam shot her a look "Chris finally made me see sense I began eating properly and sleeping" she saw him relax and continued. "Me and Traci were in the locker rooms one day, I was in the middle of talking, I had to run and threw up. Traci came in behind me and asked me how long I'd being feeling like this."
"So what you're trying to say is you're sick? Andy what is it? did you go the hospital?" Sam was frantic now. He hopped up and started pacing.
"Sam no, sit down" Andy pulled him back down. "She asked me how long I was feeling like that and after a chat and a few calculations…. she gave me a home pregnancy test."
Sam's head shot up, "what? so you're not sick? did you take it? what did it say ?" Andy nodded "well what's the outcome?"
Andy studied him for a moment, she seen nerves, hope, love and happiness in his eyes. "You Sam Swarek are going to be a daddy" she smiled at him. Sam sat staring at her opening and closing his mouth. He sat like that for about ten minutes "Sam say something" The smile had fell from her face she was back to being scared, she thought he would be happy about it.
A thousand emotions were running through his body, him, Sam Swarek had finally got the woman of his dreams, who now had just given him the best gift ever. Sure it was early but who cares? everyone they cared about knew the story behind it, it's not like they'd just met. He stood and ran is fingers through his hair, "I.. I don't.. I mean wow.. I can't believe, wow, I'm going to be a daddy, wow." He turned to Andy and pulled her closer braking out the dimples "I'm going to be a daddy Andy" he laughed.
"Thank god" Andy breathed "I thought you were mad."
"Mad? Andy I'm over the moon, I can't believe it. We're having a baby" he said quietly before sitting back on the bed.
"Sam" Andy sat beside him, "I know we didn't plan this and I know we've just started, but I understand if you need some space or something. I can go if you want sometime to yourself."
"Space? Did you not read my letter, I told you to make room for me in that house. I meant it Andy, we're going to be a family. Come here" he put his hand out and she took it. Pulling her onto his lap he hugged her tightly "I'm so happy Andy, and it's all because of you. So that's why you were at the doctors the other day."
"What ? How did you know I was there ?" she asked shocked he had been so close.
"I saw you coming out of the place with Traci and Jerry, wait, why was Jerry there? Traci I can understand but.. "He looked at her frowning "did Jerry know about this ?"
Yes, I wanted to see if he thought it was best to not tell you until you were home, but he was also there with Traci she had an appointment too."
"Why? Is she sick ?"
"No" Andy smiled. "You're gonna be an uncle too, Traci's pregnant too." Sam stood quickly nearly knocking her over, "where are you going Sam ?" She asked as he walked to the door.
"To congratulate then kill my best friend." he replied.
Andy laughed "get back here Sam, you can't tell him you know. I'm the only person that knows, let him tell you himself."
Sam stopped at the door way, "He told me he was there for Traci you went with her but he turned up in the end. He knew and he didn't tell me."
"Think about it Sam, what would you of done if he told you?"
"I'd of came home" he replied without thought.
"Exactly" Andy walked over and slipped her hands around his neck. "Not that I wouldn't have liked it, but you were so close and in the long run I'd feel bad, you'd regret it too. And Jerry would be In trouble, he knows he's not meant to say anything that could jeopardize the operation."
"You're right as always" he put his hand on her stomach, "hey little guy, I'm your daddy. I just want you to know I'll always be here for you and mommy" he looked back up at Andy to see she was crying. "Hey what's wrong?" he asked cupping her face.
"Nothing I'm just glad you're home and I'm still getting used to being pregnant and all that along with everything else."
Sam had a look in his eye then smirked "We can deal with all that tomorrow, right now I think I need to see you naked." Andy squealed as Sam lifted her off the ground she automatically wrapped her legs around him. He gently kissed her, Andy had other ideas she kissed him hard deepening it. It took Sam a minute to cop she didn't want gentle, not after waiting so long. He walked with her on his hips until her back hit the door with a thud. Andy jolted "a little too rough?" he asked smirking.
Andy just rolled her eyes, "for your information, the door is cold and I can so handle you Sam" she smirked back before pulling him closer. The kiss turned into desperation and need Sam's hand had left her back and was running up her thigh, Andy moaned as he touched her briefly before making his way further up her dress.
"I forgot how good you feel" he moaned as he cupped her breast, feeling himself getting harder by the second.
"Sam" Andy moaned "get this dress off me" she panted.
Sam smirked "nice style or my style?" He asked with a grin, running his hand back down he slipped it under her panties. "You are so wet, am I turning you on Officer McNally?"
"Sam" she panted again "don't tease" she claimed his lips again. Kissing him passionately he walked over and lay her gently on the bed lowering himself down to her level. "So, just how much did you miss me?"
Andy suddenly flipped him, she straddled him before he could move. She lowered to whisper in his ear, "would you like me to show you just how much?" Sam sucked in a deep breath as her hands wondered down his chest to his stomach before disappearing under his jeans. She began stroking his manhood.
"Andy" he gasped she looked at him with a mischievous look in her eye before her head disappeared from view. "Andy" he said again, "get back up here I need to kiss you come.." he stopped talking when he felt her unzip his jeans.
Slowly unzipping his jeans and pulling them down Andy placed a trail of kisses down his legs moving from one to the other "you have no idea how much I missed you" she mumbled as she made her way back up kissing his stomach and up his chest. "Just lying her with you, being able to touch you"
Sam took his chance and flipped them so she was now under him he looked into her eyes and could see sadness and pain he stroked her cheek, "I think I do baby, you mean everything to me. I thought about you every second of everyday. I'm done, nothing will ever take me away from you again." He leaned down and captured her in a soft kiss. He began working his hands under the straps of her dress, moving to her neck he left a trail of hot wet kisses before moving to her shoulder and pulled the straps down kissing every inch of her he could find . Sliding the dress off he took in her body, she was beautiful and knowing his child was in there made her even more beautiful if that was possible. He ran his hand over her stomach and smiled, this baby was the best thing to ever happen to him, well the second, finally being with Andy was top of the list.
He was broke from his thoughts by Andy, she had watched him gaze at her stomach and smile. She watched him run his hands resting them on her stomach she smiled again, "Sam?" she called, he broke his gaze from her stomach to meet her eyes. "Do you want to just lie down? We have plenty of time to do … stuff" she giggled.
Sam smiled back at her, "don't get me wrong as much as I'd love to rock your world, I can't focus on anything other than this little guy" he said placing his hand back on her stomach.
Andy moved her hand to rest on top of his "we're going to be fine Sam. Me, you and this little guy, we're gonna be okay"
Sam moved around to sit beside her, he pulled her into his chest "I know we are, I'll make sure of it. I can't wait to tell everyone, how far along are you?"
"um, just about nine weeks the doctor said" Andy smiled "we can't tell anyone until I'm over twelve weeks just to make sure everything is okay."
"So I have to wait another three weeks? can I at least tell Ollie ? He'll keep it to himself."
"Sure I guess that's okay , I need to tell Chris. But them, Traci and Jerry and that is it for now." Andy replied.
"Of course babe, but we will need to tell Frank. How long did the doctor say you could work the streets until you move to desk?"
"She said sixteen weeks but if I am up to it I can manage twenty weeks before going off the streets. She said everyone is different, that she'll know by the sixteen week scan weather or not I should continue on or not."
"Okay so when's your next appointment ? I am not missing that." Sam pulled her closer "I'll be at every one until he is born"
"He? Why do you think the baby will be a boy ? It could be a girl." Andy laughed. "In three weeks for the scan."
"It doesn't matter which it is as long as their okay that's all that matters" Sam moved to lie down. "How about we get some sleep?"
Andy yawned and looked at the clock, it was already three am. "Good idea," she replied moving to snuggle into him. "Night Sam, I love you, I'm glad you're home. I might be able to sleep now."
"Sam dropped a kiss on her head night baby I love you too. It's good to be back in this bed with you and that's the way it's going to stay"
Andy woke up relaxed and happy, she'd had the best nights sleep in a long time. She though last night was a dream, she sighed, another day without Sam. She was about to get upset when she felt arms tighten and pull her closer. She flipped around in the bed "I thought it was all a dream" she muttered. She knew he could sense what she was thinking.
"I'm here Andy, it's real" he pulled her closer "and I will be here for the rest of my life." Smiling down at her he dipped his head and kissed her gently, he ran his hands along her body stopping at her hips. He gripped them and pulled her flush against him. He could feel himself getting hard, Andy could too she deepened the kiss and ran her hands along his chest down to the tip of his boxers. Before she could slip her hand inside them he flipped them so he was on top. "It's my turn" he whispered before kissing her quickly and moving onto her neck. He worked his way around her neck and shoulders, moving onto her chest he kissed the fabric of her bra running his hands over them. Andy let out a moan when he moved the cup to get better access, he teased her by licking, sucking and biting lightly on her nipple. Moving to the next one he did the same.
"Sam" Andy moaned as he moved lower down her stomach, he kissed every part of it before slipping a hand under her panties. He nearly growled at the feeling of touching her again, he stroked her for a moment before slipping a finger inside her. "Sam" Andy moaned again. Sam smirked at her and slipped another finger inside moving in and out slowly, he could feel her relax. He moved up to her and kissed her hungrily.
Andy gripped his hair and pulled him closer while slipping her free hand inside his boxers, he groaned as she began to move her hand up and down kissing him for all she was worth. She couldn't take it anymore, she let go and slid his boxers down as far as she could. Sam pulled them the rest of the way off and went to work pulling her panties off. Positioning himself between her legs he kissed her again before thrusting into her "Sam" she panted, "please I can't wait anymore."
Sam began slow not once braking the kiss. He began to thrust faster, "Andy" he growled as she wrapped her legs around his back so he could go deeper. Thrusting deeper he though he was going to explode, Andy's moans and groans were taking him over the edge. He slowed down and moved to kiss her neck. "harder Sam" she moaned. Sam felt her tighten around him he began to thrust harder while dropping a hind in between them flicking her folds. "Come for me baby" he said huskily biting on his lip "Andy you have no idea how good this feels" he dipped his head and kissed her roughly.
"Oh Sam, right there, yeah. I'm close!" she cried gripping him tighter.
"Come on baby, let go. I'm right behind you" he panted thrusting as fast as he could, her cries of pleasure brought him to climax seconds after her, spilling his seed inside her. He kissed her again while trusting in and out slowly biting her bottom lip as the sensation filled through him. "Wow" he panted "that was better than I remember" he said rolling off her.
Andy lay her head on his chest, "yeah that I missed" she laughed and leaned on her elbows to kiss him after she pulled back she gazed at him. "You know I love you so much right ?"
" And you know how much I love you ?" He asked while kissing her again.
Andy laughed "we're like a couple of teenagers."
Sam laughed with her "well, what can I say. You bring out the soft side of me" Andy smirked. He raised an eyebrow "what ?"
"Nothing, I just love this side of you, not that I don't love bad ass officer Swarek.
"Well I'm back now, so you're all mine again." Sam replied pulling her closer.
"Chris will be sad" Andy said. "He loved having me as a partner."
"Well, you can stay with him if it makes you happy babe" Sam said casually.
Andy looked at him "how much did that kill you to say?" she laughed.
"A lot" Sam laughed too.
Andy kissed him quickly, "thank you, but I think I'd rather be with you. He knew it was only until you came home, he likes Ollie just as much."
" Ollie is a great guy. Right get that beautiful butt of yours up and dressed, I'm taking you guys out for breakfast."
Andy felt her neck and face warm up. "Oh shit, I forgot they were staying here. They had to of heard us, oh Sam, I won't be able to look at them" Andy groaned.
"Andy relax, they're down stairs at the back. There is no way they heard us." Sam said rubbing her back, she looked so cute when she worried about small things.
Andy looked at him again "really? are you sure?"
"Yes honey, now get up or we won't have time before work. Sam kissed her and climbed out of the bed.
"You're going back to work already!" Andy yelled.
"Not the streets Andy, calm down. I'm going to see Boyd and Frank ,wrap up everything and see when I can come back." he sat back on the bed "don't worry about it" he said rubbing his hand up and down her arm.
"What if someone sees you Sam? what if you get hurt? " Andy said angrily.
"babe, will you calm down. They were all picked up last night, there is no one left on the streets that have seen me. They're all in lock up or on their way to prison. It will be fine, okay, I promise."
"It better be Sam, I'm not losing you again." Andy hopped off the bed and headed for the bathroom for a shower.
Sam sighed "great, only back a night and already I've a pissed off McNally." he said to himself as he pulled on some clothes and left the room to head downstairs. He'd give her time to cool off before talking again. He entered the kitchen to see Gillian sitting with coffee reading the paper. "uh hi" he said awkwardly, "I don't think we've been introduced." He held out his hand "I'm Sam."
Gillian took his hand "Gillian, Ryan has told me so much about you guys."
"Yeah he's a great guy, always talked about his girlfriend and his son. Is he here by the way ?" Sam looked around for signs of a child.
"No, he's back home with my sister. We have boys the same age, he loves staying at her house and playing with my nephew. And I'm his wife now" Gillian smiled.
"What? when did this happen ? Andy never said anything."
"About a month ago, your love story pushed him to move the wedding up to the next free date as soon as he got home. You really struck a cord with him, he doesn't go out of his way for just anyone. We did invite her, told her to bring Traci or Chris if you weren't home. She said she wouldn't feel right without you ,she did send a gift though, thank you we loved it."
"what did she send ?" Sam asked curiously taking a seat beside her. "
Plane tickets to come here to see her, that was a lovely thought. Ryan was delighted he couldn't wait to see her, he was like a kid getting a new toy."
Sam laughed "that's my Andy, she has a lasting effect on everyone."
"Well I'm glad you're back, I thought I wasn't going to get to meet you." Gillian smiled at him.
"You too" Sam replied. "I'm taking you guys out for breakfast so we can talk properly, where is Ryan anyway?"
"In the shower, he should be nearly ready. Thanks Sam but you don't need to take us out."
"I want to, as a thank you for looking after her."
Gillian studied him for a moment, "you really do love her don't you ?"
Sam smiled thinking about her, "Yeah, I do. I'm going to ask her to Marry me." Gillian squealed excitedly, "really? oh this is so exciting. I can't wait to see her face, oh Sam that is great news" she jumped up and hugged him.
Sam laughed "relax, I haven't even got a ring yet, I'll need to drag Traci shopping with me. But I need to see her dad first."
Andy was frozen to her spot at the door, neither had seen her. She took a few steps back, 'he is going to ask me to marry him, what?' Andy felt butterflies in her stomach, her bad mood lifted. She knew straight away she would say yes. She tried to lose her smile as she entered the kitchen, she was not meant to hear that. "Hey" she said casually.
"Morning Andy" Gillian said happily. "I'm just going to get ready, won't be long" she called as she left the room.
Andy took a seat beside Sam he was watching her trying to read her mood. She leaned forward and kissed him, Sam pulled her onto his lap and deepened the kiss. After a minute or so she pulled back "I'm sorry for freakin' out, I just panicked."
Sam pushed some hair behind her ear "it's fine baby, I know what you we're thinking."
Andy smiled and went back to her own seat. "So, what's the plan for today ?"
"Well, I was going to take you guys to breakfast, drop Ryan and Gillian back here, drop you off at work. Go see Boyd first, then come back to the station, have lunch with you and go see Frank. Then I have a few errands to run. Then I'll pick you up and take you out for dinner."
Andy smirked "what kind of dinner?"
Sam leaned forward "the kind where it's a date, so you wear a dress and sexy stuff underneath that I can see when we get home." he kissed her quickly "lets get moving" 'I need to see Tommy and Nash' he said to himself. He pulled her up and made his way to his truck. 'Today should be fun' he thought as they waited for Ryan and Gillian to join them.