A/N: Okay so here it is Ch 10!! i wanted to thank those that reviewed my little one-shot!! i may take it down and re-do it, i'm not sure i'm pleased with the outcome... but i don't know as of know!! anyways here we go let's get down to business
Disclaimer: Don't own it :: Hides Kai in a closet :: hehe shhh Kai don't say anything what they don't know won't hurt them
(Ch. 10 Kai's Offer)
Kai and Hilary sat in the taxi cab not saying a word as the car continued it's path. Thankfully they were able to be seen in the morning. Tala had told Kai to go with her, and he would stay and train with the team.
Hilary watched as the scenery passed her by, she was nervous, and Kai knew it. He turned to look at her.
He sighed. This was not the Hilary he knew, this was not the Hilary he grew to respect. And he didn't like this Hilary, her fighting spirit was gone, she gave in too easily. Not to say he didn't respect her or like her, he just wanted the old Hilary back, the one that would have probably kicked Hiro in the balls before he had a change to rip her of her innocence.
'Why won't you say it… you know you want too.' His heart screamed.
'Because, we do not love her.' His mind retaliated.
He sighed, ever since that night Tala blurted out that he thought he loved her, his mind and heart were in a war.
He growled as his heart and mind continued to fight over his feelings.
"Are you alright Kai?"
He turned to see Hilary looking at him with concern in her eyes.
"I'm fine Hilary." He said and forced a smile out as he wrapped his arm around her and pulled her close. "I'm fine." He said more so to convince him than her.
'Look what you've done. He's mad now.' His mind spat out again.
'Good. He needs to be mad; he needs to accept his feelings for her.' His Heart screamed out.
Kai closed his eyes trying to shut out his heart and mind.
Tala walked into the gym and smiled as he saw his team mates waiting on him.
"Hey Tala, where's Kai and Hilary?"
Tala sat down next to Spencer as Bryan walked over sitting down on the bench.
"They had to take care of something this morning."
"You don't say?" Bryan grinned. "He pushed you out to have his way with Hilary?"
The three boys began to chuckle.
"Not that I wouldn't mind being thrown out, because Kami knows he's got it bad for her, but no that's not what they had to take care of."
"Ok, all jokes aside, is everything okay?" Spencer asked looking a little worried now.
"I don't know… I hope so." Tala sighed.
He moved to the right, he moved to the left. He crossed his arms, he uncrossed them. Everything he did was not helping, he was still nervous. Not only for her, but for the fact that he was the only male in this waiting room, and that made him nervous.
He sighed as another woman entered, obviously being pregnant. He couldn't help but think that Hilary could be, and it scared him. She shouldn't go through this alone--- no she shouldn't have to go through this now at all.
"Hilary…. Uh Hilary Tatibana?"
Kai jumped up out of his seat a little too eager, which he cursed himself mentally as he heard soft chuckles coming from some of the women. He linked Hilary's arm with his as they walked to the door.
"Kai… Kai slow down." She whispered as she realized he was practically dragging her towards their room.
After seconds they made into the room, he unlinked their arms as he moved the chair closer to the little bed that Hilary sat on.
"The Doctor will be with you in a minute."
And with that the nurse left the two teens in silent.
"Hilary…?"
She smiled as she turned to look at him.
"I've been doing a lot of thinking, well since last night. And I want you to just listen before you answer. But I thought it through and if you are pregnant, I want to help you raise the child. That is… that is if you decide to keep the baby."
Oh Kami was he nervous about telling her this, but he had no idea why.
"I know we don't talk that much and I'm not sure what your stance on abortion is, but I personally don't like it, but I will always be there for you if you don't decide to keep the baby, I won't hate you. I just wanted you to know that if you do decide to keep the baby you can live with me, and I'll help you raise it… he… she whatever the sex of the baby is."
She smiled, but kept her emotions in check. "You would do that for me?" She continued as he nodded. "That means a lot to me Kai… but I don't even know what my feelings are on about this baby… if I have a baby. I mean I may not even be pregnant."
He nodded. "Look why don't we wait and see if you are pregnant and then we'll go down that road okay?
She nodded as he took her hand and softly stroked it.
'Now… tell her she's got soft skin.' His heart was at it again.
'oh for the love of Kami… it's just skin… and he's just being nice… that doesn't mean he has feelings for her.' And there's the mind speaking it's… well its mind.
The two sat there each in their own world, when the door opened up.
Being that there were only three of them, Tala had opted to sit out as Spencer and Bryan continued to battle. Who ever won that battle would then go up against Tala.
He watched as the two continued to fight when his cell phone started ringing. He took it out of his pocket and looked at the number. His smile faded into a frown as he opened up the phone.
He spoke in his native tongue as his frown became more of a worried glance. The two boy's had finished their battle but were now in front of their captain.
After a few moments Tala hung up the phone and looked to his team mates.
"That was Kai… It looks like it's just gonna be us for a while. He said Hilary was feeling restless and he didn't want to leave her alone."
The two boys's nodded in understanding. Tala looked at his clock and sighed.
"You guy's hungry?"
Tyson got off the elevator and started down the hall towards his room. His mind had been racing with that scene between Hiro and Daichi. Something just didn't seem right and he didn't know what it was. He couldn't shake the feeling off that maybe he was wrong about Hilary.
He sighed as he realized he shouldn't do this again, it kept him up night after night and he needed some sleep that's for sure.
As he pulled out his card getting ready to make it to his room, he stopped as he saw Hiro.
Hiro was standing over a woman in the hall, the same woman that Tala had almost slept with. He had his hand up against the wall while the other one was making small circles around the hem of her shirt. Tyson couldn't hear what was being said, but he could tell that it must be something sexual.
Tyson eye's widened as he saw the girl smiling as Hiro began to leave small kisses around the base of her neck. Before Tyson knew it Hiro had his arms around her waist, and they were kissing as they tried to enter his hotel room.
Normally, Tyson would care less about his bother's sexual drive, but something about the way he handled himself with that girl just didn't sit right with him, again.
Kai held the door as Hilary walked into the room. They had not said a word since the appointment. He watched as she made her way into the room with a heavy sigh.
She placed her hand over her stomach as fear, and nervousness, and then hate filled her every being.
"Hilary, everything will be okay. My offer to you is still valid." He said to reassure her. Instead his eyes widened in concern as she dropped to her knee's he were immediately by her side.
"Hilary… it's okay…"
"No it's not." Came the cry. "I'm pregnant…. With his child… his child Kai…"
Not knowing what to say he just placed his hand around her.
"How can everything be okay.. a part of him is in me.. and I hate it.. I hate the child… I hate what this child represents.." she stopped as shock took over on what she said. "No… I don't want to hate this child… but I do."
He continued to grow in concern for her as she started to hyperventilate.
"I hate him… I hate him…. I hate him…" she continued to say with each word she became more hyperventilated.
Kai knowing that this could get only worse moved his back and propped it against the back of the bed. He spread his legs out and in a quick movement had Hilary in between his legs. He could still hear her crying out her hatred for Hiro as he had one hand around her forehead softly stroking her hair, while the other hand had taken her hand and placed it on her chest, with his on top of her hand.
"Hilary… shhh… it's going to be okay… you know how I know… because I won't let anything happen to you… you need to calm down."
He continued as she had become silent. "Just listen to the sound of my voice… can you do that?"
He continued as she nodded still hyperventilating. "Good… Hilary I need you to feel my chest as I breathe." He said as he took long breathes in and out. "Breathe like me Hils… in…. out… in… out…"
He continued breathing until he could feel her body move with his. He smiled. "That's my girl… keep breathing."
A small smile crept to his face as he felt her head move back and lay on his shoulder. He opened them up as he looked down at her.
Not realizing it his face leaned in closer and his lips gently brushed hers. He closed his eyes as he felt her return the kiss. What seemed like a gentle kiss became deepened as he moved his hand from her forehead and placed it on her cheek slowly starting to caress the soft skin as he deepend the kiss.
'I DID IT!!!! I CRACKED THROUGH HIS WALL.' His heart screamed.
'NO!! I leave for one minute and this is what happens… BAKA!' His mind screamed.
Realization hit Kai as his eyes shot open and he realized what he was doing. He moved his hand from her cheek and pulled away from her. He didn't bother looking at her as he carefully but quickly sat up with her still on the floor.
"Hilary… I'm sorry; I don't know what came over me."
"Kai…"
"I'm such a baka…"
"Kai…"
"I had no right to kiss you like that…"
"KAI!"
He turned around to see her standing in front of him looking concerned.
"It's alright Kai… "
He sighed. "I can't… I can't Hilary... I can't be here." He said and started to walk out the door when a hand grabbed him in protest. He stopped as he turned to her, and quickly wished he hadn't as his saw fear in her eyes.
"Please don't leave me Kai…"
Guilt over ran him as he quickly pulled her into a hug. "I'm not going to leave you Hilary… I'll never leave you… never."
'What the hell just happened? I swear you are so…. Rational.' His mind cried.
'Well somebody has to be. But now things are going to be different, because you just HAD to have your way.' His mind spoke
Kai stood there with his arms around her trying to comfort her. What was he going to do, it was just a kiss that happened in the heat of the moment. It didn't mean anything.
He sighed, hoping this wouldn't change things between the two friends.
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