It's been 2 weeks since Id argued with Cody and I hadn't talk to him since. Its been 2 weeks since I started dating John and it was going great. I loved spending time with John. It was still a bit strange knowing he was now my boyfriend but I was really starting to enjoy it. He'd take me out, give me flowers and chocolates and just be the gentleman I know he is. I now knew my feelings for John were stronger than friendship but I wasn't in love with him. Ive only ever been in love with someone once and well that didn't turn out very well. I was 17 and the guy was 19 we'd been together for nearly 2 years and it was going great then one day he just turned around and told me he never loved me and never liked me and was just with me for convenience and it broke my heart. I was genuinely in love with the guy and he just tore it in two. So now I never really let myself fall for anyone so quickly I build up the walls in fear of the same thing happening again. I don't think I could go through it again it would tear me apart. Luckily I had John to help me through with that. If wasn't for him I don't think I would have gotten through it. Then I didn't really date anyone for a while until I met Matt Sydal aka Evan Bourne. He was lovely and sweet and we just got on not to mention hes incredibly handsome. We dated for about 3 months before we decided we'd be better off as friends. So there's no hard feelings there between us. He's a really great guy and he helped me learn that I shouldn't put up barriers when it comes to love but I just cant help it. Im sure a few girls can agree with me here?

Since I havent talked to Cody I havent really thought about him. Johns been my main thought to be honest. I still cant believe what Cody said. I never thought he could be so mean and heartless. I don't think there's any chance ill be talking to him again unless he brings out one hell of an apology. There was no need for him to talk to me like that at all. Its like when I first got over here to the USA when he was angry at me for leaving. He hasn't tried to talk to me and I havent tried to talk to him. I was a bit upset at first but I mean he was the horrible one right? Well I couldn't care less anymore Cody Runnels can do whatever the hell he likes for all I care.

I was sat in my hotel room painting my toenails. I wasn't particularly doing anything tonight. John had gone to the bar with Randy and a few of the guys. I didn't really feel like drinking tonight. I tend to do really stupid things when im drunk as you've heard. I heard a knock on the door so I decided to get up and answer it doing the funny little walk you do when your waiting for your toenails to dry. I opened it up to see Maryse stood there with her makeup all down her face. I naturally pulled her into a hug.

"Maryse hunny what's wrong? What's happened?" I made her come sit down on the couch in the hotel room. I kneeled in front of her and wiped her eyes with a tissue.

"Its Mike.." I should have guessed. I sat down next to her and hugged her. "I-I caught him kissing another girl…" Oh what a prick! If I wasn't half dressed I would go down there and beat him to a living pulp. Well im not sure I could do that but id slap him about a few times. That would get the job done.

"Oh what a little sleaze.. I cant believe he'd do such a thing. I swear to God next time I see him Maryse I will wipe that cocky little smirk off his face. Nobody hurts my Maryse!" She was sobbing. She must have really liked him well I knew she did. I just held her. I know what its like been heartbroken so I could relate to her.

"If hes going to do something like that to you babe hes not worth it. He doesn't deserve you and he doesn't deserve these tears. You're a beautiful and lovely woman you can do so much better than that scum" I smiled at her and she smiled back.

"Your right but it hurts Stacey it really does.. I dunno what to do!" I smiled at her and rubbed her back.

"How about a tub of ice cream? A really funny film and a bitching session about boys?"

*****

Me and Maryse were sat laughing watching Austin Powers: Gold member. We were on our 2nd tub of ice cream.

"Oh Maz", that was my new nickname for her, "this is one of the best films in the entire world no matter what anybody says" I was laughing my head off. I absolutely loved this film. I loved all the Austin powers films they were hilarious! I tried not to pick a film too lovey dovey and this was the perfect solution! Although I would have been happy watching 12 rounds with my John in but somehow I don't think Maryse would enjoy seeing me perv over my boyfriend.

"Oh Stace.. Thanks for cheering me up. I feel a little bit better" She smiled at me. She was no doubt one of my best friends ever. I mean I had my 3 best friends back at home; Alex, Hailey and Lisa and I love them dearly but I just find it easier to be myself with Maryse and when im over here as a matter of fact. I loved been on the road with the guys and Maryse. I used to be pretty close with Ashley too when she was here and also Trish and I miss them dearly but im glad I got Maryse.

"No problem, just if you ever need to talk about anything you know im here right?" She nodded.

"You too Stace. I dunno what id do without you" I hugged her. I was glad she was here not under the circumstances but I hadn't had a girly night in a while.

"Good cos I dunno what id do without you!" I laughed.

"So spill the beans! How are things with you and John? You seem really happy" I smiled at her and sighed.

"Things are really great Maz.. I really am happy" I really was, "but its not about me tonight its about cheering you up!" She laughed.

"You said talk about boys! So we are. I also want to know why you and Mr Rhodes arent talking" I looked at her and sighed.

"Me and Cody arent talking anymore because he is a self centred asshole who thinks he can go around telling people who to date!" She laughed and I had to too.

"Oh dear. So he wasn't happy about you and John?"

"Nope he wasn't but its not his business who I date so lets forget this and watch something else" She looked through the DVDs and picked one up.

"How about one with a certain Mr Edward Cullen.. Im sure that would cheer me up very much" She winked at me and I rolled over laughing. Oh and did I mention we'd cracked open a bottle of wine. Well 2 to be exact. I know I said I didn't feel like drinking but if it helps cheer Maryse up then im willing to do it!

"Oh Maz you are one naughty son of a bitch" I giggled and she put the DVD in and we fell back laughing and perving over Edward Cullen.

*****

It was an hour later and Maryse and I were sat way into Twilight. I heard the door open but didn't look up from the TV then I felt a pair of strong arms around me and I turned and giggled to see John sat next to me.

"Hellooooo baby" I giggled. Yeah I was kind of really drunk now. Wine does that to me very easy. He gave me a kiss.

"Aha your drunk" He looked to my side and smiled at Maryse, "Hello Maryse" She just waved him off cos she was way into Twilight.

"Whyyy arent you drunk man you've been out for like years" I looked at John and he just laughed.

"You know your funny when your drunk. You know me Stace I have to drink a lot of shit to get me drunk and I didn't feel like getting too wasted tonight cos I wanted to spend sometime with my gorgeous girlfriend" He wiggled his eyebrows.

"John we cant not right here Maryse is there itd juust be ruuuude to start having sex right in front of her you naughty man" He laughed and I looked at him funny which made him laugh harder.

"Oh baby pick your mind out of the gutter. I don't need to have sex with you to spend some time with you although that is great" He winked at me and I laughed. I loved my Johnny boy!

"Ugh if you two are going to be sexy talking im out of here" I saw Maryse stand up and stumbled then laugh and so did I. John went up to her.

"I'll walk you to your room Maryse your too drunk to be walking around alone.." That was my John a real gentleman. I saw him walk out with Maryse and I went and crawled to the bed and fell asleep.

*****

It was the next morning and I woke up to see John's blue eyes staring at me. My head was so painful. I groaned.

"What's up baby? Bad head?" I nodded and groaned. Shouldn't move my head. I saw him get up and get some aspirin and a bottle of water out. He gave it to me and I took it then layed on his chest and he put his arms around me. I heard him chuckle.

"How much did you and Maryse drink last night before I got in?" I groaned again. His voice was booming thorough my head.

"John do you have to talk to loud man. I dunno about 3 bottles of wine between us. Who knows go count.." He laughed again.

"Oh my poor baby.. Anything I can do to make you feel better.." His voice was getting husky and I felt his hands rubbing my leg. I moaned.

"John don't.. ive got a banging head and your rubbing me and you know what that leads to and that's only going to make my head worse…" I was cut off mid sentence by him planting his lips on me. Id totally forgotten about my bad head now…

After we'd finished getting sexy I'd had a shower and actually felt a whole lot better. I looked out the balcony to see what the weather was like. Nice and sunny. John was in the shower. I went to my bag and picked some clothes out. Blue denim skirt and a white t-shirt. I'd started to get my tan back now I was out here. My hair needed re-dying. The roots wer coming through and I didn't like it. Maybe ill go back brunette? Id have to ask Maryse.. I straightened my hair and did my makeup and saw John in the corner of my eye getting changed…

"Hmm do you really have to put a shirt on?" I went over to him and put my hands on his bare chest. Oh how lucky I was. He laughed.

"Well unless you want every girl we pass looking at me then I think it's a good idea" He's got a point there. I don't want everyone eyeing up my goods… I nodded then patted his chest and heard my phone ringing. It was Randy.

"Hey Randy! What's up?"

"Are you riding with us?" He said. I sighed.

"Who does 'us' mean?"

"Well obviously Ted, Cody and myself.." I didn't want to see Cody but oh well. I wanted to see Ted. Things were great between us no hard feelings whatsoever.

"Yeah sure. We'll meet you down in about 5 mins" He said bye and I put the phone down. John came behind me and put his arms around me and kissed my neck.

"You know you could have said no if you didn't wanna ride with Cody.. I know you and him arent getting along at the moment.." I'd told John everything that had happened with me and Cody and he'd been so mad at first but I said it was between me and Cody and he shouldn't get himself involved.

"Yeah but I want to spend time with Teddy and Randy so ill be a man and suck it up" He laughed.

"I hope you aint no man otherwise this relationship is over!" I had to laugh.

"Im pretty sure you know I aint no man John" I winked then walked out the door.

*****

The car ride to the arena had been pretty pleasant. I made Ted sit in the middle so I didn't have to talk to Cody so all was great. Now I was sat in catering with John and Randy. I saw Mike come over and sit down and I scoffed at him.

"Asshole" I folded my arms and stared at him.

"What?" Mike said looking at me. John and Randy just looked at each other. None of them had knew what was going on.

"I know what you did. Did you know Maryse came to my room last night crying her eyes out cos she'd seen you with another girl? How could you do that? You heartless bastard!" I was very angry with him. Nobody upsets my friend and gets away with it.

"I was drunk it was a mistake.. You know I love Maryse and I wouldn't do anything to intentionally hurt her.." I laughed very maliciously.

"Been drunk isn't an excuse. Who was she?" He looked away.

"She was nobody.. It doesn't matter" I was so angry with him right now. I felt Johns hand on my leg.

"Baby just leave it okay.." I heard John say. I saw Mike get up and walk away. I wasn't letting him get away with it this easy.. I got up and walked after him. I caught up with him and stopped him.

"You better tell me who she is now before I take my hand and slap you senseless with it" He looked afraid. Yay job done..

"I cant Stacey.." He tried walking away again. I grabbed him.

"Yes you can and you better do it right now.." I heard him sigh and he looked at me.

"It-It was Lucy" He whispered. I put my hand to my mouth. There was only one person I knew called Lucy..

"Cody's Lucy?" I saw him nod. Oh man.. "Does Cody know?"

"No he doesn't…" He sighed and I let him walk away.

No matter how mad or upset I was with Cody I couldn't let him be with a girl that was going to do that to him.

I had to tell him…

A/N

this is actually the longest chapter ive done

i really enjoy this chapter :)

anyway review please!