I know I suck It's short and was writen while watching Criminal Minds (Episode 2 Season 7 (I just love a pissed off Reid) In case you were wondering. I am addicted to that show... Plus Matthew Grey Gubler is hot.) Please be kind as you flame. I love you all.

Olivia's head rested its self against the seat back, pounding with extreme intensity. Most people in this situation would scramble around for a Tylenol, but for some reason it never helped her. She blindly reached for the controls on the dashboard until she found the radio button. She clicked it and let her hand drop.

'-compares no worries or cares regrets or mistakes our memories made who would have known how bitter sweet this would taste.'

Adele's strong voice rang through the car. It's a great song and an easy one to lose yourself in. Olivia let her mind wander back in time.

Laughter ran through the air skipping and hoping its way to her ears. She smiled at the sound of her mother's clear strong laugh as she found her note.

'Dear mommy,

I'm hidn n the yrd som wher if you canot find me then I am runnin away!

You have 10 minots!

Loev, Olivia'

"Well I guess I just have to find my daughter then…" The blond headed woman mused strolling around the yard for the daughter who was clearly sitting in the bushes. "Humm… Not over here… Is she over here…" she said ducking her head under the patio table's table cloth. "No… well I just don't know where she could be…" She said plopping herself down on the step "I guess I'm short one daughter now then."

A blond five year old head popped out of the bushes. "I'M HERE MOMMY!" her voice rang out.

The older woman smiled at her daughter. "Yes you are." She stood wiping off her skirt. "Now unless you want to watch while I eat a Popsicle and you don't get one come on inside.

The song drew to a close and the bubbly voice of the mid day announcer came over the speakers. "And that was Adele with 'Someone Like You'! Wow that's a great song and here's another! Lemonade Mouth's Determinate!"

Olivia groaned and quickly flicked the radio off. Her phone rang about 5 seconds later.

'In another life I would be your girl. We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world. In another life I would make you stay. So I don't have to say you were the one tha-'

"Hello?"

"Livy! Hey, I'm rounding the corner now. Oh, I see you! Ok hold on be there in sec."

"Mkay…"

"All right I'm getting out now."

Olivia could hear him turn off his truck and slide out. His feet resounded against the pavement as he walked around to see her.

"Hey," he said opening the passenger door and sliding in.

"Hi, thanks."

"Ya, of course."

"I just can't go in there alone."

"Ya, ya…"

"Well… Let's go then" She hopped out, walked around the car, and headed up the path. Wen slipped his hand in hers reassuringly. Olivia took a deep breath and raised her hand to the buzzer.

'Visiting hours are not until 4 please come back later.'

"Um… I'm Olivia White. I'm here to see Miss Rose."

There was a pause on the other line and then a buzz and the door clicked open. Olivia looked at Wen scared out of her mind knowing that she could easily have a break down. Wen squeezed her hand and then with his vacant one reached for the door.

A tall woman in a uniform met them inside.

"Hi Chief Rose, I'm sorry for your loss." She said stepping forward and reaching for Olivia's hand. "And who's this?" she said eying Wen.

"A friend of mine, Wen." She croaked back the thickness returning to her voice.

"Hi" Wen said offering her a hand to shake letting go of Olivia's in the process.

"Follow me please." Miss Rose said all but ignoring Wen.

Olivia glanced at her gangly friend and slid her hand back in to his. He smiled lightly as they slid through a door in to a narrow hall way. He couldn't help but think how natural her hand in his felt, how easily they fit together. He was brought back out of his thoughts but the sound of a door opening in front of him.

"Miss White, please, sit," The officer stated in a voice that made it more of a command than a request. Seeing as Wen hadn't been addressed he stood just behind and beside Olivia's chair his stance involuntary protective.

"Miss White I can only imagine what you're going through and I can only assume that you must have questions but there are a few things we must discuss before we get on to that. First of all we need to know how you want to handel your fathers funeral. We have discussed this with your grandmother and she wants' to see what you have to say be she thinks it best to bury him with your mother."

"Yes," Olivia cut in "Yes with my mom please." Her tone was stiff and when Wen looked at her eyes they were dull as if they had been blocked off. "What else?"

"Your father's possessions. He had a few things that we were holding from when he first entered the system." She indicated a box on her desk. It was the size of a shoe box, and a dull brown color. "Would you like to have them?"

"Yes," Captain Rose slid the box to the edge of the desk and Olivia picked it up and clutched it to her chest like a life line.

"One last thing your father was writing a letter when his heart attack hit. Addressing it actually." She pulled open the top left hand side drawer on her desk. A plain white envelope with

'Olivia White

2056 e S. Reid Rd'

Written in bold thick ink on the front of it. It had been closed and the ink was splattered where he had broken the pen in the first wave of the attack. Olivia took the letter with shaky hands letting the box sit on her lap. She stare at it for a moment then with no hesitation she flipped the lid off the box, not even glancing inside, dropped the letting inside and slammed the lid back on like it was Pandora's instead of her dad's.

She lifted her head to the officer in front of her and asked her voice stronger than it had been since Madison "Is that all?"

"Yes, it is." Captain Rose said a slight hint of shock in her tone. "Do you have any questions?"

"No, Thank you Captain Rose. I need to get going." A slightly rushed tone to her voice "I will see you."

She quickly exited the room Wen close on her heels the got buzzed out and Olivia quickly slid in to her car and peeled away. Wen, confused out of his mind at his friends odd behavior, slid in to his car.

Olivia down the block was blinking furiously refusing to cry. Going there was a bad idea. She preached to her self. That was all, she thought it hurt to be where he was, but her eyes couldn't help but stray to the box sitting on her passenger seat.

The level of suckeage that you just struggled through astounds me... I am so sorry.

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