Chapter 10 – Memories Alive

A/N : I have the long one at the bottom + my apologies! So read that! Here it is! Chapter 10! Love you guys!

.:.: Edward's POV .:.:

We were fed our dinner , a piece of bread for 3 grown guys. I mean Billy Black was super rich , he couldn't give us 3 pieces of bread? What a jerk but I guess being a international drug lord and Boss of Black Drag didn't exactly mean he was a good guy. We shared it equally and I decided to tell the guys about my decision. I couldn't leave Bella. I loved her , I knew this since I was 16. I could just see her as my wife , my everything.

" Guys , I have to tell you something." I swallowed nervously. What were there reactions going to be? Would they think I was insane?

" Whats up , Eddie?" I glared at Emmett , he had been calling me that awful name for the last 7 years just because I dated a blond bitch called Tanya. She kept on calling me that and I kicked her out of my bed soon after.

" I have decided that I love Bella. I want to be able to pursue her without being locked in a cage. I want to bring her out with me." I held my breath for their reactions.

" Edward , do you think thats wise? It could make things much more difficult. It could cost us our lives. She might not even co-operate." Jasper was being rational and smart.

" I know but I cannot imagine being without her. I know she could refuse me but I want the chance." I was letting my heart do the talking and my head was giving me thoughts about Bella and her brown eyes. This was a chance I wanted to take.

" I feel the same about Alice. Almost like we were lovers in a old life , my attraction to her is immense." I was shocked. I had never heard Jasper say something like that before. He was always smart and never head over heels about any girl.

" I wouldn't mind getting a shot at Rosalie. Although I think she hates my guts though." Emmett looked a bit down about that.

" Yet , there are a lot of women in this world. Why risk it like this?" Jasper's rational time came out again.

" I've loved Bella since I was 16. I cannot leave this opportunity. It's like fate giving me a chance with the girl of my dreams. I wasn't good enough for her then. I am still not worthy but I can try." Suddenly I heard a soft gasp. My head spun around to meet with a pair of deep beautiful brown eyes.

.:.: Bella's POV .:.:

I woke up feeling slightly groggy. I had cold sweat on my forehead and a very worried Rosalie and Alice at my bedside. I smiled at them and they visibly relaxed.

" Bella! I was so worried about you! I don't even know why you just dropped like that! You scared the crap out of me!" Alice was babbling at top speed.

" Bells , how are you feeling?" Rose asked me quietly.

" I feel okay , but I just had erratic dreams." I remembered the young Edward and the man with the kind brown eyes , so alike my own. I couldn't put my finger on it but my inner soul was screaming for me to remember something.

" Oh , well you know what we should sneak off to the club. Get a couple of shots in and you'll be feeling brand new!" Alice seriously needed a drink and I needed one too , so I agreed.

" Go through the north dungeon? So nobody knows we are out?" I didn't really want to bring Jake and the guys with us so I figured we could just sneak.

" Yes! I don't want to go with the guys. Just let me get some heels on." Rosalie went in search of a random pair of pumps. I stretched and out on my simple black flats.

We walked in to the opening of the dungeon and I told myself that I should just walk past Edward and forget about him and his kiss. I stalked until I heard his voice say.

" I've loved Bella since I was 16. I cannot leave this opportunity. It's like fate giving me a chance with the girl of my dreams. I wasn't good enough for her then. I am still not worthy but I can try." I let out a loud gasp. He spun around and I got lost in his eyes , I was home again.

Author Notes : I'm soooo sorrryyyy!! Please forgive me! I wrote this chapter very early but somehow it got lost in my computer! So I had to deal with homework and everything. Anyways , for all of you who wanted some hot action to happen , it will in the next chapter. I liked this chapter a lot because it's just so romantic! For people who have not read my Trial Story PLEASE GO READ! I think I will continue it ... :) REVIEW! I will update more regularly if possible.