Okay this is the time you all seemed to want the most so I hope you really enjoy it.

BELLA

I'm not sure how long we sat on the beach but at the same time it didn't really matter Jasper and I didn't have to sleep or any other human things. But at the moment after that long talk with Jake I just needed time away from everyone else, plus Jasper always had this way to make me feel better. Sure he was an empath and could send anyone calming waves, but still there was something else about Jasper I just couldn't figure out what that was right now. It seemed though he had when he moved my hair off my shoulders and began softly kissing my neck. It startled me and I tensed which only made him hold me that much tighter.

"Ja...Jasper what are you doing?"

"You don't mind do you?" That smooth southern accent had me and I couldn't hold back a shiver.

"No…it's just I wasn't expecting it and was rather surprised by it is all."

He pulled me against his chest and I heard a soft breath escape his lips unnecessary as he rested his head on my shoulder, his cheek against my ear some before be started again with the kisses. Keeping my eyes closed I tried not to tense up so much at his touch, even if it was rather new, strange and some what scary to me even coming from him. But at the same time I couldn't make myself tell him to stop. He just continued to kiss softly along my neck, shoulder and ear with his arm wrapped around my waist holding me to him. The feel of his soft lips, cool breathe along my skin made it tingle some and I couldn't keep from shivering a little, at which he chuckled, but said nothing.

A little while later he slowly remove his arm from around my waist and push down on my shoulders so that I was lying on my back. Neither of us seeming to care we were out on the beach. Taking a soft breath I allowed him to push me onto my back and wondered just what he is up to or thinking. At the same time I really didn't care why we were doing this, some how it actually felt right. But as I feel his soft lips once more on my neck I kind of have a feeling and found myself leaning my head off to the side so he can get to my neck easier. Though I am not sure why I did that exactly it just felt right at the moment.

My hands almost instinctively go up to hold him ever so tenderly at his waist, slightly letting my fingers rub up along his sides, biting my bottom lip now at the feeling he was causing with his behavior. All of this new to me, but not so much that is scares me; I actually am enjoying it some. Edward and I had never gone this far, hell his kisses were nothing like this always guarded, always safe, so I had to wonder if it was because I was no longer a frail human that Jasper was even trying this. He continues along my neck and I keep biting on my bottom lip, my whole body tingling with each second that passes and my hands seem to tighten around his waist as if instinctively knowing what to do. Pulling him closer to me and he seems to not mind as I feel his weight now on my chest, before gasping as his lips suddenly leave my neck to find my soft lips.

At first I am more tense then I had been, but after a few seconds I relax and even find my arms wrapping around his back more, as his slowly and gently move to hold me up against him. The feeling of his soft lips against mine was so nice yet still scary to me, but my body seemed to be acting on its own and I just allow it. His hands along my back are ever so gently caressing me and the warmth coming from his body rushed over me like waves on the ocean. My mind doesn't have time to process before it is reacting naturally with his and I soon feel my leg moving up along his side as were kissing, the tingling that I was feeling earlier now gone. Rather replaced by a new sensation, though one that I have never felt but am not afraid of in the least.

Its like have a million needles all pricking your skin at once, yet it doesn't hurt it actually feels rather nice and I couldn't help but to deepen the kiss because of it. Pulling him tighter to me and not wanting him to stop or leave. Though all my actions and how my body is reacting are new to me, yet as far as I can tell isn't something bad or that I should worry about. A few minutes later Jasper slowly breaks the kiss and I feel his hand up along my cheek, lightly caressing it and I smile wondering what he is going to do or possible say.

"I know we become best friends, but Bella my feelings for you are much deeper than that now. All I can think about is you and making sure your safe, but most importantly that you are always in my arms. Bella…I love you."

Listening to what he said I started to feel my dead heart almost flitter and turned my head away slightly shocked and unsure how to respond really. He was right we had become best friends, but as far as these new feelings that were now surfacing I didn't know how to explain them. They were just nothing like what I felt for Edward, but oddly I was glad they weren't these seemed stronger, deeper. It was like nothing I had ever known, yet I found myself not wanting to lose it or him and for him to never let me go. His touch had always held such comfort, safety for me, but now it was more. And I wished to know these feelings more and to not lose them in the process.

Taking another unnecessary soft breath I slowly turn my head back and felt his soft, cool hand up along my cheek still as I slowly smile up at him. "Jasper I can't imagine not having you in my life and I do…I do love you Jasper, that much I have always know in my heart."

As soon as I had stopped talking his lips were pressing softly, but almost with a type of passion against mine once more, my arms still tightly around his back. Softly I caressed his body through his shirt, feeling the heat radiating from him into them and smiling. Wondering how long these feelings and sensations would last, but at the same time not really caring if they lasted forever or suddenly vanished, just being with Jasper was enough for me. I could feel him deepen the kiss as his tongue slowly slipped out from inside his mouth and brushed over my lips softly, before I parted mine some and allowed my tongue to come out slowly. Slowly letting my tongue mimics his and brush softly over his lips, but then slip back into my mouth still slightly nerves about all this. As my body reacted to each movement, each touch I allowed it to without question, knowing that my responses seemed to fit perfectly and that I wasn't going to question any of it.

Jasper broke the kiss and I took a breath before tilting my head to his whisper," Do you trust me Bella?"

"Of course I do," I said almost without thinking.

"Good."

His hands moved to my waist slowly, gentle and with such care that I couldn't help but remain calm under his touch. Taking a soft breath my eyes closed. Slowly, but gently and with such a soft touch I felt his hands move up my sides, under my shirt. His fingers lightly, caressing my soft, delicate, skin and sending another wave of sensations rushing over me. My breathing still increased, my heart I know if it still beat would be racing within my chest. Jasper's lips were once more along my neck as I felt his hands stop along my sides, just holding me there for now, biting my bottom lip as my hands lightly move up his back. Though still on top of his clothes for the moment, unsure if I was ready to move them up under and along his skin.

I pursed my lips some, my head tipping back as my back rose slightly off the sand, before his lips moved back against mine in a soft kiss as his hands once more moved up along my skin then suddenly out from under my shirt. Which didn't bother me, though when I felt my shirt being lifted up my body I tensed up once more on him, but I assume he sensed my tension because the kiss was suddenly deepened and I relaxed again.

The shirt now resting just below my breasts and I felt my head spinning, Jasper keeping the kiss deep and holding me with his free hand. Our bodies putting off such heat, that I can feel the sweat on my neck, moving my arms up to his neck slowly. My hands light against his skin feeling the sweat along his neck as the kiss deepens more; his hand along my back were soft, gentle like silk just gliding over bare skin. All of this was still scary for me even if it was with Jasper, but I couldn't really push him away either, a part of me wanting this to happen though not sure really why. I never needed this to know who I loved with all my heart, who was the one I never wanted to be with out. The answer was always the same Jasper.

"Hmm Jasper are you sure about this? I mean…"

My voice trails off as his lips found mine once more and I feel his arms wrap around me gently.

"Bella how can I not be sure this is right? You're the one person I care most about in the world, so of course this is right. I love you Bella and want to be with you always."

"Jasper I…I love you too it's just that I'm scared and nervous that if something went wrong or happen I'd lose you as my best friend and I don't want that. I need you in my life."

My voice was shaking some from worrying but remained soft and I knew he understood my concern and fear because I felt his hand brush across my cheek again softly, then slowly through my hair causing my head to lean so into his touch. The light touch of his fingers against my skin then in my hair just had me forgetting about all the worry I just had.

"No matter what I will always be with you Bella, nothing is going to change that even if were only friends. I will never leave your side."

My lips were pursed to respond, but he pressed his lips against them in a kiss with his arms wrapping tighter around me and I couldn't help but to kiss him back. I moved my arms up and around his body slowly, gently holding him against me, tracing my fingers lightly over his back. Both of our bodies were radiating heat like before. I couldn't even begin to explain each and every sensation or feeling that washed over me, it was so overwhelming but at the same time I didn't want them to stop either.

Everything around us seemed to disappear as if we were the only two people alive, or at least to me it seemed that way. I had stopped listening to the sounds along the beach. Instead only concentrating on Jasper and being with him, still hoping if this was all a dream I wouldn't wake from it ever. To feel this much passion for one person who returns willingly is amazing; and I was finally starting to understand what it meant to be completely in love with one person and wanting to have them there no matter what.

Jasper's hands slowly caressed my back still not breaking the kiss, before I felt one move back around to my stomach and slip up under my shirt once more. Tensing ever so slightly then relaxing again, though still trying to get use to all these feelings that were suddenly rushing over me. His hand was warm against my skin and I couldn't help but to pull him closer wanting to just lose myself in his touch then took a soft breath as he broke the kiss. A hand brushing across my cheek softly, his breathing was faster and hot against my skin, sending a tingle rushing down my spine.

"I love you Bella," he said. "I promise not to hurt you."

"I love you too Jasper and I know you would never hurt me, I trust you."

The touch like his kisses was soft, gentle as I felt myself just surrendering to him willingly, my mind empty of any thoughts other then the ones about us. It was like nothing I could have ever imagined or dreamed would happen, but here I was with Jasper the guy who hadn't always been at my side. Perfectly happy was the only thing that came to mind at the moment.

The shirt finally coming off slowly, my breathing still increased, before his hand moved back over my skin, lightly letting his fingers trace over my stomach. Kissing along my neck once more, bringing a soft, light sound from my lips, still holding onto his back playing with his shirt, not sure I could fully pull it off him. But as he continued kissing along my neck softly, his hot breath against my skin, I suddenly jerked up on his shift, causing him to break the kiss so it could come off. Licking my lips some before tossing the shirt to the floor, letting my hands move to his chest, down along his firm stomach muscles, noticing a slight tense in them as my hand moved along his bare skin. It brought a smile to my face but only for a moment, since his lips suddenly found mine once more, but it was a more heated kiss and I could feel a longing, want from him.

My hands moved along his sides then wrapped once more around his broad, bare back, caressing his skin with my fingers lightly along the spine. It most of been nice cause I felt a shiver from him. He had one hand behind my back the free hand brushing along my side and stomach, trailing along the edge of my bra as we kissed making me arch up against him. His touch sending wave of heat over my skin making me want more, want him more, pulling him down against my chest just holding him there for now. Our tongues slipping out from our mouths, rubbing along each others for a moment before his moved into my mouth. Bringing another small sound from my lips, but it seemed to move things forward.

JASPER

My hands ran along the edge of her bra before finally slipped my finger up under the wire, making her tighten her arms around me and shivering nervously. A part of me wondering if she really had never gone far with Edward with how she reacted. But at the same time I wasn't going to ask. Breaking the kiss I moved near her ear, my breath was hot against her skin, "Relax." That one word soft and actually did seem to make Bella relax, well till my hand caused the bra to lift up off her breasts. She than started biting her lip I felt my body react instantly as I took the hand along her back, moving it over the hooks before a faint pop and it came loose. My fingers moving to pull the straps down her arms, forcing her to remove her arms from around me. I than moved my free hand back up along her chest and over her breast, my thumb and forefinger lightly massaging over the nipple. It made her breath catch and I couldn't help but smirk, her hands pushing up above her head as her back and hips rise up off the sand, a soft moan finally escaping my lips.

My hands stayed soft against her breast, fingers rubbing around the nipple feeling her shivering under me, before moving and my tongue flickered out over it. Lips closing over her breast as I softly began to suckle on it, making her moaning get louder, making me smile since I was the one causing this pleasure for her. I wasn't sure what to think, since at the moment my mind was completely blank, but at the same time I think I finally realized she was now my world. Slowly I moved between her breasts taking a little moment to suckle and then tug at both nipples knowing what it was doing to her and enjoying it. Letting my hand slid back down her side to her waist, moving along to button of her pants, popping it open then sliding hy hand slowly down them, along that soft skin.

By now Bella was trembling, pushing hard against the sand creating a slight mound above her head and uncontrollably moaning, as my hand moved down between her legs, forcing her to spread them a little as my fingers find her clitoris and slowly began rubbing over it. But only for a moment before pulling my hand back out, removing the other from her back and gently began to pull her pants off. My eyes slowly moving to look down at her, watching as she seemed to continue getting lost in the moment. But than I had to tease some and began kissing along the inside of her thigh after getting the pants on, leaving her only in panties moving back up, before letting my fingers slip behind the panties and started once more rubbing along her lower lips and clitoris.

My finger that had been rubbing along her lower lips suddenly slipped inside, moving softly, gently within those warm folds. My voice coming out so soft it took wouldn't of been hear by human ears, "Hmm, it seems my angel just had her first orgasm, mind if I taste?" My words seemed to a confusing Bella seeing that was the suddenly feeling I got from her and smiled. Remembering that this was probably her first experience this deep but she finally gave a faint nod. So I slowly pulled my finger out before pushing against her legs making them spread wider. I soon was at my lovers paradise and inhaled her scent which was so intoxicating, before letting my tongue coming out to flick over the clitoris. It forced her breathing to catch again in her throat as my hands gripping along her hips gently keeping them up off the sand for the moment.

I continued to flicker my tongue along those lower lips, suckling some lightly before slowly pulling away, allowing Bella a brief moment to relax. Feeling my own bodies reaction to this angel under me and couldn't hide the smile that came over my face, before moving my hands once more along her soft legs, then along her hips and sides. Positioning myself between her legs and noticed her realization of what I was going to do, feeling the warmth of our skin against each other. Watching as she bit her lip some growling slightly since seeing her do that only drove me, but knew I still wanted to do this right and would be careful, sure she wasn't human but didn't mean it wouldn't be painful for her. And causing her more pain whether it was coming with pleasure wasn't something I was going to take lightly. Slowly lowering myself down and bringing my lips to hers softly at first.

The kiss was gentle but there was a hidden need, want coming now from both of us and I lightly let my tongue brush over her lips, sending a shiver along her body. Pressing my thick, hard shaft up against her body, bringing a moan out that made me pull back from the kiss, a hand along her cheek before I spoke, "Trust me…I won't let it hurt you." Then slowly, gently began to allow my hardness to push into her body, causing her to tense up for a moment. Bella shivered and seemed to wrap around my length as I pushed into her slowly, bringing a light moan from those soft lips and a smile to mine. Bella relaxed some, as my mouth once more moved over her breast, suckling, tugging lightly at the nipple. Helping to get her even more relaxed, wanting her to enjoy this as I was. Plus any and all sounds she made just drove the animal in me wild though I kept him in check for now. This first time was going to be slow, loving and not about instinct it was about two people sharing a special bond, connection to one another.

Once I was completely inside her all the way to the hilt, I felt the barrier and knew this would be a little painful so when she nodded I pushed in breaking it and than went still. Letting her adjust and the pain to subside watching her for any signs that I should stop. Once she looked back at me and smiled I slowly began a gentle rhythm in and out of her body, making her tremble while my hands stayed on her hips holding tightly. She was biting her lip, moaning out and feeling such pleasure it was washing over me and I fought the urge to just completely take her once more.

My body kept the rhythm and it only seemed to make her body spasm more, which increased the now screams leaving her mouth glad that we were outside on the beach, otherwise we might give Rose and Em a run for their money right now. Her hands founding my back pressing me against her body more, almost like she was wishing to melt into me. Her nails I didn't realize were slowly beginning to dig into his skin though it didn't bother me and all reactions I enjoyed from her and enjoyed watching her wither under me in sheer pleasure.

Suddenly taking her harder, faster and deepening the kiss as my tongue probing the inside of her mouth. Caressing along her tongue, teeth as my fingers lightly brushed along her skin. All of this making me solely focus on what we were doing like it was all that mattered in the world. I had been scared at first, but now even that was lost in the wave of sheer pleasure, passion, heat that was flaring out from us both. Nothing else was like this and I totally and completely knew that Bella not Alice was always meant to be my mate. She was what completed me and as much as I loved Alice and always would, I loved and cherished Bella more.

Finally I broke the kiss laying on her chest some, not hard or crushing, but enough that I could feel the sensation our bodies was creating, our breathing heavy and I could feel sweat along her sides and neck.

"I love you Bella. You're amazing but I can't last much longer."

My voice deep as I felt all her love, compassion and lust flowing from her, "I…I love you Jasper." She finally managed before letting another scream follow as my movements stayed hard and fast. A few more thrusts I gripped her waist tighter, moving just a little harder into her. However, my actions did seem to do something to Bella, that wave of spasms seemed to wash over her once more as her back arched up. Screaming louder than she had earlier making me smirk slightly, oh my girl was certainly a screaming and I was looking forward to making her do that more often.

"JASPER!"

"BELLA!"

As my body slowly began to once more relax I saw her back lower to the sand once more right before I seemed to collapse on top of her. Still inside and not in a hurry to come out right now, both of us breathing heavily, looking back into those golden eyes of hers. I loved her so much and after this special connection we just shared I knew there was nothing I wouldn't do for her. She was my world, my life and I would cherish her for all eternity.

"I love you Jasper."

"I love you too Isabella."