I just held Shari, god I didn't want to see her cry. Not now, not right when we were leaving and I couldn't just sit there and hold her until she was ok. What's worse, the boat drove up just then. I helped her up, grabbed her bag and walked her to the boat. Summer gave me an icy glare, as she walked on the boat and headed inside where there was a mini bar and lounge area. "A martini, on the rocks please," she ordered the bartender. "Aren't…aren't you a little young to drink miss??" he asked. "LOOK, I need a martini, and I need 1 NOW!!!" she barked back. I tried not laughing at the poor girl; she was obviously heartbroken and miserable. For a second, I almost felt sorry for her. ALMOST. I stood on the boat, watching as we drove away from the island…back to home. I just stood there for the longest time, thinking about EVERYTHING. I mean, no1 knew where I'd been all summer, except my family. What would all my friends think when they saw the show…what would my mom think…what would my GIRLFRIEND think?!! Oh god, I still had a girlfriend!! Well, as soon as the episode of Summer kissing me airs, that'll be 1 less thing to worry about…but I'd still never have Shari. Maybe I should talk to her, tell her how I feel…naahhh…she'd think I was a big freak!! No, I've just gotta accept the fact that I'll never see her again, and TRY to get over her. No matter how hard it might be.

Downstairs, Shari was sitting in the TV room of the boat, not really watching TV. She just sat there, drinking her coke and thinking of Kyle. God I love him so much…and after tonight…GOD why does life have to suck so much!!!! Suddenly, Kyle walked down the stairs and went to the bar. Ok, this is stupid…you've gotta tell him how you feel. I took a deep breath, walked up and sat on a bar stool next to him. "Hey Shar, what's up??" he asked kind of glumly. "Kyle, I…I need to tell you something," I muttered. "…What is it Shar? You know you can tell me anything…" he smiled, putting his hand on my knee. "I…I…I…" I stuttered…

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