I do not own VA!

This chapter will be different from the others it is a private moment between Rose and Chelsea told from Chelsea's point of view that'll explain their relationship towards each other.

Cpov (Chelsea)

At first her screams fit perfectly in and mixed with the others but soon they brought me out of my own nightmare. The room were dark and my movements clumsy as I were still dizzy from my sleep. Hurrying trough the living room I hit my toe on the leg of the cough and jumped for a moment silently cursing before bursting through her door. She was still screaming in terror and violently trashing when I got to her.

"ROSE! Rose wake up! Please come on you are not there Rose! It is me its Chelsea I am here it is going to be okay just open you eyes!" I begged as I tried to shake her and hold her still at the same time.

"Think of flowers and rainbows or the beach on a sunny day. Remember last summer? When we shook of the guardians and ran of to that little town? We spend the whole day there joking and eating ice cream while bathing in the sun and the water. It was the summer when I had brought you back and you know what I felt that day? I felt like I had actually gotten you back it were so much like the old days; you and me having fun without a care in the world. I miss that, I miss you Rose please come back to me." I had skipped trying to shake her and was straddling her trying to keep her still. She was crying now but still asleep.

"Please just wake up you crazy bitch!" And she did. She sat up, knocking me over, gasping for her breath while tears were streaming down her face.

"Oh god oh god oh my god!" Her eyes flew fearfully around the room till she realized she was in her own room in her own bed at the school where she was safe. Then she saw me and practically jumped into my arms slinging her arms around my neck.

"It was terrible Chelsea!"

"I know Rose I know." I said while trying to sooth her. As she calmed down we laid back on her twin bed facing each other.

"thank you." She said while taking my hand.

"Your welcome." I said quietly deep in thought.

"You are always there." She said looking like she was about to cry again.

"I'll always be there when you need me I promise. Just like you are always there for me. We're sisters you and me by blood as well as soul." As I spoke the words I realized how true they where. We had shared blood when we were little making a promise to always have each others back, to always be sisters. At the time I had thought I would need her more then she would need me but now I realized that we needed each other equally.

"Sisters." She whispered and nodded "Always will be. We are the only thing that'll last forever aren't we?"

"Yes even when we are old and senile, then we'll be new friends!" She laughed a sad laugh with me but shook her head.

"We won't be old and senile Chels. We'll take each other to the grave." I smiled knowing she were right, she would be the dead of me as I would be hers.

"Yeah we will. I love you Rosie" I said and slipped my arms around her waist. She smiled.

"I love you too Chels. Forever and always. I believe we are soulmates." She closed her eyes about to doze of.

"Nah we just know each other that well." She shook her head sleepily.

"No you're my soulmate in a friend way." I smiled at her and let one hand play with her hair.

"You're my friend soulmate too Rosie. Forever and always." She chuckled.

"What?" I asked her.

"Your husband is going to hate me." I laughed

"Well if he marries me he marries you." She shook her head smiling.

"I am going to be such a bitch to him."

"Me too." We laughed.

"I'll be your maid of honor promise me that." I asked her and she shook her head again still with her eyes closed and smiling.

"Ofcourse you'll go bridezilla so I wont need to." I laughed she was so right, I would do anything to make her day perfect if it ever came.

"So will you." She opened her eyes and looked at me surprised.

"You'll make me your maid of honor?"

"Ofcourse you are my other half! Maybe not better but at least other." She laughed

"Then we're to bad sides of the same shitty coin." I laughed to but then a thought hit me.

"Why wouldn't I make you my maid of honor?" She shrugged

"I just figured you're more the type who'll run of and get married in a courthouse." I couldn't help it I burst out laughing.

"That is exactly what I thought of you!" She burst out laughing too.

"As I said to bad sides of the same shitty coin." I shook my head at her.

"No I probably would pick you up and run of to some random courthouse with you and my future husband." She chuckled

"Me too Chelsea me too. I can't imagine my wedding without you." Neither could I. Soon after I could hear her breath slowing down telling me she was now sound asleep. I lied awake for about an hour watching her. This girl was so broken it was unbelievable that she was still working and walking not laying in a pile, sobbing. This broken girl was my sister the girl I had known since I were born. She was a part of my family and we loved her like she were of our blood. She loved to live she was always so full of life even after she had been broken repeatedly. I want to hurt them. I want to rip the throats out of every and each one who hurt her. They had caused these nightmares because of her she'll carry around scares for the rest of her life even though she were now safe around people who will always have her back. I needed to make them pay, the little princess apparently didn't get my warning when I spread those rumors but I could make myself clear. She would never hurt my sister again, I would make sure of that. We were so alike yet so different. Rose may think we are two sides of the same coin but I know we are different. One side always weight heavier than the other. She could be evil, we shared some of the same devious thoughts but I don't think she knows just how evil I can be. I can't hurt them physically but mentally.. I can drive them insane without them even noticing it's me. They'll point out themselves before they'll point out me. It was a scarring power that I hate to use but I will for her. For my sister.

R Pov:

When I woke up the bed was still warm beside me telling me Chelsea probably hadn't left for breakfast yet but where still in the apartment getting ready. The field outside where bathed in a ghostly light telling me I hadn't slept over but the actual time I had no idea. Dragging my zombie body into the bathroom, I found her in the bathtub.

"Hi" she looked up. Obviously, she had been completely lost in the feeling of the hot water and hadn't seen me come in.

"Hi though night?" I gave a half smile. I had been in completely hell till she woke me. I hated waking her but the fact that she were still there to wake me, after all the nights I had woken her up with my nightmares, made me a tiny bit happy.

"Yeah thank you for waking me up." She gave me a small smile back. She were exhausted I could see it but still she was a good friend and didn't tell me.

"No problem" she said before sliding deeper into the tub.

"You really got time for that?" I asked her crooking an eyebrow. Normally she were running around the apartment trying to be on time for class, relaxing in the tub wasn't like her at all. She looked up at me surprised.

"Have you looked at the clock?" She asked me in disbelief. I knew it was early but had I miss coordinated with the sun?

"No but I am assuming it is about time for breakfast?" She shook her head. Damn I am hungry…

"It's 5 am classes don't start before another 3 hours." She once again slide further down in water. Actually looked like the best decision with so much time on our hands…

"So why are you up?" Chelsea were one who liked to enjoy her sleep to the fullest. She shrugged

"Couldn't sleep. You?" I gave her a 'you're really asking' look in the mirror. But then went back to my beauty routine.

"Well I thought it were time to wake up." She laughed. I could tell by the sound she were fully relaxed. It was soft like a melody.

"You and your inner clock it is starting to fail huh?" I shook my head. I never had an inner clock usually she woke me with her cursing trough the apartment.

"I hate alarms you know that." Back at the academy I were totally fucked not setting an alarm for the next day cause I hated the sound! She smiled.

"Yeah I know" I finished removing old makeup and walked over to the tub.

"You mind company?" She shook her head. And turned to the edge of the tub where her razor were.

"Not at all." I stripped to my underwear and slipped into the hot water and bubbles. I winched a little.

"It is hot." I commented and she just nodded. I started soaping my arms.

"You wanna talk about last night?" She asked and I knew she meant my nightmare but I just couldn't think about it right now. These nightmares had haunted me for over a year now ever since.. never mind. They were about everything: my mother leaving me at the academy, Dimitri getting taken, Dimitri being strigoi, telling me his love had faded, the crash, the abuse I had faced, the torture I had went through, all the terror physically and mentally came back to me.

"No it was just a nightmare. I have a lot of those." She frowned deep in thought.

"I thought you had gotten rid of them." So did I. it had been weeks since the last one I had had a few over the summer but nothing like this.

"They're starting to get back." I told her honestly, I had had a few nightmares last couple of nights but forgotten what they were about when I woke up.

"After they came here?" I nodded. I didn't think they were the cause but their existence didn't help either.

"Yeah after they came." We fell into a comfortable silence each doing our own business shaving and soaping. I knew she wanted to talk some more about the matter but she respected that I didn't want to.

"You look tired" Elliot commented as we both sat with our almost identical plates. Fruit and yogurt low calorie ofcurse.

"Which one?" I asked. He had to be more specific, we had both gotten little and interrupted sleep. We still looked good trough and if you didn't know our usual sparkle you wouldn't notice.

"Both. Fun night?" He smirked still going on that 'you act like you're in love with each other' thing, implying we had been doing other things than sleeping. Truth was we really hadn't done much other than the usual in slow motion and swallowed a few pills to get trough the day. I hated coffee.

"Full of horrors." "Sleepless." We said at the same time. And cuckeled a bit at each other.

"You're still having nightmares?" He frowned.

"Sometimes." I replied and my tone would have made normal people back of but the thing about my friends were that they weren't normal even though we were ridiculously popular. The others thought we were the normal and they were weird if they only knew.. or maybe they knew we weren't the normal but they admired us for being different in a cool way. They wanted to be like us. Like the cool kids. The ones who didn't get shy but grinned more when talking about something they had no idea of what so ever. Cause they are talking with a big smile when they hadn't got a clue.

"You're still talking to that therapist?" I were going to a therapist with most of my problems I think I would go crazy if it weren't for her. She had helped me build up my barriers mentally so that no one could hit my with their words. Nothing seemed to matter anymore but it were better than the pain I had felt when they had let me down. People didn't matter anymore. Boys were boys not soulmates or loved ones. Sex were a craving – that I rarely felt- not some following act after an emotion. I didn't make love, I had sex. Rough and hard on the kitchen table or against the wall, optionally on the bed but I rarely stayed the night neither did he. It were part of the agreement. Chelsea were the only one who actually mattered to me. She were my rock. She were untouchable.

"Every week, why?" he shook his head dismissing

"Just curious." No you weren't you were making sure I am not going crazy. Again.

"I am okay now El."

"I know I am just worried about you."

"Don't be."

Jessica decided to break the awkward silence that were starting to up build.

"So! Cheer audition today, any plans?" I looked up at her with an 'are you fucking kidding me?!' look.

"Plans?" She suddenly got nervous under my glare.

"How are we choosing?" I rolled my eyes.

"We are going to show them a few moves and then let them show us how they're doing." She nodded.

"Who is in the committee?"

"You, Faith, Alison and me." She frowned.

"You are aware that Mindy is 2nd in command right?" yeah and if she were in you were out I thought. Alison were a better cheerleader but I had known Jess since forever.

"I know doesn't mean I have to acknowledged it by having her in the committee."

"You can't do anything Rose Melissa chose her."

"I KNOW but she is not going to decide who will be on MY team understood?" I sneered at her she looked startled.

"su-uuurrr-re sorry I didn't mean to-" I brushed her off.

"Don't worry about it. I'll need you to start them and show them a few things I have to get from the gym to the field I have an extra training with a new student." She nodded

"Sure no problem." Before silence fell, Chase landed beside me.

"Hi Rose. Company." He acknowledged them with a nod.

"Hi Chase why so happy?" He smiled a big enthusiastic grin

"It is Friday!" I smiled back at him.

"I know!" I gave him a 'sooooo?" look

"There is a party tonight Nate's place…" He trailed of and looked at me qeustionly. I sighed

"Sorry Chelsea and I are spending the weekend at the Ivashkov mansion." I said and honestly I was sorry I would have loved to party with him.

"You mean castle?" he said with a smile and I laughed.

"Yeah."

"Actually." Chelsea bit in "Jake won't be able to make it so we have moved till next week." I looked at her in surprise and shot her a grateful look.

"Well then I guess there is no problem! We would love to!" he smiled and jumped up.

"Great see you there!" He said voice full of confidence.

"See ya!" he laughed

"I love when you speak American!" I smiled awkward.

"Well I speak it fluent!" He smiled patiently at me.

"Yeah but you don't use it often you speak British all the time." Chelsea nodded

"It is true, it is always British except in the morning when you are like really tired!"

"I do not!" I exclaimed in an overly British accent. The whole table laughed.

"Yes you do!" Elliot exclaimed.

"Whatever guys I have classes." I threw my bag over my shoulder and dashed by Chase

"See ya people!" They giggled at my over done American accent. Before going to class I went by the infermery.

"Rose! I thought you would miss it!" the doctor said, smiling at me brightly.

"Have I ever?" I joked, knowing I had stood her up a few times by accident. She asked me to take place in the chair and but the needle in, know where my vein was by routine.

"It is so wonderfull of you to do this, it saves so many do you know that?" she asked me and I instantly felt bad for making money from this.

"Yes, I know but why don't we talk about something else?" She crocked her head.

"Something wrong?" I sighed and shook my head.

"No it is just... I have to see someone, who I concidered friends once but... they betrayed me." she frowned.

"Then you don't really owe them anything." she told me thoughtfully. I took a moment to concider. She was right, I didn't owe them anything. Somehow that made me calmer.