I was listening to this song as i was writeing this and i thought it would fit nice

Take all of your wasted honor

Every little past frustration

Take all of your so-called problems,

Better put 'em in quotations

"Shawn?" Juliet asked grabbing his hand. Shawn was sitting on the ground his back against a grave stone. It was almost 8 O'clock at night and Shawn had disappeared hours before but Juliet finally found her boyfriend.

"Shawn are you alright?" She asked sitting next to him. He laid his head back against the cool gray stone and tears ran from his eyes. Juliet turned around and looked at the stone she squeezed Shawn's hand harder when she read the message.

R.I.P

Madeleine Spencer

1955-1992

Beloved Wife and Wonderful Mother

"Say What You Need To Say"

"Shawn was this your mother?" Juliet asked and Shawn nodded and Juliet scooted closer to him.

"You wanna talk about it?" She asked softly and Shawn nodded.

"She... I was… I was 10 when the signs started showing…."

Santa Barbra February 1987

"Mom can we go to the park for my birthday?"10 year old Shawn asked his mother.

"Sure sweetie it is your birthday… Shawn?"

"Yea mom?"

"Aren't you playing hide and seek with Gus?" She asked looking for her sons best friend around the room.

"Yeah but I got bored I stopped looking over an hour," Shawn said shrugging.

"Hey!" Gus yelled coming out of the pantry.

"You cheated!" Shawn yelled.

"No I didn't!" Gus yelled back.

"Boys!" Maddie yelled they both looked up at her.

"Go play in the yard," She said calmly.

"But dad said not to because of the rain," Shawn said.

"Well I'll him I said you could now go," She pointed outside the two boys ran off.

"Maddie? What are the boys doing outside in the rain?" Henry asked putting his bag by the door and hanging up his coat.

"I said they could Henry you know Shawn had ADHD he can't be cooped up,"

"Maddie it's raining cats and dogs outside they might get sick," Henry said giving her a kiss on the cheek and opening the refrigerator he grabbed a beer.

"Then he'll get sick Henry Shawn had been sick before," Maddie said putting a knife away.

"I know but still…."

"Henry he's fine,"

"Do you have to against everything I say? I say no you can't go outside you say yes. I say no cookies you say one cookie Maddie its… Maddie?" Henry rushed to his wife who turned pale and fell to the ground.

"Mom!Mom!" Shawn yelled running into the house a big grin on his face.

"Shawn call 911," Henry said.

"But dad…" Shawn started.

"Shawn now!" Gus ran and grabbed the phone he dialed 911.

"Yes hello? This is Burton Guster I am at my friend's house Shawn Spencer… Yes Spencer his mom fainted… Yes the Sargent's Henry Spencer's wife…" Gus hung up and ran back.

"They'll be here soon," He said looking at his best friend who hadn't moved a muscle his eyes on his mom.

"Gus call your mom have her come here," Henry said softly. Gus nodded and ran back out of the room.

"Shawn? Come here buddy," Henry said Shawn walked over his dad wrapped a arm around his son's waist.

"Dad what wrong with mom?" Shawn asked.

"I don't know son…"

"About Half an hour later they came and took my mom and dad. They wouldn't even let me in the ambulance," Shawn said whipping away the tears. Juliet wiped some if hers away and Shawn put his head on her shoulder.

"You want to continue?" She whispered and Shawn nodded.

Santa Barbra Apirl 1992

15 year old Shawn Spencer snuck into the house shutting the door quietly behind him. His father wasn't home and his mom was probably asleep. Shawn checked the kitchen clock 2:30 he missed curfew by more than 5 hours. He walked up the stairs carefully and quietly he passed his parents' bedroom.

"Shawn get in here," His mother snapped he stopped walking and stuck his head in her room.

"Hey ma," He said smiling.

"Shawn get in here fully," She said Shawn sighed and walked inside.

"Shawn did you get your ear pierced?" Maddie asked. Shawn covered his ear.

"What? NO that would be childish," He scoffed. Maddie frowned at her only son she was lying in bed.

"Shawn I swear to god… It seems you get worse every day what did me and your father do wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing mom…"

"Then why do you insist on doing these childish things?" She asked and he shrugged.

"Just got home huh?" Henry asked walking around his son and sitting on the bed.

"Yes and Henry look at his ear," Maddie said Henry looked at his sons ear.

"He got it pierced? That's a new one Shawn," Henry said pulling off his boots.

"Yea and?" Shawn asked Maddie coughed.

"You all right?" Henry asked Maddie nodded. Maddie and Henry had been fighting a lot lately.

"Can I go now?" Shawn asked.

"No I'm done with you yet," Henry snapped.

"Henry…" Maddie said weakly but Henry paid no attention to her.

"Shawn you have to be more responsible if you are going to be a cop." Henry said.

"Who said I wanted to be a cop?" Shawn snapped.

"I did," Henry growled.

"Henry…" Maddie said coughing her face turning red.

"Mom!" Shawn yelled running to her.

"Henry…911," Maddie got out. Henry picked up the house phone and called 911.

"This is Sargent Henry Spencer my wife is… I don't what's going on but she can't breathe…" He paused and listened to other line.

"Yes mam," henry hung up and walked to Maddie side.

"They're going to be here soon," He said.

"No Henry I can't," She said weakly her face turning pale.

"Maddie stay with me!" Henry yelled Shawn just watched his mom.

"Remember Shawn always say what you need to say…I love you…" She said touching Shawn's cheek. Her hand slowly fell as did her eyes and her chest stilled.

"Mom? Mom!" Shawn yelled.

"Maddie!" Henry yelled but she didn't wake up.

"She was dead." Shawn said. Juliet rested her head on Shawn's and rubbed his hands between hers.

"I'm sorry Shawn…" That was all Juliet could get out as she hugged her crying boyfriend.

Even if your hands are shaking

And your faith is broken

Even as the eyes are closing

Do it with a heart wide open

What do you guys think?