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Disclaimer: part of me wants to go yep VICTORIOUS IS MINE just to see what happens but I had to put a bra on this morning and that should be enough 4 ya.

Beck POV

When we got to the hospital they ran with Jade as quickly as they could until a surgery room. I wanted to see what they were going to do but they closed the doors and a nurse took me and the man from the other car to get checked out. I had a minor concussion but other than that just bumps, bruises, cuts and all that. Same for the man.

The man left, he wished me luck. My parents had been contacted they came but when they realized I was fine they worried less. They wanted me to come home but no way was I leaving Jade. They went home without me.

Jade's parents came. Her mom was a wreck. She was nervous and scared. Jade's dad cared more about how much money it would cost. I think he somewhat cared though because he kept looking at Jade's contact photo on his phone.

I didn't know what to tell her mom. This was my fault. I wanted to throw over a chair and punch the wall. Then my phone rang. The caller ID said Tori (I would put ur BFF but ur GF would change it). I answered the phone.

"Hello." I said in a monotone voice.

"Hey, Beck I just wanted to know if you were OK. Jade seemed pretty mad." Tori said nervously.

"I'm at the hospital." I replied.

"WHAT DID JADE DO TO YOU?" Tori said shocked.

"Nothing. It's what I did to her."

"What do you mean?"

"We were driving home and we were fighting and I wasn't paying attention and our car collided with another car. I'm fine but Jade..." I trailed off.

"Oh my god. I'll be right there."

I sat down in the waiting room and just prayed. This was my fault not hers I should be gone not her. I just sat there with my head in my hands.

Then Tori came...with Andre, Cat, and Robbie.

"What the hell happened?" Andre yelled. Why was he angry?

"Where's Jade?" Cat said crying.

"I don't know. She's still in surgery I know nothing!" I yelled. Why were they asking me? I was already a reck and this was not helping.

"Beck, we're sorry. We know how hard this is for you." Tori said sympathetically. It just made me more angry.

"No! You have no idea how hard this is for me! Jade is dying and it's my fault!" I screamed.

"Beck..." Tori started. She must've seen how upset I was because she said "Guys, let's just sit and wait for the doctor."

For an hour or two we just waited in silence. Then the doctor came. Jade's parents and I ran up to him.

"How is she?" Jade's dad asked.

"Good considering the circumstances. She has an extremely severe concussion and she will be unconscious for several days, possibly weeks. She has some neck problems but nothing to serious. Her spine was injured but we fixed it. However, she has lost 75% of her blood. We need to give her blood transfusions but she lost so much and we don't have enough. We need a donor. She also is going to need a kidney transplant. Lastly, she's been diagnosed with anemia but, she's going to be fine. Anemia is manageable and you'll learn more about it. Just go home for now. You can't visit her anyway. Also, if any of you would like to be a donor for either her kidney or blood we will talk about that tomorrow. You're very lucky." Said the doctor.

The doctor made it seem like a disease and kidney transplant was no big deal but I knew it was. At least she's alive.