Another chapter yay! Hope you liked the last one. Song is by Evanescence and is called Lithium. Such a great song. R and R and don't forget enjoy!

"I thought you said a demon raised this dog. So don't you want to go after the demon?'" Amy asked Sam.

"Yea, we should but Dean wants to stay and get the information out of Ellen on dad first, in case this demon has something to do with him." Sam replied.

"Oh." Amy uttered slowly.

"Now will you let me show you how to make some bullets?" Sam teased and my cousin laughed.

I tuned out there conversation, not really paying attention in the first place. I was lost in my own thoughts while cleaning the barrels of the shotguns Dean had handed me. What would Jo look like with a black eye? I mused. She was getting a little to friendly with Dean and I hated it.

"Julia!" Amy called.

"Huh?" I responded, turning to look at her and Dean's younger brother. Both stood in front of the stove, Sam was peering into the pot of melted silver. Amy gave me an amused look and I stammered, "Sorry, These guns are so dirty. Do you never clean them?"

Sam laughed and Amy smiled, she knew I was lying but wouldn't say anything. And for that I was grateful. Instead she smiled and said, "Sam asked you a question."

I looked at Sam and waited as he lifted the pot off the blue flame. He poured the liquid silver slowly into something that looked like a cantine. "Would you tell Dean its nearly ready?" Sam said slowly, full attention on making sure the silver wouldn't spill.

"Yea." I replied, taking the rifle I was cleaning with me towards the stairs. Where Dean had walked up with Jo a few moments ago. I clenched the gun tight. She hadn't done anything to me, but I still didn't like her. She's the epitome of evil I swear. I thought.

I cleaned the barrel slowly as I walked up the stairs. Wondering if Jo would have to come with us to find John. Why'd he always have to leave? I thought gloomily. At the top of the steps I realized I forgot to ask where Dean and Jo where exactly. I was about to head back downstairs when I heard Dean's smooth voice. I smiled happy to hear it. All harmful thoughts of Jo left me and I walked forwards to a half closed door where Dean's voice seemed to have wafted out. Scrubbing the last of the grime from the barrel I pushed the door open with the point of my shoe.

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without

"Hey Dean Sa-" I started and stopped. A lump formed in my throat, hot rage coursed my body. In front of me stood Dean and Jo, and they were kissing. Dean pulled back as I came in and looked at me shocked. Jo looked annoyed that Dean pulled away. He looked at me then her.

"Julia-" he started.

lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

"Save it." I snarled and jerked the shotgun up, the barrel locking into place. I stormed downstairs, nearly running. Dean called out my name from the room him and Jo were in. As I barreled down the stairs Amy and Sam looked up.

"Hey whats-" Amy started to say.

"Your keys." I growled, tossing the shotgun onto the kitchen table and grabbing my jacket off the chair. I could hear Dean coming down the stairs, he'd be here any second. I wanted out of her now. I reached out a hand to my cousin, beckoning for the keys impatiently. Sam and my cousin looked confused, No time for this I thought.

come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show

"Julia?" Sam, Amy and Dean said all at once.

"Keys!" I roared.

Amy jumped, fished the keys to her motorcycle out of her pocket and tossed them to me. Catching them in mid-air I turned tightly to the open door and sauntered towards it.

never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me

"What happened?" Amy asked loudly, since I had blocked my mind from her. Dean came into the kitchen and called my name again. I kicked the screen door open in reply, it ricocheted off the back wall.

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Jumping off the porch I ran towards the Impala, I needed to grab my bag before Dean finds me. So at least I have something to hold onto thats mine. I thought sadly. Tears blinded me as I ran and I wiped away at them furiously. At the drivers side I nearly ripped the door off its hinges as I opened it, and pulling the button for the trunk to open. Jogging to the trunk I hurriedly opened it fully.

My bag was on top of everyone else's luckily and I grabbed it hastily. Sniffing the whole time. "Julia." Dean said softly grabbing my shoulder.

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside

I took a swing at him and missed. Shoving past him I went towards Amy's ride near the orchards. Dean tried cutting me off by standing in front of me. I screamed at him.

"Julia! Its not what you think." he said quickly.

lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without

"Oh really?" I cried, near hysterics, "What is it then?! Explain what I saw!"

lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

I kept trying to walk past him and he blocked my every move. He was pushing me towards the orchards. My leg hit something hard as I tried moving past Dean again. Looking down I saw a barrel full of apricots. Shrugging my pack onto my shoulder I gripped Amy's keys tightly in my hand.

"Julia. Please let me explain." he pleaded.

"Why!?" I shrieked picking up a hard apricot and throwing it at his head. It missed. "So you can fed me more lies?!"

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly

"Hey! Julia!" he said angrily and I threw another one. It hit him in the chest and he let out a loud gasp.

here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go

"Tell me, did she have her hand down your pants?" I asked loudly.

He looked at me sadly not saying anything and I felt the tears run down my face. I threw one more apricot , that hit his arm, before running past him towards the bike. Leaping onto the bike I jammed the key into the ignition. Movement from the corner of my eye made me turn. I thought it was Dean but instead it was Amy and Sam standing on the porch watching us. The moment I lingered there was long enough for Dean to come up behind me.

Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes

"Julia." he whispered.

"Say goodbye." I said softly. Turning the bike on I put the kick stand up, revved the bike and sped off.

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh I'm gonna let it go