Brooke was having fun shopping with Lucas, they decided to go to a mall just outside of the city so people wouldn't see them and Brooke was glad about that. Even at the café she felt like she was always looking over her shoulder seeing if someone they knew was around but know she could just relax. Brooke smiled when they were walking through the mall and Lucas slide his hand in hers, she looked up at him and he just smiled down at her and they kept walking. Lucas laughed at everything Brooke had picked out for Lily; she was defiantly going to get spoiled this year on her birthday. Brooke had picked out this cute pink dress (Since Lucas told her pink was Lily's favorite color,) with a white ribbon on it and then some more clothes, like this brown top with a pink bow on it and then just some little toys.

"I'm having fun." Brooke smiled up at Lucas as they were walking to his car.

"Me too." He grinned leaning in to kiss her, "Umm… can I ask you something?"

"Anything." She smiled as they reached his car and she opened the back door putting in the bags then turning back to look at him, his serious look kind of scared her, "Lucas? What you want to ask?"

"Earlier…" he paused thinking about how to word it and then wondering if he was even allowed to ask "With Brad what did he mean by he would never, never what?" He watched as she tensed up and leaned up against his car running her hand throw her hair.

"Lucas do we have to talk about this?" She asked she didn't want to talk about Brad, especially not with Lucas.

"I just want to know you are ok." he sighed stepping closer to her and placing his hand above her shoulder. "I just want to know he doesn't hurt you."

"He doesn't," she said a little too quickly "At least he hasn't in awhile." Brooke whispered looking down.

"He puts his hands on you!?" Lucas snapped he thought maybe he hurt her feelings because of how Rachel was talking about him and to him the night before but he didn't think he physically hurt her. Brooke just stayed looking at the ground "Brooke…" he whispered lifting her chin.

"Ok, he might of a couple times but the last time, it was an accident, he was really drunk and I said something I knew would set him off." Brooke explained.

"That doesn't make it ok Brooke, did he last night? Is that why he was so sorry, is that why you couldn't meet me this morning?" He really didn't want to hear this that someone was hurting her and knowing he couldn't do anything to stop them, it killed him.

"No…" Brooke said shaking her head "He hasn't touched me like that in over a year, I promise." And that was the truth he really hadn't.

"Then what happened last night?"

"Sometimes… sometimes when he drinks he just gets a little forceful," she frowned a little embarrassed by it.

"I swear if he…"

"Lucas…" she said cutting him off "It's not a big deal ok, most the times I just push him off like last night, he gets made we argue he slams doors and I just go to bed."

"And the other times when that doesn't happen."

"Lucas… I really don't want to talk about this at least not with you." She said looking up at him.

"Why not with me?"

"Because I don't want to talk about having sex with some other guy with you, I don't care if it's with my fiancé or not, I just don't want to talk about it, I just want to be with you." She said leaning up and kissing him "So can we please not talk about it, please." she begged.

"Yeah, as long as you promise you will tell me if he hurts you." She again just looked down not wanting to answer "Brooke…promise."

"Ok I promise but you don't need to worry ok, I am fine I can take care of myself I promise." She smiled wrapping her arms around his neck "But I love that you worry about me." She smiled at him.

"Well I do, I told you Brooke I really care about you." He said wrapping his arms tight around her waist and Brooke could tell he was sincere.

"I really care about you too." She whispered leaning up on her tip toes to kiss him. He pulled her closer into him as their kiss got more heated, his tongue grazed her bottom lips and she parted hers for him to enter as his tongue wrestled with hers. Brooke pulled him as far into her as she could as the moved back and he pushed her against his car and they keep kissing not caring who was around or who saw "Lucas can we go somewhere." She mumbled into his lips.

"Yeah my house isn't too far from here." He mumbled back.

"Ok." she agreed but neither made a move to get in the car and leave just kept kissing each other until Brooke finally pulled away breathing heavily and leaning her forehead again his "Let's go to your place." Lucas just nodded as he leaned in and kissed her again then pulled away opening her door letting her in and then getting in. She leaned over kissing him again as he started to car and the pulled out of the parking lot. Brooke would lean over ever so often kissing his neck and laughing at how he tried to stay focus on the road.

"Are we almost there?" she whispered into his ear and kissing his ear lobe and he just nodded, "Good." She grinned as she again started to kiss his neck, he pulled into the house he brought her to the day before then pulled her into his lap as they started to kiss again and then he moved his lips to her neck as she tilted her head so he could get to it easier, she rubbed her hands through his hair and let out a small gasped, as he ran his hand along the door looking for the handle but never once letting go of her. Once he finally found he opened the door climbing out picking her up in his arms as she wrapped her legs around his waist and they stumbled over to the front door not removing each other's lips. Lucas pulled away from her to get his key out but she just moved her lips to his neck, he struggled with the key but finally got the door open as they stumbled inside and he shut the door behind him. Brooke pulled his shirt off as he cared her to the bedroom and they fell back onto the bed. Lucas pulled Brooke's shirt off her and then leaned back into kiss her lean trailed sweet butterfly kisses all down her body, until he got to her jeans then he slowly unbuttoned them and pealed them off Brooke as she helped kick them off and tried to steady her breathing, her heart was racing and it hadn't raced like this in a long time, well actually that was a lie it actually races like this every time Lucas touches her and she was not complaining. Lucas slowly moved up kissing her stomach, then chest, then again on her neck, Brooke prayed he wouldn't leave a mark that she had to explain to someone but then that thought erased when he came back and started to kiss her. Brooke fumbled with his belt trying to undo it and his pants without taking her lips away from him.

Soon Brooke's phone started ringing cutting through the silent room, they both tired to ignore it but it seemed like it wouldn't stop "Damn it why did I turn that back on." She groaned, "I don't know but ignore it." Lucas whispered "Ok." she agreed pulling him into kiss her again, her phone stopped but then started going off again, both ignored it knowing it would stop which it did but then it started to go off a third time.

"Damn it." Brooke cursed as Lucas groaned getting off her and grabbing her jeans and getting her phone then leaning back into her "Just get them to go away." He whispered and she just nodded seeing it was Rachel.

"Hello?" Brooke answered as Lucas again started to kiss her neck.

"Slut where are you?" Rachel asked annoyed.

"Umm… I'm kind of busy Rach," Brooke said.

"Well next time you tell your fiancé you're with me could you give me a heads up, I mean I covered for you but still."

"Uh huh sure Rach." Brooke said not really listening to focused on Lucas's attacking her neck and her body aching for him, "God…" Brooke gasped not being able to hold it in anymore.

"Oh my god Brooke; are you having sex right now?" Rachel asked stunned yet proud of her best friend.

"I'm trying to…" Brooke gasped again but this time with a small laugh.

"Why the hell would you answer the phone when you and your lover are having sex?"

"Because…" Brooke gasped biting her bottom lip to stop herself from letting out a moan. "Because you kept calling."

"Please hang up…" Lucas whispered as he started to kiss Brooke's ear lobe like she had done earlier "Please."

"Brooke I just called this once."

Brooke was about to respond when Lucas let off Brooke's neck and grabbed her phone "Rachel, Brooke is going to have to call you back." he grinned closing her phone and tossing it on his night stand then falling back onto Brooke. He started to kiss her but then quickly realized how her mood changed and wasn't as into it as she was a few second ago, "What's wrong?" he asked pulling back from her.

"Nothing I'm fine" she said with a fake smile trying not to think about what Rachel said.

"No you're not, you have your fake smile on, not the smile you had on before your phone started to go off." Brooke couldn't help but smile at him, he knew her a little over three weeks and already could tell through her fake smiles unlike Brad she had known since she was 18 and still couldn't see past them "Brooke talk to me."

"Nothing it's just…Rachel said she only called that one time which means…"

"Brad called the other two." He finished and he again let out a groan falling off her and onto the bed, "You think we are making a mistake?"

"What?" she asked confused sitting up to look at him "No, do you?"

"No, but every time we are together something stops us." He said look over at her "Like the world is trying to tell us not to do this."

"Lucas…" she sighed sitting up and claiming on top of him so she was now straddling and leaned down to kiss him "I want to do this." she smiled kissing him again.

"I want to do this too." He smiled leaning up to kiss her, "Really bad.." he grinned flipping her over and started to kiss her again but then another phone went off but this time it was his "Damn it!" he yelled leaning off her "See what I mean, god it's almost worse than living with your mother who enters the room to drop off laundry ever 5 minutes." He groaned making Brooke laugh as he grabbed his phone answering it.

"Hello?" he answered annoyed sitting back on the edge of the bed and Brooke leaned over placing her chin on his shoulder kissing it ever so often as he talked.

"Yeah…" he said rubbing his hand through his hair and looking over at Brooke "I'll be right there." he said hanging up and starring at Brooke "I'm sorry." He whispered as she just nodded getting off his bed and grabbing her shirt off the ground but he grabbed her hand "Come here." He said pulling her back into his lap, "What if we Friday night, come here, lock the door shut the blinds, turn off cell phones." He said making Brooke smiled "And I make us some dinner and we actually finish this?"

"I would like that." She smiled kissing him "I would like that a lot."

"You are coming tonight right? Because I really don't want to go unless I know you are there." Lucas asked brushing a piece of hair out her face, "Yeah I will be there." she whispered a little sad.

"Please don't be sad, this is going to work out I can feel it." Brooke just nodded, but knowing inside this wasn't going to work out even if they wanted to because, at the ended of the day she was engaged to someone else and it didn't matter if she took her ring off or didn't think about him while she was with Lucas, when the night ended she knew she wouldn't being lying next to Lucas and she wanted that.

"So I will see you tonight?"

Brooke smiled sadly leaning in to kiss him,

"Tonight."

A/N: Ok read review and tell me what you think : ))