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Worries and a silent confession

RPOV

I was worried. I knew that I wasn't normal. I had known from day 1.

I'm positive that it was my talent but I haven't said anything because it will end with tests and most likely being asked to join the Volturi.

When I had found Emmett I had used the common excuse of bloodlust as I was only a young vampire but it was because I wanted him to be normal as selfish as it may seem. I know that you are probably wondering how I kept it from Edward for so long. The fact is I allow him to hear my thoughts and whenever I am shielding them he hears stuff about me that is why he believes me to be a self-centered person.

I wish I wasn't the one to save Bella but I had no choice. We all knew that Edward couldn't live without her whatever form she was in. Also there was no one else to change her as Alice was calming down Esme and keeping Carmen, Eleazar, Irina and Kate who had just arrived from Denali. Tanya had over heard Ali (yes Bella has rubbed off on me) telling me about Bella, and said as Bella was Edward's mateshe would help, and the fact that she was basically family. Tanya was killing off Victoria therefore I had no help and since she was dieing in my arms I went against all of the logic and just bit her neck. Blood doesn't normally bother me but the amount on Bella had me holding my breath. I felt sorry for Tanya for when she had finished killing Bitchtoria because of the massive amount of blood that would have her on the brink of temptation. I carried Bella over to the stream and washed off the excess blood.

I met up with Tanya who soon started having problems with her restraint so I sent her up ahead to warn the others in case they expected to have similar problems. When I walked through the door I saw only Alice and she told me that Carlisle and Edward were on their way back, the others had gone up to the mountain range to join Jasper and Emmett except Esme who had stayed behind but had gone to sort out Carlisle's medical bag.

As we waited for Esme to come back I asked Ali if she could see the transformation turning out okay but she claimed that she couldn't see it because Bella hadn't consciously made the decision to wake up.

Esme arrived back in a minute or so and we all thought it best to bathe her cuts, which are what they now were, instead of covering them in anyway.

Edward came rushing in soon after we started and he was staring openly at Bella who had been laid down on the sofa. His jaw slaked more the longer he stared at her form. Carlisle came in after a few minutes of Edwards silent staring and sucked in a deep breath.

"What happened?" He asked everyone.

Alice and Esme turned to look at me as neither of them knew the whole story just parts of it. I started to explain but as soon as I mentioned tat I had bitten her Edward went loopy.

"There must have been another way. There had to have been." He shouted.

"Edward she already had a small amount of venom in her system. Not enough to change her but enough to aggravate her. Also she would have lost an arm and most probably would have also lost her leg. Finally Edward she would have died from blood loss. Did you go though your meadow on your way back?" I asked and he nodded slightly. "Well the smell of the blood in the air and all of the blood on the ground was hers." Edward just looked though me with glazed eyes and Carlisle was looking at me with amazement that I couldn't understand until it clicked about the amount of blood and the fact that I controlled my nonexistent bloodlust.

Suddenly an all too familiar voice filled the air asking what was everyone doing here. When we turned we all froze and stared.

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