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DAMN 11 REVIEWS!! THAT IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!! KEEP IT UP!!

I know I said two reviews in one day for last night.. But we had a lil pet vet emergency.. We were at my friends and we had to rush her dog to the ER vet because he got smacked in the face but a 2.5lb quoit.. (its like horseshoes.) he stopped moving. Went into shock.. Came back and was walking and stuff but he looked really in pain so we had to take him to the er lol..

don't worry he is ok.. Just in pain and probably has a major headache :-/

Anyways.. So since I was not able to post the second chap for last night.. I figure with 11 reviews..

You deserve some special.. So I am going to post two today!! Lol.. And if your really really lucky.. When I get back from the store and doing errands.. You might just get a third for tonight! :-D

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Chapter 10:

I pulled myself closer to him and wrapped my legs around his waist. His hands slowing found there way down to my butt. Holding me up and close to him. I trailed my lips gently down his cheek to his neck.

I nipped a little and he shivered making me grin. I didn't know just the slightest touch could make some one do that. I switched sides and tried my luck again. Sure enough his shoulders tightened and a slight shiver went through his body.

I brought my lips back to his and nibbled gently on the bottom of his lip. I heard a slight moan escape him. I slid my left hand down and under his shirt, touching his bare skin with my fingers. I traced his waist line, feeling his stomach tense up at my touch.

He pulled away abruptly, startling me.

"did I hurt you?" trying to keep the fear out of my voice.

He shook his head and took a deep breath. "No. never." his voice was barely a whisper and sounded strained. Like he was out of breath.

"Well. What's wrong?" I asked slightly hurt.

"nothing. Your just."

"Just what?" I narrowed my eyes at him.

He gently bent and kissed my forehead. "I have waited for this for so long. I never thought it would actually get here. I couldn't imagine it being this good."

"then what's wrong?"

"I," he sighed.

"Look if you don't want to then fine." I shoved away from him. It didn't do any good. He didn't let me go.

"That's not it." he pulled me closer.

"Then what?"

"Nes, you don't realize. I your,"

"If you say I'm to young for this I'm going to kill you." I threatened.

"No, not that. Just ugh." he wiped his face with his right hand. My eyes popped open suddenly.

"Your afraid of sex." I stated bluntly.

"Not afraid. Just, this was working its way there."

I just stared at him.

He didn't say anything so I decided id approach it from a different angel. I bent forward and nipped at his neck. While at the same time I managed to finagle my way in under his shirt and trace my finger tips down the length of his spine. Sending shudders through his entire body.

He moaned lightly. "Your testing my control. Not to mention your father would kill me."

"I wouldn't let him." I teased as I bit his ear gently.

"Nes." he whispered. "Come on." he pulled away gently.

I laughed. "Come on Jacob. I'm not dumb. It's not like I haven't had the 'sex talk'." I laughed. "But seriously. I'm a vampire for pete sakes who cares?"

"I care." he said annoyed.

I looked at him surprised by his sudden change in attitude.

"Look. Nessie. I love you. I plan to... Do that.." he made weird face at the word that. But continued none the same. "But I want it to be right, I want it to be perfect. I didn't just want it to be oh hey lets go do it now that were together. I didn't want that. If I gave you that impression I'm sorry."

"Jacob. I'm not ready for sex."

His eyes narrowed on me. "I was just joking. Slightly. I mean I liked the reaction I got from you. You were satisfied, you like it. Which means you liked me." I frowned

"is that what this is about?" he gently plucked my hand from underneath his shirt.

I just stared at him. "well. Yeah. Jacob before this you showed no interest in me at all. I tried everything and anything I could think of to get you to notice me. Nothing worked. I was to young or whatever. At least making out with you I, I got something. I got a reaction that wasn't you screaming at me or telling me I was to young. It was like you cared."

He sighed. "Nes come here." he pulled me into a big hug. "I love you. I really do. I have always loved you. But this had to be your decision. It had to be all you."

"What do you mean?"

"I," he sighed. "I wasn't even suppose to tell you about the imprinting thing. Your father almost threw me through a wall when he found out I did. But you heard Quil talking and…" he frowned.

"What do you mean? he threw you through a wall?"

"No, well almost. But that's not the point. The point was. The only reason I was allowed anywhere near you, to get close to you, to be friends with you, was if I promised your mother and mostly your father, that I would let you come to those feelings on your own. I wouldn't force it on you. You had to realize it all on your own."

"I, I don't understand."

"You had to realize your feelings for me on your own. "

Again I looked at him confused.

"I wasn't allowed to act on my feelings. I promised I wouldn't. I swore to your parents that I would let you find it out on your own." He smiled at me. "I mean I always knew we were meant for each other. I always knew that we would be together in the end. But I never knew when. I never knew when you would realize you had feelings for me too." he frowned.

"I had to wait, and wait until your realized it. You had to develop feelings for me on your own. I was even risking telling you I love you and about the imprint more than once. After the fact your dad found out I told you the first time. He told me I better not mention it again. But you just kept asking about it." he grinned.

"So… let me get this straight. You've liked me for a while. But you couldn't act on those feelings or show me those feelings until I myself came to have feelings for you?" he nodded with a grin.

What the heck? Was he an idiot or just blind? What was I trying to do for months? Get his attention. Get him to like me. Realize I wasn't just some stupid child. What the hell was I doing all that for. My health?

I growled lightly and I smacked him directly on the back of his head.

"ouch what was that for?"

I glared at him.

"That was for being an idiot!" I can not believe he honestly didn't realize I liked him before this. Was I that bad at flirting and trying to seduce him? Seriously.

No that couldn't be. He had to much enjoyment out of before.

What the crap?

He looked at me puzzled and rubbed the back of his head where I had smacked him.

"I have been trying to get you to notice me for months!" I spat.

"I've tried everything! I even resorted to searching the internet for ways to get guys attention. 101 ways!" I blurted throwing my hands up over my head.

"You seemed uninterested. Like I wasn't even there. Like I didn't exist. Well that or you blew up at me." I frowned.

"The bikini." he whispered in awe.

"One of em." I rolled my eyes at him. "I thought It was a nice bikini. A good idea. But then you royally flipped out on me!"

"I, I'm sorry. You looked," he paused. "Amazing."

"Well you sure as hell didn't act like it!" I frowned.

"I'm sorry. it's just." he frowned now.

"What? Did I look that bad? Was I that bad at getting you to notice me? God I must have looked like a retard!"

"You looked amazing! Honestly my jaw dropped. It was just."

"What?" I crossed my arms.

"I, you." he sighed. "I've had to tell myself for so long. I've had it in my head all that time." he paused and smiled at me.

"It's still a surprise to me that your not a little kid anymore. I'm still not used to it." he flicked the bottom of my tank top and eyed me up and down pausing slightly at my exposed chest. "I've had to resist things, I've had to tell myself over and over that it wasn't the right time. You had to come to those feelings on your own. All the while wanting to whisk you away and tell you everything and make you fall madly in love with me. I just didn't, notice. I guess I was keeping it all held in I didn't notice the, effort." he frowned.

"you don't have to whisk me away anywhere. I'm already in love with you." I whispered.

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