EPOV

*Flashback begins*

I felt like slamming my head into a wall. Over and over and over again.

You would think that after having to relocate every four from the eyes of ignorant humans it would some day become less frustrating.

Well it didn't. I sighed in frustration as I cursed the god that had created me. Who knew what I was. A mistake. A mutation. A genetic freak. Call me what you will. Go on don't worry. It won't bother me. After all I've heard it all before.

Loneliness didn't even begin to describe the way in which I lived. Everywhere I went I attracted attention like a magnet. How could I not? I was a vampire. I was the inhumanly beautiful being that was forever seventeen. Every woman lusted after me as the men shunned me for the attention I unwillingly caught. I could find a companion anywhere I wanted. I only had to say the word and any woman would follow. But who would want that. I didn't want some spellbound idiot following me like a lost puppy. No I wanted what I knew I could never have.

Love.

I laughed to myself for even contemplating the thought. I knew better than to depress myself like this.

Shaking my head I focused on the present. And presently I was speeding down a 80m/h street going 150m/h. I really couldn't help myself. If you saw my car you wouldn't be able to control yourself either. Black Volvo, with tan and black interior. I thought if I was going to stand out, I might as well do it with style.

My baby tore up the roads in Washington as we closed in on the tiny town of Forks. I know right. Forks?

But the town was perfect for me. Not many people to ask about me. That is what I wanted. Not to be noticed. Ha-ha yeah right.

I smiled, at least I would be with my family, but the smile quickly dropped from my face when I thought of the coming day. Tomorrow could bring only one thing. We were bringing in a girl, a human girl. Who knows how long she'd be with us. Now I have to keep up my human charade at home. I don't see this being worth it ever.

*Flashback Ends*

Stupid me (First time you will every hear me admit that), it was definitely worth it.

I know this chapter seems kind of random, but think of it as recovery from the last chapter.

~ FindYourWayO