Happy for you
Cold. It's so cold. You see me standing but I'm on the ground dying. The cold seeping through my bones. I'm frozen. Frozen in pain.
Maybe if I stop crying, I won't feel anymore. I wish I wouldn't feel this way. I don't want to feel cold. I don't want to be frozen because all things frozen tend to shatter.
You are dancing with her while I am standing at the sidelines, watching you be happy. It feels like there had been a stake driven through my heart but I am happy for you. Even if I don't understand.
I was your amber but now she is your gold. Know that I tried to feel happy for you and I am. I will take the pain.
If happy is her than I am happy for you. It's time to say goodbye. Me and my heart will make it through.