..Kinda late huh? Well….Sorry…..it's a very busy senior year for me guys. I've already had a crap load of homework, band is killing me, and work is….work….yeah….

Ok, new chapter…enjoy!


Zero opened his eyes and slowly sat up. His head was throbbing and he could feel his injured forearm throb. His vision slowly became clear as he blinked a few times. He was about to completely sit up on the bed until a hand on his shoulder stopped him and carefully pushed him back down.

Zero looked up to look into chocolate colored eyes. His throat suddenly became dry and he almost forgot how to breath as those eyes seemed to pierce into his soul.

Zero swallowed and averted his eyes. "What are you doing here. I told you, we only meet when it involves Yuuki."

Zero tried again to sit up, but the same hand stopped him. "Mr. Kuran, please, I do not wish to-"

"Please….please….just hear me out, Zero."

A shiver went down the young doctor's spine when Kaname said his name.

"Just, can we…talk? Not about Yuuki…but….us?" Zero grit his teeth. He didn't like how his hear seemed to speed up and the strange tightening feeling on his chest. He felt a little scared of all the sensations going on.

"There…There is no us, Mr. Kuran. We are only doctor and patient's guardian." Zero's eyes widened when he felt Kaname put his hands on both sides of his face and made him look into his eyes.

"I'm begging you, Zero….please…allow me to explain. I will never bother you again after this….I swear."

Zero shifted his eyes and pulled away. "You get five minutes….talk."

Kaname sat down on the side of the bed and looked at Zero. "I'm sorry….for scaring you in the bathroom. I could not help myself. It was a very stupid thing to do. But the incident in the cafeteria was probably not very smart of me. I know nothing I can say will be enough for you to forgive me, but I would like you to know that I'm sorry."

Kaname took in a shaky breath and wringed his fingers. " Zero….I….I really like you. That's why I….kissed you. I know it's strange for you to hear that from a man, but hear me out, please."

Zero looked over to Kaname. " I have never felt this way for any one before. I also know that I'm pretty young compared to you but, this feeling, it's killing me not to be near you, to hear your voice, see your beauty."

Kaname scooted closer to Zero and placed a hand on his cheek. Zero immediately blushed and swallowed. He wanted to move his head away from the large hand, but his body refused to listen to him.

"Zero, I want you."

Kaname leaned into Zero and pecked his lips. The silver haired man couldn't move. Inside his head, he was screaming at his body to move, but it refused.

Kaname took this as a sign to keep going and crawled onto the bed until he was hovering over Zero, His knees on either side of Zero's thighs. His hands rested beside Zero's head.

He leaned down and captured the doctor's lips. Zero opened his mouth to speak, but instead, felt Kaname's tongue enter his mouth. Zero began to panic and pushed at Kaname's shoulders but he wasn't strong enough to move the other.

Kaname could feel Zero use his own tongue to try and push his out.

"hnnn…" Zero didn't know what to do. He was short of breath, really hot, and confused. Suddenly, he felt a hand touch him in a most private area.

"Zero….I want you."


Zero abruptly opened his eyes and looked at a white ceiling. He took in a shaky breath and sat up on the small hospital bed. He looked down, but quickly back up. He brought his knees up and wrapped his arms around them.

What was japanning to his body? Why had he thought of Kaname doing those…things to him?

"A dream is a desire that is wanted by the host…" Zero remembered reading about dreams during one of his classes during his first year as a college student.

It was a very tough subject. It explained the explanation of why some dreams happened. Most dreams were memories and involved people the mind had seen or spoken to. Other times, it involved people the eyes had only gotten a second glimpse of.

"What's happening to me…" Zero sighed and put the blanket aside. He looked down and saw his shoes and quickly slipped them on. His coat was hanging at the foot of the bed. He quickly dressed and walked out of the room. He told a nurse that had checking on him that he was better and that they could put the room as vacant.

As he made his way down the hall, he looked out a window and noticed that it was night time. He looked at his watch and realized it was almost twelve. He had slept the day away. He hoped that Cross had kept track his schedule, or else he would be really backed up on work.

While walking down the hall, Zero unconsciously stopped in front of Yuuki's room. He carefully took a peek inside and noticed Yuuki peacefully asleep. He bit his bottom lip when he saw Kaname sleeping on a chair while his arms were a makeshift pillow for his head. His lap top was open and sitting atop the bed.

Zero sighed and quietly walked inside the room and pulled out an extra blanket. He carefully placed it over Kaname and looked over at the lap top.

"I hope everyone is taking care of the company. Yuuki is doing better each day. Please make sure to keep everything in schedule. I apologize for sending the edited graphs a day late. Aido, Akatsuki, thank you both for taking care of the meetings with the other corporate presidents. Rima, Shiki, keep up the good work. I read about your win with our company's chosen deign. Seiren, I am sending the new contract to you with this e-mail. I hope you can get"

Zero couldn't help the smile on his face. Kaname had been sending his workers an e-mail of praise and information. He was a very dedicated young man. Slowly, he closed the lap top and placed it at the foot of bed and walked out of the room.

He leaned against the wall as he felt his heart thump rapidly. He tried to ignore the fuzzy feeling in his stomach and continued to walk down the hall until he reached the elevator and went to Cross's office.

He entered the room and saw the older doctor typing quickly on his computer. "Cross…" The older man looked up and smiled when he saw Zero.

"I hope you're feeling better Zero. That was quite a scare you gave us, hehe. You left a nurse in tears! She was so scared that you were going to die that she wouldn't even get up from the spot she fell. But, it's good to see you're alright."

Cross stood up and walked over to Zero. He placed the stethoscope to Zero's chest and listened. "Hmm…did you run down here or something? Oh well, you seem to be doing fine now. Your color looks better than before, you seem to be ok."

"Thanks….for everything." Zero gave Cross a smile and walked out of the room. He had to go check on his own things now that he was better.

Once he reached his office, Zero turned on his computer and began to look through his patients. Some of his appointments had been rescheduled and his patients had been checked on.

He clicked to his email box and looked through them.

Some were from patients and others from around the hospital. He stopped at one that was anonymous. Zero clicked on it and began to read through it.

"Zero, it's Ichiru. I'm sorry for not contacting you for a while. They did not allow any contact from here to America. We had to identify some information on what had happened. Zero, what I have learned and discovered these last few days has left me truly frightened and scared. On the day that I got here, I wanted to talk to you and hear your comforting voice. Zero, I just want you to know that I love you. You are my one and only brother, and family. Never forget that. Will never allow anyone to harm you. I know I'm sounding a little strange, but what I have witnessed has made me love you more. Zero, please take care of yourself while I'm away. I'm not positive when I'll be back, but I'll try to keep in contact with you. I have to go now, duty calls.

-Yours truly,

Ichiru K.

Zero read the e-mail over and over. He wasn't sure why, but he had a sinking feeling in his stomach. He hoped everything was alright Ichiru. The e-mail was only slightly reassuring. He knew now that his brother was alright, but when he said "frightened and scared" Zero wanted to know what could have made Ichiru write that.


Kaname stirred as his arm slid from it's place. It was almost two in the morning and he looked around in the dark room. He sat up and stretched until he felt fabric around his shoulders. A blanket had been placed on him and his lap top was closed. He could have sworn he had left It opened.

A nurse had probably done it. He looked at Yuuki's silhouette and smiled. She was sleeping calmly.

"I guess we only have less than a month here huh Yuuki?" Kaname leaned back on the chair. He had dreamt of holding Zero in his arms and kissing him passionately while the other kissed back. Only if it was possible.


Ok…so….crappy short chapter….sorry…my brain has fried….Fucken school is killing me T-T….4 essays already….

I know I know….that is still no excuse for such a small chapter….but…I guess I just suck at long chapters ok?

I just hope you guys liked it….

I have nothing else to say I guess….

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