Where Will You Go?

Chapter 10: Alive Again

By Shadowed Replica

Full Summary: TRAITOR! He had hurt her so bad; leaving her on that bench six years ago in the middle of the night. He'd ripped her heart out and shattered it right in front of her and then left her to pick up the pieces he'd scattered to the wind. That was the last straw for Haruno Sakura. From that day forward, she trained harder, practiced until she physically couldn't practice anymore. For six years she trained and forgot him. Six years she hated him, she loathed his very being. Sasuke never thought she would come after him, he never thought she could beat him; he never knew he'd return to Konoha a prisoner. He never knew how much she loved him, and he never knew how bad he could hurt her. Now the darkness had consumed her, just like it has consumed him. Only she can save him from his darkness, but first, someone has to save her before it's too late.

Disclaimer: I, unfortunately, do not own Naruto or any of the lovely characters. sobs ... Oh well.

Also:

Regular narration of the story

'Thinking'

"Speaking"

Dream/Song (You'll know the difference, trust me)

Flashback

'Inner speaking'

You say you know just who I am
But you can't imagine

His fingers clutched her harshly enough to leave bruises on her milky skin. The pain was welcomed and she whimpered as his mouth moved lower just above her clavicle to suckle and nip roughly. He growled against her throat, the vibration causing a weird sensation that had heat pooling just below her navel.

Something wet struck Sakura in the forehead and she gasped from the extreme change of hot to cold upon her flesh. Sasuke paused only for a moment to look into her eyes. He let his left arm curl around her waist as he formed a single-handed jutsu that transported them back into the old Uchiha compound.

They appeared in his parents' bedroom and he paused for a moment to look around before he felt Sakura shift in his arms. She turned away from him and looked around with saddened eyes; her heart constricted for him. He did not deserve to suffer this, "Sasuke, we shouldn't–"

Sasuke snatched her arm in his grasp to whip her around and face him. The darkness and lust in his eyes silenced her and she felt her heart shudder. She realized he wasn't doing this for love, he was doing this because he needed a body to relieve himself; and she was the only willing participant.

For a moment she doubted herself, was she so willing to let him take her knowing it would never be more than a simple fuck? She looked around once more and then at him and realized, yes, she would let him use her for his own selfish needs. She wouldn't deny him relief and she hoped that this one night with him would help stitch up that empty hole that had been gouged out so long ago.

What waits for you across the line
You thought you had me

He pulled her flush against his body; she fit perfectly. Her curves matched his hard planes and he groaned at the contact. She could feel the bulge in his pant press against her inner thighs and she bit her lip. In that moment, his lips pressed fiercely against hers and his teeth nibbled her lower lip none-too-gently.

She knew he wouldn't be gentle and in a way, she didn't want him to be. She wanted him to hurt her; to be rough enough to make her never want to be near him again. She didn't want him to make love to her; she wanted sex, a one-night stand because she wouldn't be able to survive if he was gentle and loving. If he pretended to care she would shatter.

His mouth was hot against hers, his tongue replacing his teeth and pacing back and forth over the slit between her lips begging entrance. His calloused hands slid over her silky skin torturously slow and she gasped against his lips. His tongue darted in and plundered her mouth stealthily like the shinobi he was.

But I'm still here standing
And I'm tired of backing down

He memorized every surface, indent, and crevice of her mouth, tongue, and teeth. Her scent was intoxicating and her taste permeated every taste bud he had in his mouth. She tasted like cherries and sugar; an exotic combination he'd never indulged in. He groaned against her and left her swollen lips to trail kisses down her chin to her throat. His kisses were more like nips followed by a swirl of tongue to soothe the aggravated flesh.

He began to slowly move her back toward the bed. His hands rested firmly on her ribcage ensnaring her completely. She groaned as his lips pressed on a sensitive spot just below her clavicle and he suckled it; pulling the flesh into his mouth until she took a sharp intake of breath and shivered beneath him. He let go of her skin to stare at the reddened flesh through the darkness of the rainy afternoon.

Looking outside, he could see the rain pouring and splashing violently this way and that as a gale-force wind whipped at the sides of the house. He turned his head back to look at Sakura and smirked. She was slightly disheveled, her lips were red and swollen from his kisses, and there was a large hickey forming just below her clavicle where he'd attacked her flesh just moments ago.

And I'm here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
Been to hell and back again
I won't take this

With a sudden jerk, he shoved her back on the bed and chuckled as she squealed with the fall. When she landed she looked up at him with a flash fire spark in her eyes warning him she was angry. He smirked darkly and moved over her; straddling her waist and attacking her lips once again. His hand trailed up her skin-tight shirt stretching it slightly as he traced the curve of her breast through her bindings. She groaned and then hissed when he literally ripped the shirt off of her body.

She glared at him and pushed herself up with her elbows so she was resting with her upper body slightly elevated. She opened her mouth to berate him but she froze when he produced a kunai from her hidden place on her thigh. Her throat constricted and her mouth went dry. She tensed beneath him and she tried to remember this was Sasuke, not Itachi, above her. Sasuke would never hurt her like that; she hoped.

Even through his lust he could tell when she was afraid of him. He stopped upon meeting her frightened gaze. She had the deer in headlights look. Her eyes were glued to the kunai and he growled angrily; his brother had tortured his Sakura. He took her hand in his and wrapped it around the kunai before encompassing her smaller hand with his own larger one. He then moved the kunai within both their hands to her breast bindings and let it slowly slide from the top of her chest down. She swallowed a lump that had formed in her throat as he removed the kunai from their grasps and threw it – with deadly accuracy – at a target on the wall; he hit the bull's-eye.

For a moment, he just looked down at her. The bindings were still hiding her chest from his view and he made quick work of them; they fluttered to the floor as Sasuke hovered above Sakura. He wasn't one much for words or talk at all but he had to pause and take in the sight of such beauty displayed before him like an offering from the gods. 'Kami,' he thought, 'When did she become this beautiful?'

You try so hard to bring me down
You can't break the broken

She shivered under his gaze and instead of the expected chuckle; he sucked in a gasp of air and groaned. He was upon her instantly; his mouth pressing kisses in the valley between her breasts and then up the side and all around the circular globe until he reached her slightly puckered nipple. He covered the tip with his hot mouth and she arched into his mouth with a high-pitched keen. One arm curved beneath her to keep his weight from crushing her as well as pressing her closer to him while the other trailed up and down her side.

Her hands threaded through his silky raven locks as she arched into his mouth and whimpered. "Sasuke!" She whimpered against him causing him to harden a little more against her lower inner thigh. He moved his mouth off her breast allowing the nipple freedom with a little 'pop' noise. He nipped the tender bud once before moving to the other and dish out the same pleasing torture.

Sakura hissed and pressed him closer to her bosom as one leg wrapped around his waist. The hand stroking her side moved over her hip and hooked under her knee to keep her pinned against him. She bit her lip to keep from groaning and he growled. He bit down on her nipple hard earning a yelp of pain and her stricken gaze to greet his. "I want to hear you." He growled as he soothed her flesh with a lick before kissing the underside of her breast and placing open-mouthed kisses down her abdomen.

When he reached her tight belly he smirked and nipped the skin tenderly before moving back and earning a whimper from the pink-haired cherry blossom beneath him. Sasuke moved to the side of her body and pulled her up easily with one arm and divested the rest of her clothing. The black compression shorts were peeled off and thrown over his shoulder followed by the skirt and her shinobi sandals. He set her down and she lay completely naked before him.

You still don't seem to understand
It's your turn to see just

A deep, calming breath was needed so he wouldn't attack her and just shove himself inside of her. He didn't know why he wanted to please her so badly but he wouldn't harm her again; it was his solemn and silent promise to her. He leaned over her and kissed her lips gently this time before crushing her to him and claiming her lips once again with all the emotion he'd bottled up inside.

As they parted, Sakura gasped in surprise as his hand slide over her inner thigh and a finger traced her outer, nether lips. She swallowed and bit her lip trying to ignore the memories that were trying to assault her. "Sakura." Sasuke growled his breath hot against her cool fleshy ear. Her eyes snapped open and a few tears pooled in her eyes.

She remained still for a moment and he didn't move; he wanted her to adjust to the feeling of him touching her and know it was he, not Itachi that was with her. She finally swallowed her fear and her fingers timidly moved to his shoulders to wrap around his neck. He let his fingers move down once more to trail over the pink coarse hairs covering her mound and her treasure. She was wet within her slick folds and he easily pushed one finger into her opening.

He watched every expression that crossed her face; first surprise, fear, then acceptance, and finally pleasure. Her thighs clamped down on his hand as he thrust in and out with his finger. She was tight enough to be virgin and he realized she had not allowed another man into her bed since the episode. Vaguely he wondered if she had used her body on a mission but he pushed it aside so as not to get angry or jealous and scare her even more.

His cock twitched in his pants and he pressed another digit into her delighting in the sound that erupted from her throat. She moaned and jerked her hips away from the intrusion. He had to wrap an arm around her waist and pull her so that she was laying half over him and half on the bed so she couldn't retreat from him. He pressed two fingers into her slit and she whimpered as he pressed in and out several times; her juices coating his fingers heavily.

"Sakura," he growled as he added a third digit to stretch her as they pumped in and out of her velvety folds. She made a noise of protest that he ignored. She snapped her hips to the side trying to get rid of the uncomfortable stretching he was creating in her tight center. He jerked her down onto his fingers hard causing her to yelp while looking at her with a warning.

For a moment she laid stock still. But then he rubbed his thumb over that little nub of flesh and she jerked in response and gasped as her back arched up off the bed. He smirked and continued to pump in and out of her, stretching her with a scissoring motion every now and then.

The heat pooling in her stomach was quickly being stroked into a fire. She bit her lip to conceal a moan when his fingers stopped abruptly and his teeth bit down on her hip causing her to cry out in pain. Her eyes locked onto his and she let go of her bruised hip and groaned as he smirked. This time, when he started again, he sped up his movements and pinched her clitoris intermittently between thrusts. Sakura almost bit her lip again but remembered and arched her back with a long drawn out moan.

Sasuke smirked in a masculine way and thrust his fingers into her vigorously a few more times as she climaxed and she gave a broken sob of a scream as she spasmed in his hands. He continued to pump for a few seconds until she was back to earth. When her breathing slowed, he released her hips and pulled his fingers free. He licked her cream from his fingers locking his gaze to hers. He watched her eyes glaze over once again and watched her swallow gulps of air for breath.

She couldn't think straight. Her body was on fire and her mind muddled with haziness and clouds. Vaguely she registered that Sasuke was licking his glistening fingers and she blushed faintly though not really caring. The swirling fog that was her mind seemed to be too thick for the old memories to penetrate and for that Sakura was deeply grateful.

How it feels to be me
How it feels to be knocked down

A smirk curled his lips when she turned slightly pink. He moved so that he was hovering over her and his dark gaze pulled her in. The barriers that had been erected those many years ago when all the hurt had begun were being shattered by just his touch, his eyes, and the little emotion he was privileging her with. Her mind snapped back into focus; she was not to let him break her this time. She would take all the pent up emotion he needed to let out and not let it affect her in the slightest. Tonight she would not cry over him; tonight she would show him she was no longer the weakling of yesteryear; her fear was her weapon.

Noticing she seemed to reign in her thoughts, Sasuke growled. He needed the old Sakura – his Sakura – the Sakura that wept for him and was there providing something he hadn't missed until he left. She was the anchor that weighted him down when he was too far gone. She had always been his marker for control; the little bit of sanity allowed left. He needed her to cry for him, over him, just like she used to do when they were just young, foolish genin. This Sakura was foreign to him; she was cold, sharp, and calculating. She had been damaged and brokenly repaired with small fractures and fissures that formed a cautious sense. Gone was the carefree girl; here is a ferocious woman no longer docile or forgiving.

He activated his Sharingan; the black markers spinning so fast they seemed to blur with the crimson of his eyes. She tensed but didn't look away from him allowing him to capture her body within his eye. For a moment they just stared at each other and then she moved up on her elbows, a feral glint in her eyes, and pushed up so that she was eye level with him. He moved back slowly allowing her room to move. He knew the moment she moved what she was going to do and caught her hand before she could accomplish her goal; removing his clothes. Pressing her back to the bed and smirking at her frown he hooked his fingers under the shirt bottom and yanked it over his head and tossed it behind him to land with her shredded clothing.

The moment the shirt broke contact between their gazes she was on him. He was on his back with her naked body straddling his hips and her left hand clasping his right wrist to the ground while she ground her hips into his. "Is this what you want Sasuke-kun?" She murmured before she pulled a kunai from his pouch and slit the side of his pants open in payback while carefully avoiding his gaze.

She went for his boxers but he was faster. He flipped her over his head and moved so swiftly she almost didn't have time to land on her feet. She caught his right wrist in hand but missed his left hand snaking over her breast and rib cage allowing his arm to wrap around her torso and tossing her once more onto the bed.

Without waiting for her to bounce once, he was on top of her pinning her with his body. Groaning as every inch of his body pressed into her, she bit his shoulder and pressed herself up against him seeking… There! His erection rubbed against her nether lips and she moaned as her womb clenched in anticipation.

Roughly, Sasuke bit her collarbone eliciting a yelp from her as he braced himself over her, his free hand reaching to guide himself to her entrance. He pressed the tip in and grunted as she whimpered in panic. "Sakura…" He groaned allowing his lips to run along her silky neck back and forth in a soothing motion. He pressed in about an inch when her murmur stopped him cold sending prickles of ice over his skin.

And you're here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
You've been to hell and back again
You can't take this

"Hurt me," she whispered and whined when he froze.

His voice was deathly cold and filled with ice, "What did you say?"

Gathering courage she growled it out, "Destroy me, hurt me, kill me, FUCK me!" She pressed down on him so that he was shoved in a few more inches forcing a painful whimper from her.

When she tried to move again he stopped her by pinning her down with his forearms and forcing her to look at him as she fought to keep her gaze from his. She squeezed her eyes shut so he couldn't use the Sharingan on her. His gravelly voice sent shivers over her flesh, "No."

Remember

He started to pull out but stopped when she gave a terrified wail; he couldn't stop now! She was so close to the place where she could shut him out of her life completely; if only he would fucking cooperate and do as she asked this once! "Damn you!"

Her eyes flew open when she felt his lips press against hers, not in a kiss. "Sakura…" He murmured against her lips. His eyes were still the crimson red of the Sharingan but he wouldn't use it on her. "You were always smiling."

This feeling

She stared at him in disbelief. What the fuck was he talking about? Why was he bringing that up? She remained studiously silent waiting for him to get to the point. She was severely aroused now and kami knows she would seriously think about dismembering him if he didn't do something!

His lips brushed back and forth over hers a few times before he actually kissed her gently. Instead of deepening the kiss like she had expected, his lips kissed a path over her left cheek until their cheeks touched and his mouth was by her ear. Nuzzling her cheek slightly in a rare show of affection he whispered into her ear. "Smile for me Sakura," he paused before adding, "Please." His teeth nipped her earlobe and then he was hovering over her once more. Only this time, his eyes returned to their dark onyx depths; still hiding everything inside.

She took a deep calming breath and stared at him, "I have nothing to smile for." Her voice was deadpanned and it infuriated him. She wasn't allowed to be like this! He wanted the old Sakura back, he wanted the normalcy; he wasn't used to this Sakura.

Calloused fingers ran over her skin creating shivers that ran down her spine. She wanted him to hurt her; so be it. His fingers curled under her knees forcing them to bend and then dug in and yanked them up over his arms. Dark onyx eyes traveled over her body and he marveled at such beauty. Many kunoichi end up looking like small men but his Sakura was toned with womanly curves; it made him harder just thinking about it.

Guiding his head to her entrance once more, he had every intention of just ripping into her. The head slipped in easy this time but his skin caught slightly and her walls were tight on him as he squeezed into her body. "Sakura," he groaned and stopped when he saw her fingers dig into the bed and her knuckles turn white. He heard the sharp intake of breath and a suppressed whimper of pain and he knew he wouldn't be able to hurt her. He wouldn't be Itachi.

How it feels to be alive
Now you see me through my eyes

His fingers began moving in soothing patterns over the backs of her knees and thighs trying to get her to relax and to keep himself from shoving deep inside all at once. He pressed a little deeper and moved a hand down to thumb her clit trying to make her relax so she would stretch without much pain.

Finally, some of the tension eased out of her and he slid a little deeper; only half way in. It was so difficult for him; he needed to be deep inside. "Sasuke, please," she whimpered as she bit her lip and arched slightly against him.

Complying, he pressed the rest of his length inside of her and groaned when he hit her end, completely buried within her to the hilt. He had to rest over her to calm himself down. He paused for a moment – as long as he could wait – and then pulled out all the way to the tip earning another whimper from her. Then he pressed in deeply again so that their skin slapped together.

Deep inside of her, Sakura could feel the heat resurfacing as Sasuke's slow movements lazily stroked her fire. Every movement sent chills up her spine and little zings of chakra jumping over the nerve endings over her stomach and up to her breasts. Biting her cheek she let her eyes flutter close for a moment to savor the feeling until a more intense surge had her gasping for breath as she arched her body into him.

The tightness of Sakura's body made Sasuke pant with the effort it took not to throw her against the wall and fuck her senseless. Every breath, every jerk of her body sent chills up and down his spine and his cock twitched painfully. Kami, he couldn't do this much longer; he thought.

Sakura growled at him causing his gaze to lock with hers pulling him from his thoughts. That fire was back, "Too slow Uchiha, faster!" She commanded; using her hips for emphasis, she jerked up to meet his thrust impaling her self on him.

Both took a gasping breath and Sasuke growled in return before wrapping his fingers around the backs of her knees and sliding her legs around his waist. Allowing her to remain on the bed, he braced his hands on either side of his head and slammed his body into hers delighting in her pleasuring cry. He pulled almost completely out before slamming into her once more. Again and again he pulled out so far her legs would grip tighter on his hips to keep him in and then slam with all his might into her.

Sakura was in a tizzy. Her carefully collected plan was backfiring on her. Every thrust was more pleasurable than she could have thought possible. The fire extended from her center and now encompassed her torso and chest. Every time his hips met hers in a forceful crushing motion, his upper groin area would press against the little bundle of nerves sending shockwaves through her body. She whimpered and moaned with abandon; she no longer cared about anything but reaching her peak.

And we're here now feeling the beat
Of a thousand hearts

She was almost there, Sasuke knew. He was so ready but he wanted to outlast her. He wanted her writhing and begging for him to cum and let her rest. He felt her walls tighten around his cock almost painfully and sped up while pulling her legs up over his shoulders so he could delve deeper into her core.

Only a few seconds passed and Sakura exploded around him; her walls contracting hard and fast around him as her body arched almost completely off the bed and her mouth opened in a silent screaming 'O'. Spasms of pleasure wracked her sweat-slick body as a haze filled her mind. Sasuke continued thrusting only slightly slower so that she didn't have time to rest.

Almost immediately she was riding another high. The feelings sent her into the clouds and she thrashed against him so hard that she would have bucked him off had he been a normal man. He loved watching his powerful Sakura at his mercy.

She was falling from her high and once more he sped up to throw her into another roll. He was so close he knew he wouldn't last much longer but he couldn't let her go without imprinting this feeling with his face into her mind. She moaned and clutched at him; her sharp fingers digging red welts into his alabaster skin. A long drawn out moan and a mutter made him smirk.

"Again," he demanded.

She didn't comply so he twisted his hips slightly so that her skin caught slightly on his ripping another wave of pleasure-filled moans from her. "Say it."

"I-," she attempted to say something but he didn't want to hear that so he did it again with more force causing her to yelp with the sudden intensity of the tingling shocks erupting through every nerve cell.

He slowly lowered her legs and pulled them tight around his waist again. His hands slid from her thighs up her waist and behind her back pulling her chest to him until her breasts were wonderfully crushed against his skin; the taught nipples jabbed his pectorals and he smirked. His lips pressed against her ear as his teeth nibbled the lobe, "Sakura, say my name."

He stabbed up into her again and she groaned in frustration; he had complete control over her now. She couldn't move if she had wanted to. When he jerked her down onto him she gave in, "Sa- …suke!"

Coming back to life again
We can make it

He smirked against her ear and pulled her off the bed with him. Moving out of her and setting her on weakened knees, he turned her to face to wall while placing a knee between her legs so she wouldn't fall. He guided his stiff member into her passage once more before wrapping his arms around her waist and yanking her down so that she screamed once more, "Sasuke!!"

"Cum for me Sakura," the way he said her name made her shiver as she through her head back and winced as it clashed against his collarbone. She knew he was close now for he was swelling within her. So she tried something of her own; she flexed her inner muscles and smiled coyly to herself when he gasped and slammed her against the wall with his thrust.

She did it again and he growled low in his throat and bit down on her shoulder causing her to whimper with pleasure. He slammed into her over and over and over again until she went spiraling once more and he felt his own explode deep within her body.

For a moment they remained motionless caught in such ecstasy they fought unconsciousness. Sasuke came back first and caught both of their weights as they almost fell to the floor. He slowed the descent so they would remain connected. She was breathing so hard he would have thought she was having a panic attack if he had not known better.

"Sakura," he murmured nipping her shoulder following up with a rough kiss as he pulled from her warmth. Waiting a moment to gather his strength, he picked up her still trembling body and moved into the master bathroom turning on the taps to warm with his one free hand.

He stepped in and set her down. He watched curiously as his semen and her juices escaped her clenching womb as she relaxed in the rising warm water. He smirked to himself before gathering up a bar of his soap and lathering it in his hands. He spread the bubbles over her back and shoulders before cupping her breasts and rolling the nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She groaned as he moved on and cleaned her stomach and sticky thighs. He finished with her calves and feet before pressing two clean fingers into her folds seeing she was still slick.

He was tempted to go again when he saw the red marks from his fingers and the fast-forming bruises from where he had slammed ruthlessly into her. Shaking his head mentally, he pulled his fingers free and tasted her sweet nectar before cleaning himself quickly. He poured some of the shampoo his mother used to use and lathered Sakura's long, deliciously bubble-gum pink hair with it. He rinsed her hair and used the conditioner followed by another rinse.

Allowing her reprieve in the tub, he stepped out to grab a large fluffy towel from the linen closet and returned to pull the plug. He helped her out, knowing she was watching him with sharp eyes. He ignored it and dried her with the towel before drying himself.

Remember

Taking her hand, he guided her back to the bed, both still naked. She went to reach for her shirt but frowned when she realized it was completely useless torn in half. She turned to see a blue shirt being held out to her along with a pair of his boxers. She dressed quickly in front of him, suddenly very aware of her nakedness.

Half expecting him to just leave she turned to grab her things but was his large fingers ensnared her wrist and pulled her to the bed. He lay down without a word and pulled her back to his so that she was pressed so tight against him she felt everything; including his hardening cock.

Sasuke did his best to try and comfort her but he did not know how. He knew she was sore and should let her sleep without him but he couldn't do that right now, and his aching cock felt slightly better pressed into her sweetly curved ass.

This feeling

He knew the moment she fell asleep; he had exhausted her. The deep breaths coming from her mouth and chest made him yawn slightly before tucking her head into his chest and wrapping his arms securely around her.

Sakura woke to the bright morning sun rays shining in her eyes. She turned to roll away and groaned when her sore muscles protested the movement. She swallowed a lump in her throat as she felt around for Sasuke; he was not there.

Her heart sank and she steeled herself against the tears that threatened to spill. Swallowing her grief, she slowly moved to get up while trying to ignore a soreness that she had not experienced the first time.

A deep voice made her jump slightly, "You should rest, the soreness will remain for a while."

She looked up to see Sasuke leaning against the doorway looking out the window. He glanced at her for a moment and his eyes swept over her black and blue hips and thighs before returning to her eyes. He read the disbelief and hurt in her eyes and nodded to himself. Just as he had thought; she had expected him to leave her in the middle of the night.

Smirking inwardly and accepting the fight to come, he looked right into her eyes. "You are mine Sakura, I do not leave what is mine nor shall I harm it," he looked over her bruised body once more and added, "intentionally," as an after-thought.

He prepared himself as he saw the flame rise in her eyes along with a near full-body blush of anger and outrage. "I belong to no one!" She snarled.

Remember...

A smirk lit his face. He was looking forward to catching his Sakura.

The song was 'Anthem For the Underdog' by the 12 Stones.

I'm sorry it took so long, I had writer's block then I got lazy and then busy and a bunch of excuses.

I promise I will try to get chapters up for my other stories but it might have to wait until midterms are over.

Hope you enjoyed it and please review so I can see how much you enjoyed it or have constructive criticism.

Thanks for reading!

As always,

~Shadowed Replica~