A/N: Hey…I know it's been a while and I am really very sorry about that. I've been distracted. I'll try not to let it happen again, the last thing I want is for Kaleena55 to send Sephiroth after me…then again…he is pretty hot…BAD JESSE! Okay, back to the story.

Chapter X: Let it be a Dream

Riku sat on Ansem's bed, contemplating all that had gone on that evening. All that he had just agreed to help Milificent with. Was he insane? Kidnapping? Well, it was all for the greater good, wasn't it? Yes, Milificent wouldn't lie to him.

Sora…

How could Sora have done that to him? Had the fact that they had spent their entire lives together, helping each other through every problem, mean absolutely nothing? Was it all just because there was no one that Sora liked better?

So this was what real pain was.

Speaking of pain….

Ansem opened the door and stepped into the room. Riku looked up at him, trying to hide the pain that was in his eyes. Ansem smiled a smile that Riku did not like the look of. Lust was clearly in his eyes. Riku knew he was in for it tonight.

But what did it matter anymore? Sora…Ansem…all anyone would ever want to do to him was hurt him. He'd be doing his best to just take whatever Ansem wanted to dish out. Maybe Ansem was the best he could do anyway. Maybe he would never get anyone like Sora, and he should just settle for what he had. He forced himself to smile at Ansem.

"What's this, happy to see me?" Ansem asked, sounding pleased.

Riku nodded, trying to be sincere.

Ansem's grin grew wider and he sat down on the bed next to Riku, wrapping his arm around his narrow shoulders. He ran his hand up and down the boys bare arm. Riku rested his head on Ansem's shoulder, and soon started crying. He didn't want to, but somehow the fact that he was reduced to this made the tears come.

Ansem pulled him up into his lap, embracing him and rocking him back and forth. "There now, it's okay, I'm here now." He whispered, thinking that Riku was only crying because he had missed him so much. Riku found himself relaxing in Ansem's comforting embrace. It felt so warm, and even though it was Ansem, he somehow felt safe. Why was that?

Somehow Ansem had managed to slip out of his shirt and jacket without once letting go of Riku, and now he as well as Riku were naked from the waist up. Ansem ran his hand over Riku's bare chest and stomach, tracing small circles with his fingertips. He leaned in and started kissing and sucking on Riku's neck, occasionally nipping lightly at the pale flesh.

Riku usually would have struggled, not wanting to let Ansem do this to him, but no more. There was nothing to fight for, and it actually did feel kind of nice. Every time Ansem bit him he drew a bit of a gasp. When he did he could hear a soft chuckle coming from Ansem, and he would do it again, just to feel the shudder go through Riku's body.

Ansem was soon sucking hard on Riku's neck, he wanted to leave a good mark, and properly claim the boy. Riku's arms were wrapped around Ansem's neck, whimpers and gasps coming out of him steadily. Ansems hands creeped down and undid the button and zipper on the front of Riku's jeans. Riku's face was buried into the crook of Ansem's neck where he nuzzled the older man's skin frantically, trying to somehow relieve the odd sensation that was burning all the way through him.

Ansem finally removed his lips from Riku's neck, pausing for a moment to examine the very dark red mark that he had left on his skin. He gave a small smirk of satisfaction when he saw it. It would last for days, maybe even as much as a week. Riku was his. All his. Even the boy had realized it, and that was why he why giving himself over to him so completely.

Riku looked up at him, aqua eyes half lidded, and a trace of a half smile on his lips. Ansem Slipped his hand down the back of Riku's pants, and into the back of his boxers, where he was able to come into contact with the bare skin of Riku's rear. He slipped one finger inside of his entrance, feeling Riku tense against him. He grinned at the thought of coming home to Riku at the end of every day. It was like coming home to heaven.

"It won't hurt if you relax, Riku…" he whispered into the boy's ear.

"Just relax and I won't hurt you." A teenaged Ansem said, forcing a squirming Riku to the floor.

"I don't want you to do it again. It's not right!" Riku said fighting as hard as his six-year-old body could, tears streaming down his face. "Please!" he said with a sniffle as Ansem jerked his pants down, revealing his chocobo print underwear.

"It's not my fault, Riku." He whispered as he lay down on top of the struggling child. "I just can't control it. You're too beautiful. You've take control of me."

Riku's sobs grew louder as he wondered what he could have possibly done to force Ansem into doing these horrible things to him. Oh, if his parents found out what he did he would be in so much trouble.

It wasn't long before the boy's desperate cries of pain could be heard throughout the house, but there was no one there to hear them. He was all alone. Alone with the devil.

The sixteen-year-old boy rested weakly against Ansem as he was held and cuddled. He was naked, and exhausted from their activities. He gave a bit of a sigh, letting his eyes melt the rest of the way shut.

"I love you, Riku." Ansem whispered to him. "I've loved you all along."

"I…I love you too Ansem."

Sora's eyes shot open as though a gun had been shot off right next to him. He had a feeling inside of him. A horrible pain. A terrible sense of loss. What had happened? Something was not right. Not right at all.

"Riku…" He whispered out loud. Yes it was something to do with Riku. He somehow felt as though he was walking away from him again. He felt the pain once more, giving a shudder as he saw the look in his eyes, the cold hatred. The pain.

'Fuck you, Sora.'

Sora felt alone. Very alone. He stood up, wanting to go into the bedroom where Cloud and Leon were sleeping, maybe they would be able to make him feel better. Cloud always seemed to have something to say, and Leon…well…he provided a sense of reality. Which…was probably a good thing.

He was just about to open the door when he heard something. A soft moan, in what he recognized to be Cloud's voice.

"S-Squall…"

Hmm…probably not the best time to be trying to talk to them…they sounded busy. Funny, he hadn't thought that they were gay…

Anyway…this left him feeling even more alone. He only had two friends in the whole world right now, and they were unreachable. And the pain. He felt like something inside of him was dying, something that didn't want to die. Something that had always been there, and was supposed to be there forever.

"Riku…" He whispered again.

(Yeah…and that was kind of a short one, I appologize again for that. Well, review and I will try to get the next up quicker than I got this one.)